Because of him, Yi Xiaozhu suffered a lot.
Because of him, their children are gone.
Because of him, she changed from the princess of the Yi family to what she is now.
He had never seen her so weak and helpless, just like a poor grass under the strong wind, which could be broken by the wind at any time.
But he couldn't give her anything.
He didn't even have the courage to embrace her. Fu xishen stood in the same place and his whole heart was filled with guilt and remorse. In addition to making up, he thought from the moment he saw her, how could he make up for her?
Can he make up for her?
Yi Xiaozhu is holding a small dress in her hand. When she gets it to Fu xishen, he can barely see it clearly. When Fu xishen sees the lovely doll and graffiti on the dress, he is hit hard in his heart. This is a baby's dress.
Yi Xiaozhu tightly pinched the little clothes and cried, "this is what I bought for my children. I don't know whether it's a boy or a girl, so I bought a pajama that I can wear. Do you think it's cute?"
Fu xishen held her hands, looked at the small clothes in her hands, and said with a bitter smile, "yes, it's so lovely."
If their children can wear it, it will be more lovely.
Their child, should be a lovely baby, will cry will laugh will make.
"But... I didn't give birth to him. I don't know whether he is a boy or a girl. She died before she was formed..." Yi Xiaozhu's voice became hoarse and collapsed.
She leaned against Fu xishen's chest and sobbed, "do you know how much I blame myself? I hate why I'm so weak. I'm a special forces soldier, but I can't even protect my children! I hate myself so much, it's useless! "
"No! It's not that you're useless. I'm sorry! Blame me, it's my carelessness, it's I don't believe you, if I accompany you, the child won't have an accident, it's me who hurt you and the child. " Fu xishen held her tightly, sobbing as well.
How long has it been since he hugged her?
He has lost too many things, and now he can hold her in his arms. He just thinks it's a gift from heaven.
He quickly dried his tears, seriously looked at Yi Xiaozhu, "Xiaozhu, give me another chance, OK? We are together again, I will protect you! We will have another child. Shall we have another child? "
He really wants to make up for her and the regret between them.
He vowed that he would protect her for the rest of his life and never hurt her again.
No one can hinder them, sow dissension and separate them.
"Go and have a look at our child. He hasn't met his father, and you haven't touched him. He should want to see you very much."
Yi Xiaozhu's voice is weak.
She didn't seem to hear Fu xishen say that if she wanted to be with her, she only had this lost child in her eyes and heart.
"Well, I'll go! But Xiaozhu... Shall we go together? " Fu xishen held her with shaking hands.
In fact, he was afraid to see it alone. He was afraid that he could not extricate himself from the sadness. He was not only sorry for Yi Xiaozhu, but also sorry for his children.
From knowing his existence to losing him, he didn't even have 24 hours. He couldn't feel the pain of Yi Xiaozhu's losing his body, but his heart would hurt, the pain of being cut open with a knife.
Yi Xiaozhu nodded and agreed. She was held by him. They went to the mortuary. The doctor found the body and showed it to them. In this air-conditioned place, both of them were shivering with cold.
This is the coldest night in Fu xishen's life. As parents, he and Yi Xiaozhu have no way to give birth to their children and raise them. They can only repent and feel guilty for their bodies.
This is also the softest night in Fu xishen's heart. He lies with Yi Xiaozhu, comforts her and listens to her telling their previous stories.
His brain, which doesn't know what's wrong, still doesn't recover any memory, but he thinks that as long as he is with Yi Xiaozhu, he will have a new life. Without those memories, he will be better to Yi Xiaozhu.
But he didn't think that this night was the last meeting between him and Yi Xiaozhu.
Early in the morning, when he left Yi Xiaozhu's ward, Yi Xiaozhu held his face, kissed him and said, "ah Shen, goodbye."
He gave her a kiss on the lip, looked at her pale face, eyes full of love, "I'll come back to accompany you in the afternoon."
Yi Xiaozhu nodded, and did not let people find any abnormality.Fu xishen also thought that she had no abnormality.
Although her forgiveness is too easy, Fu xishen still does not let himself think too much, trying to think about how to make up for her, rather than thinking about the deep meaning behind her doing so.
His figure was also seen by the Yi family.
Yi Hong brings Feilin to give Yi Xiaozhu breakfast. Even though he is angry, he is not willing to hurt Yi Xiaozhu any more.
Feilin put the breakfast in front of Yi Xiaozhu, looked at Yi Hong's eyes, and said softly, "Miss, if you want to leave Mr. Fu for breakfast next time, please tell me in advance. I will prepare Mr. Fu's share."
Yi Hong went to Yi Xiaozhu and touched her head. It seemed that she had no choice but to compromise and sigh, "if you like him, dad will let you be together. As long as you can be happy, I will hold a wedding for you when you are well, OK?"
Feilin worried frown, "master, but Mr. Fu has been married."
"Then divorce him! My daughter likes him. He can only marry my daughter in his life! " Yi Hong is strong, and there is still no room for discussion.
Feilin looks at the weak Yi Xiaozhu and doesn't say anything. She also hopes Yi Xiaozhu can be happy.
But they all ignored Yi Xiaozhu's idea. She ate breakfast quietly and asked Feilin to clean it up. Then she told her, "don't prepare other people's breakfast. I'm the only one here."
"Miss, that Mr. Fu..." Feilin opened her eyes wide. When she and Yi Hong came, they clearly saw that Fu xishen and Yi Xiaozhu were inseparable. Yi Xiaozhu should still have a lingering love for him. Otherwise, how could they hold him and not let go.
She thought that she still wanted to be with him.
Not only does she think so, but Yi Hong also thinks so.
Yi Xiaozhu's delicate facial features, indifferent without any expression, she said, "he will not come back, before I take good care of the injury, he is forbidden to go to this hospital, before I leave hospital, do not want to see him."
"That your marriage..." Yi Hong's thick black eyebrow twisted.
He has compromised. No matter what Fu xishen thinks, as long as Yi Xiaozhu still likes him, he must be with Yi Xiaozhu. No matter what means Yi Hong uses, he will not let him leave his daughter.