Chapter 188

When Tang Zhengxun came home, Yanxi was already preparing dinner in the kitchen.

He changed into a housecoat, went back to the kitchen, reached out and caressed her into his arms.

Yanxi seemed to feel a kind of solitude and loneliness from him

It hurt her a little.

He seemed to be tired, lying on her shoulder, not saying a word, encircling her arm more and more tightly.

"Tired?"

Yanxi asks him in a voice.

"I talked to your dad today and asked him about their past..."

Tang Zhengxun released his hand.

Yan Xi stopped the action in the hand, suspicious of looking at him, "how is the situation?"

Tang Zhengxun shook his head, with a little bitterness in his eyes, "I don't want to mention it any more..."

Yan Xi Leng for a moment, come back, only way, "then don't say anything! Go wash your hands! I'll have dinner soon. "

Tang Zhengxun did not rush away, but once again held the opposite girl with a full heart.

Rub her deeply into his arms and murmur an apology in a low voice, "I'm sorry..."

Yes!

Too many sorry!!

He gave this girl too much pain!

Now in retrospect, my heart is full of guilt

He bowed his head and pecked a light kiss on her forehead.

His voice was a little dumb. "Girl, I don't know what to use to express my guilt. I know that a" sorry "is not enough. If I can, I will spend the rest of my life To atone for you and your family! "

His words hurt Yanxi's heart

The water eye twinkles the dissimilar sentiment, actually in the end is what all did not say, just nodded.

Yanxi doesn't know what he talked about with his father, and she doesn't want to know.

Let bygones be bygones! Looking at his appearance, in fact, she probably guessed some!

Time flies when Baiju passes by

Yanxi thinks that Tang Zhengxun seems to be thin again

But, for this operation, everyone is entangled.

Do it or not!!

However, compared with the entanglement between Yanxi and he Qifeng, Tang Zhengxun is meaningless.

"Let's go on a journey!"

He made a sudden suggestion.

Yanxi looked back at him in amazement, "travel?"

"Yes Tang Zhengxun hugged her tightly behind her, "don't you want to go out with me?

Yan Xi blinked her eyes.

"Accompany me to the Tropic of cancer to see the polar night!"

Yan Xi's mind was in a trance.

"When I get back, it's time for me to go to the operating table..."

He murmured to himself, listening to Yan Xi's ear, but let her heart, suddenly a contraction.

"Good..."

She nodded and agreed.

Before leaving, ah Jin wants to go with him. Of course, he never wants to be a light bulb, but an invisible bodyguard.

"Don Shao, just think I don't exist!"

Tang Zhengxun refused, but ah Jin was still not at ease.

"Cut the crap!"

At this time, Tang Zhengxun would never allow anyone to disturb his honeymoon with Yanxi.

Because

I don't know. This is their last trip

How can he let others disturb him!!

He Qifeng knew what Tang Zhengxun was thinking. He patted ah Jin on the shoulder and said, "let him go! Don't worry about it. "

After all, the success rate of this operation is, really, extremely low

In the study -

Tang Zhengxun stood by the window.

In his hand, he was holding a long and thin cigarette, and his blue eyes were staring out of the window at the "color" of the scene stained with snow

Until he Qifeng pushed the door and came in, Tang Zhengxun turned around.

He handed him the document in his hand, "this is for ouzi! If I If you can't wake up on the operating table, give it to him for me! "

"And..."

Tang Zhengxun handed him another document: "the heart donation book has been signed! Remember what I said, if I become a vegetable, I will donate my heart to Jiqing! It's not killing me, it's saving me, and it's saving him! "

By then

He will inherit in Jiqing's body and live well again

Also can, love well, that girl!!

Tang Zhengxun's eyes are more and more profoundHe Qifeng felt that the documents in his hand were as heavy as gold.

Heart, also stuffy.

He pursed his lips and said nothing but, "I will do my best."

Then, put the file away.

He took a deep breath without any trace. "When you come back."

But Tang Zhengxun laughed.

It's like a relieved smile.

"I know you'll save me!"

"I hope so!"

From the limit of his life, only

Finally, a month!!

So, Tang Zhengxun, come on!!

After this time, all the pain should be solved!!

***

direct flights to Russia

Along the way, Yanxi's mood is particularly tense.

Tang Zhengxun held her hand tightly. "Don't worry!"

Yanxi's face was pale. She held his big hand tightly with her backhand. "Zhengxun, this won't be our last journey, will it?"

She was scared all of a sudden!

Fear of This trip will be their last

Belong to the memory between them!!

Tang Zhengxun looked at her in a trance, looking at her tears, heart, pulling pain.

