Jin Lin shook his head, "no, fortunately you are still persistent enough. Otherwise, even if I come, it may not be too late. In the days to come, let's continue to work hard. I believe it will only get better and better. "
Lu Qingge had no choice but to smile, "well, it's getting better and better."
Because it's bad enough now, nothing worse.
Lu Qingge's abdomen suddenly had a sharp pain, and she covered it with pain. It's not the first time that she's been in pain. It's more and more intense.
She felt something in her body, as if it was going to leave her body and pass away. How did she
Looking at Lu Qingge's pale face, Jin Lin immediately noticed that something was wrong with Lu Qingge and said, "I'll call a doctor."
Finish saying, Jin Lin person already immediately rushed out.
When Jin Lin comes back with the doctor, Lu Qingge has fallen to the ground. There was a pool of blood on the ground. All her thighs were stained with blood
In her sleep, Lu Qingge doesn't know where she came to. It's very beautiful, like a fairyland. Flowers are in full bloom, birds are singing and flowers are fragrant. The flowers all over the ground compete with each other, and butterflies are playing among the flowers.
Everything here is beautiful and peaceful, just like entering a fairyland far away from the world.
Lu Qingge can't help but walk to the fairyland in her dream, with a rare smile on her lips these days. So many things happened during this period that she couldn't breathe.
Here, she has never been more relaxed and happy. If she could, she would like to stay here and never go back.
A little girl with pink and jade carvings comes to Lu Qingge. Long black hair, big eyes like black grapes, small nose, small mouth, like a doll.
Lu Qingge looked at the lovely little guy and asked, "little sister, what's your name?"
The little girl did not speak, just smile to Lu Qingge stretched out her little hand, seems to want to take Lu Qingge to where.
Without hesitation, Lu Qingge reaches out her hand and holds it with the little girl. The little girl's hands are soft, like cotton. If you don't feel it carefully, you can't even be sure if you hold her hand.
The little girl takes Lu Qingge through the beautiful flower field and goes to the depth of fairyland. There was a waterfall in front of them. The water in it was very clear.
It's amazing to see everything under the water. The bottom of the water is not a stone, but a blooming flower! In the water, these flowers seem to have aura, beautiful.
Lu Qingge can't help walking towards the waterfall. She takes off her shoes and jumps into the water. The water in the waterfall didn't have the expected chill, on the contrary, it was unspeakable warm.
Lu Qingge is in the water, and the warm water completely covers her body. All the chill in her body seemed to be dispelled, like bathing in the warm March sun.
Lu Qingge relaxes her body and enjoys the wonderful reward.
Lu Qingge couldn't help but want to share the beauty with the little girl on the bank. She said to her, "little sister, do you want to come down to play with the water?"
The little girl smiles and shakes her head, and continues to stand still.
Lu Qingge didn't force her to plunge into the water and want to enjoy the beautiful things better. Since the outbreak of toxins in her body, she has been suffering from varying degrees of pain every day these days.
Her body has been tortured by those toxins for a long time. Just after she jumped into the water, she felt more relaxed and comfortable than ever before. It's so comfortable!
But she just into the water, the bottom of the flowers, began to slowly dissipate. Lu Qingge reaches out her hand and wants to stay. But those flowers, still slowly dissipate, into the clear water.
These flowers are still blooming well. Why are they all gone?
Lu Qingge couldn't understand why? Is it because she broke in and destroyed everything that was beautiful? Or is it the toxin in her body?
Lu Qingge looks up in panic and looks towards the bank. It's not just the flowers under the water. At first, they are blooming brightly. Everything in front of them is slowly
Even the little girl was not spared. Her body became more and more Lu Qingge wants to get out of the water and hold the disappearing little girl.
But her body seemed to be fixed. No matter how hard she tried, she couldn't get out of the water.
The little girl on the bank waved to Lu Qingge with a smile, as if she were saying her last goodbye. Lu Qingge's heart, unspeakable sadness, until warm tears slide across the cheek.
"Goodbye, mom."
……
Lu Qingge opens his eyes, tears flow out of his eyes and fall down the corner of his eyes. Lu Qingge raised her hand and touched her cold face, which was full of tears.
Did she cry? Is the bottom of my heart that sad, let the dream outside of her can't help tears?
Waking up, Lu Qingge subconsciously put her hand on her flat abdomen, bit her lip and asked, "my child, how are you?"
Next to him, Jin Lin lowered his head in silence. It seems that I don't know how to tell Lu Qingge that her baby is gone.Lu Qingge laughs desolately. Although Jin Lin doesn't say it, his silence has already told her the answer. The missing little girl in her dream is the child she has lost in her stomach!
She's gone, she's gone!
Lu Qingge murmured, "do you know? She is a little girl! She is very beautiful. She is very She looks like Especially those eyes, especially like me. Seeing her is like seeing me when I was a child, so kind and familiar... "
"She's really good and polite. You don't know, the place she's in is so beautiful. It's like a fairyland. The sky is blue and the clouds are white. Even the air is very However, because of my arrival, they will not disappear
Even she, even she disappeared! She waved and laughed at me as if saying goodbye. Finally, I heard Mom... "
At the end of the day, Lu Qingge, lying on the bed, covers his face with both hands. Warm tears, through the fingers out. Lu Qingge finally gave up his restraint and burst into tears.
After all, her child is gone! It's her failure to protect her children. She's not a good mother.
Jin Lin resisted the impulse of tears and stood by quietly. He knew that even more words of comfort could not erase the pain of losing her child.
Instead of comforting her, listen to her voice and her tears. Cry out, cry out will be good.