And the other end of the network
"Uncle hasn't answered yet?"
"No Smile and shake your head.
Eyes staring at the already gray head, heart, but inexplicable, some lost, only way, "maybe he has under."
The little guy was also in a low mood. "It seems that uncle is really in a bad mood today."
"Well..." In fact, Xiaoxiao thinks something is wrong with him.
"Smile, do you want me to call him?"
"You decide for yourself!" Smile and look at dingchi.
But all of a sudden, the news bell rang, and the gray head flashed up.
At that moment, smile lost heart, as if also with flashing up, "kid, your uncle back to you sms."
"Hurry up and have a look." The little guy excitedly urged to smile.
Xiaoxiao quickly opened the dialog box and saw the "one person" at that end asking her, "are you still there?"
"I'm still here! Pool pool is there, too. " Smile back to him.
"Sorry, I just had a cigarette." Bai Xichao apologized politely.
"Nothing!" Xiaoxiao does not forget to bring a lovely smile.
At that end, Bai Xichao said with a faint smile, "I'm really in a bad mood today, but it's very strange. Every time I chat with you, there's always a kind and familiar feeling, and I can't help getting better."
It seems that the little guy's inexplicable factor that can make people feel comfortable is completely inherited from his baby Mommy, right?!
"In that case, would you like to talk to me?"
Xiaoxiao thinks that he must be evil. He will take the initiative to explore the privacy of others!! She has never been such an idle person! In fact, she has no interest in the affairs of strangers, but somehow, she is still so curious about the private affairs of this "one person".
She told herself in her heart that she must just want to ask for Chi Chi! So that Chi Chi won't worry here!
And Bai Xichao over there, unexpectedly, just like Zhongxie, did not hesitate to tell Chi Chi Ma what he had hidden in his heart for so many years!
Bai Xichao only comforts himself in his heart. Maybe, this is the magic of the Internet!! The virtual world is always easy to reveal people's secrets.
"I met the girl I've been in love with for many years today..."
Xiaoxiao only listened to what he said, but didn't answer.
That girl, listen to Chi Chi, like more than five years, but no result!
"Unfortunately, she and I have no future at all! Maybe I hurt her too much before, and then I found that it's really hard to get this love back now! "
What's more, it's so powerless
Smile charming lips, pull out a smile astringent
That kind of long love but failed love, probably, she knows better than anyone!!
"Did you try to fight for it?" He asked with a smile.
"No
At that end, only two simple words were typed.
For such an answer, Xiaoxiao was a little surprised, "why not try to fight for it?"
She doesn't understand!
"I didn't know what it was to fight for love, but later I understood it, but I found it was too late..."
"Yes?"
"She's married!"
Just four words, however, at that moment, smile seemed to feel the pain and sadness in his heart from his words, and there were too many helplessness and powerlessness.
Yes! There's no chance. She's married!!
Heart, slightly Lin for a while, perhaps for him, or for himself.
For a long time, the hand trembled for a while, then struck two words in the past, "sorry."
"Nothing..."
Bai Xichao is on this side of the screen, with an astringent smile.
"In fact, I know more about the feeling of falling in love with someone than anyone else."
I don't know why, today's smile, seems to be infected by this atmosphere, even she, also began to become depressed.
"It's really a coincidence that I met the man I used to love all the time today. Even now, I'm not sure if I still love him."
"It seems that we are really in the same boat."
In fact, Bai Xichao was a little surprised when he chatted with Chi Chi ma. Unexpectedly, he was able to chat with strangers in this way, just as he met Chi Chi for the first time.
"He is Chi Chi's father."
“……”
Bai Xichao was silent.
In other words, is ikechi really a child born in a single parent family?
See that the person did not respond, smile a little sorry, "I told you these, you must not be interested in it! Sorry, I shouldn't have said that. "
"No!" Bai Xichao quickly denied, "in fact, as long as you are willing to talk to me, I am willing to listen to it!""Thank you! Maybe it's because Chi Chi has been short of fatherly love, so he depends on you and likes you
"You and father Chi Are you divorced? " Bai Xichao can't help asking her.
"Yes! Divorced for many years! And I love him for many years! It's longer than your five years. " Xiaoxiao's heart seems to be filled with bitter coffee. Stir it gently, and the bitter taste will ripple in circles
"I've loved him for more than 20 years now I can't even remember whether it was twenty years, twenty-one years, twenty-two years. "
Time is too long, but that kind of love, with the passage of time, and gradually penetrated.