But shaking his head, he reached out and wiped away the tears from her eyes. "I'm sorry, you know, I can't guarantee anything! But you believe me, because of you, I will be stronger on the operating table! "

***

Yanxi is always out of her mind on this trip.

She tried to persuade herself again and again, not to think too much, everything will be better, but it happened that she could not hide the panic in her heart.

In the end, they chose to stay in Moscow.

When you get to Moscow, it's still day.

The shimmering Moscow River, like a blue ribbon, flows quietly through the bustling city

Yanxi stood there, letting the breeze blow on her cheek, carrying the silk scarf on her shoulder

Hesitating heart, as if at that moment was comforted.

She nestled in his arms and murmured, "I'll be waiting for you outside all the time Wait until you come out safe. "

Tang Zhengxun encircled her arm and tightened it more tightly.

There are numerous churches in Moscow. In the birch forest, there are many solemn old churches, big and small.

The pinnacle of the Kremlin is even more dazzling under the golden "color" and sunlight.

Tang Zhengxun took Yanxi by the hand and went to the depth of the church.

The Psalms are sung by the devout believers, and the solemn and beautiful melody accompanies them.

Yanxi was more or less embarrassed. At the moment before she stepped into the church, she held his hand and said, "why did you bring me here?"

Tang Zhengxun looked at her with a narrow smile, and his sword eyebrows rose, "what? Afraid I'll propose to you? "

"No..."

Yanxi's cheeks were redder.

Don't propose, just want to go in and make a wish like God. Come on

Yanxi just went into the church.

Tang Zhengxun really has no plan to propose like Yanxi.

Because he can't even grasp his own life, how can he ask this girl for her future?

So

Let's wait until the operation is over!!

If he can, he wants to give her a secure future!!

Two people walk hand in hand inside the church.

The hymn is still ringing, and some devout believers see them and greet them politely.

Today is probably the day of worship!

"Do you like it here?"

Tang Zhengxun asked her.

Yanxi suddenly returns to herself and nods.

"Come here to get married."

"Eh?"

Yanxi blinks suspiciously. The next moment, "Lu" smiles with shame, but doesn't give the man the answer he wants.

Tang Zhengxun took Yanxi to stand in front of the cross.

He said nothing but raised his hand respectfully, closed his eyes and began to pray devoutly.

No one knows what is on his mind at the moment, no one knows what he is praying for, or

What are you confessing!

In fact, he didn't say too much, just hope

God can give him a chance, give him a chance, and then bring this girl back here!

Coming out of the church, it was almost evening.

Two people spent nearly two hours in the church, in fact, they really didn't do anything. They just listened to them praying and singing hymnsThat kind of peaceful feeling, can let the impetuous heart, along with calms down.

Also can let Yan Xi pull up of heart, get short-term comfort.

When he came out, Tang Zhengxun held Yanxi's hand tightly, "we will come back here again!"

His tone is particularly firm.

Yanxi looks at him.

And he, too, frowned and looked at her.

"If you can't find me, come here and wait for me..."

He said suddenly.

Yanxi's eyes were suddenly wet.

Why?

Why can't I find you?

Yanxido wanted to ask him, but she didn't ask after all.

Because, this sentence

She knows better than anyone!!

Maybe

Just now, he has put his soul in this church.

If

If you can't find him or see him, come here

Maybe we can find his soul, find his shadow

Yan Xi's heart, bursts of pain, such as being crushed by a fine needle.

She held his hand back, very tight

"I don't want to have that day!"

Her voice, unconsciously some choking.

But Tang Zhengxun laughed

It's a kind of relaxed smile.

"I'll try."

He reached out and patted her on the face. "Come on, we should go back to the hotel."

"Well..."

Hand in hand, they went to their seven star hotel.

The end of the night

The shadows are moving

But I don't know, at this moment, there is a pair of black hands stretching out towards them

When Tang Zhengxun found out, it seemed too late.

Tang Zhengxun is more and more anxious with Yanxi

Yanxi can't breathe. "Zhengxun, what's the matter?"

Tang Zhengxun will Yan Xi protect in front of himself, "later will block a taxi, you go up, ignore me!"

"What do you mean?"

Yanxi is a little flustered.

"We are being followed! I think they took advantage of me! I'll lead them away. You go back to the hotel first! "

In fact, let Yanxi a person back to the hotel, he is somewhat not at ease, but it happened that at this time will protect her in his side is more dangerous.

For Tang Zhengxun's arrangement, Yanxi did not refuse.

Because she knew that when she was with this man, she not only couldn't accompany him, but also was absolutely a burden.

Maybe, in her absence, he will handle things better.

"It doesn't seem as simple as I thought!"

Tang Zhengxun said, Shu Er once took Yan Xi to hide on the wall of the corner, the whole person clings to the wall and starts to load the exquisite portable pistol.