In the past five years, many times, Xiaoxiao thought that he had forgotten this man, but in the end, he found that he had not forgotten, but just precipitated
Precipitated in the deepest place in her heart, when someone mentioned him again, it was like a stirring stick. In her calm heart, only a little stir had set off a layer of turbid whirlpool
Memories, just like the river and the sea towards her, pain, even let her, difficult to breathe.
She is no longer willing to think about how many days and nights, only darkness and tears accompany her. Especially in those days when she was pregnant with Chi Chi, that kind of emotion almost broke her down. Every pregnancy reaction is just a kind of whipping to her. It hurts her so much that she always thinks of that man unconsciously
As a result, the physical pain accompanied by the suffocating pain in the heart, many times, almost knocked her down.
However, in order to pool pool, she finally bravely survived!!
Up to now, those injured places have become her strongest place!!
On this side of the network, Bai Xichao was staring at the computer screen.
Never thought, love a person, time can last so long
"Love a person, can spend such a long time, too don't think about..." He sighed from his heart, "when I separated from her, I thought I would soon forget her, but later I found that she was like a big tree. With the passage of time, the root of her tree would occupy deeper in my heart. Now I'm really afraid that the root would take deeper and deeper in my heart. This kind of love can't be loved, but I don't want to fight for it The feeling of fighting for the law, really It's terrible
And yes, it's terrible!!
For a moment, I didn't know how to answer what he said from the bottom of my heart.
At that moment, she seemed to feel his pain in general, her heart could not help a slight pain.
This kind of desperate love, how painful it is
For a moment, he was choked with laughter.
"Well, we won't talk about these boring topics."
Bai Xichao seemed to realize that the topic was a little heavy, so he stopped and asked her, "where's Chi Chi? Are you still there.
"Yes, but the little one is asleep."
Smiling at the little things in my arms, I can't help but smile happily.
Baby, thank you for your company all the way. Without you, Mommy doesn't know if this road can really survive like this!!
"Sleeping in your arms?" Bai Xichao can't help asking her.
"Yes! It's on my leg! "
"It seems that this little thing really likes sleeping in this nest."
"No!"
Xiaoxiao thinks it's really a very happy thing to talk about her son like this with others.
When receiving a call from the kindergarten, Bai Xichao was startled.
"Chi Chi is in the hospital. Please go to the hospital as soon as possible!"
Why does the kindergarten call him for a moment? It's just because Chi Chi is shouting "Daddy" before she is in a coma! And in his cell phone, there is also a "Daddy" phone.
When Bai Xichao rushed to the hospital, Chi Chi was in a complete coma. There was a bandage on his small head. The red blood seeped out of the bandage and dyed Bai Xichao's dark eyes red.
"How is he, doctor?" Bai Xichao anxiously asks the doctor who is going out.
"Don't worry, sir, it's no big deal!"
"That's good, thank you!"
Looking at the pale little guy on the bed, at that moment, Bai Xichao felt that his heart was hanging in his throat with him.
On one side, the kindergarten teacher also stood there, looking very anxious.
"Teacher, can you tell me what's going on?" Bai Xichao's frowning brow is tinged with a little anger.
"Sorry!" The teacher bowed his head and apologized, "it was another child in the kindergarten who fought with him. The child said that Yunchi did it first! Later, the child accidentally pushed Yunchi down from the second floor! "
"How could that be?" Bai Xichao's eyes were full of disbelief, "no! Chi Chi will never hit people first! He is a polite childBai Xichao looked at the little guy who was motionless on the bed, and felt more painful.
How could a sensible and gentlemanly child like him hit someone first?!
"Listen to the other children, it's because of that child Make fun of Chi Chi... "
"Make fun of him?" Bai Xichao looked at the kindergarten teacher, puzzled.
"Yes The teacher nodded, some sorry, "Mr. Bai, I'm really sorry, this is our teacher's negligence! Next time we'll pay attention. "
"What do children make fun of Chi Chi?"
That's what he's most concerned about.
What is this little guy worth making fun of? Don't you laugh at him for being too evil and handsome? Or joke that he's too smart and too good?!
But these are obviously not!!
"Make fun of He said It's a wild child without a father... "