On the bus, there are no seats.
Xiaoxiao stood holding the railing, tears, but like the flood of sluice gate, it kept pouring out.
Head, leaning on the arm, regardless of the sight of everyone around, crying
Too many memories, from the day of more than 20 years, until now
Everything seems to be in my mind!!
Clear to, cut her heart, make a pain!
Suddenly, the passengers on the bus hit her, and she subconsciously raised her eyes. However, at that moment, inadvertently, through the rearview mirror of the bus, she saw
The man who is always high spirited is squatting in front of the sewer, trying to open the manhole cover
Enough!! Bai Xichao
It's not supposed to be yours!!
Aren't you the man with the deep habit of cleanliness? Aren't you the man above? Aren't you the noble and inviolable man?
Why
But just for the sake of such a love, he has become so humble?!
Actually, Xiaoxiao doesn't know
How significant is this ring to him!!
Those days and nights in the United States, day by day with those customers and businessmen, and at night? At night, I got into the computer room just to give her a diamond ring of love, which he made by himself!!
On the ring, every point, every drop, is fused with his every love for her!!
Communicate with teachers every day, study, and then elaborate
Such a late night, he can't forget!! Even if tired and sleepy, as long as you think about that face, it seems that all the tiredness is not worth mentioning.
Such a ring, full of love for her, how can he easily give up
Looking at the lonely figure in the cool wind, Bai Xi stood there with a smile and covered his mouth
Painful, sobbing.
Tang Xiaoxiao
Finally, everything is over!!
Are you satisfied with everything?
……
I don't know why, they will take such a road
From the beginning, to love, to love, to pain
Up to now, I'll say goodbye!!
Bai Xichao
If life is just like seeing for the first time, how good it would be!!!
……
Inside the car, a song "life is like meeting for the first time" came out from the mobile TV, penetrating the smiling eardrum and piercing the heart
"I loved a person's shoulder and thought I would always be by his side. I cried, it was the first time for love and hurt, good memory, tears at that time. Walk how many road, the leg will ache, loved how many people, the heart will be tired. If life is just like meeting for the first time, how wonderful it is for us to meet here. You kiss my gentle face, I think heaven is like that, very happy, your love once warmed my heart, thank you, give me those time.... "
“……”
Music, wandering
Involving every heart hurt for love!
Xiaoxiao couldn't continue to listen. When the car stopped at the next stop, she got out of the car and ran the song behind her head
Aimless walk in the street, let the tears wash her sad face, also let the cool wind blowing her numb body.
Bai Xichao
Today
Between us, all the entanglement is over!!
More than 20 years
Really, enough!!
No one will know why, after loving her for so many years, she only took this step in the end
If, she says now, in fact, she loves him, as always Will anyone believe it?!
In the cold wind, smile and stand facing the wind, tears flow all over my face
No one will know, in the past five years, how she was in love and pain, crazy struggle to come
She's like a double faced person
Love him here!
And there, I hate him deeply!!
How much courage does it take to love him?
Mother said, you can forget your child's death, but I can't forget my husband's leaving
Yeah!! How can people who have never been mothers understand the pain of flesh and blood being stripped from their bodies?
Seeing my relatives passing by, what kind of pain is it?!
Can she forget? Can she be lenient? She can't!!
But even so, she still loves him
That is a kind of love that can't extricate itself!!
When I am haunted, I always remember the familiar figure and the beautiful face
Only one photo can be kept, but it can only be pressed at the bottom of the box, and people dare not know it.Yeah!! How can she be known for such despicable love?!
That man is carrying his own child's life
It's the death of my father!
It's mother's hatred!!
It's my own pain!!
A bloody life
How can she pretend to be blind?? How can you love him as if nothing has ever happened?
Want to love, can't love!!
Want to love, dare not love!!
Who is going to pacify her apology? Who's going to fix her guilt? Who will redeem her love with blood debt?!!
Who will balance the love and hate in her heart
No one can, no one can redeem her, except herself!!
Only myself, personally cut off this love and hatred
Really, everything, completely liberated!! Also thorough, relieved!!
So, from this moment on
They go back to the origin, everything goes back to zero
And the enmity between them, also thorough, at this moment, clear!!
……
So, goodbye, Bai Xichao
Let this love So far, it dissipates in the cold wind of depression
Drown in the dust!
So far, I will never see you again!!
In the cold wind
Bai Xichao's tall figure still stands there
Watching, the bus slowly left the station, out of his sight
Dark eyes, misty diffuse dye, in front of the car, more and more blurred.
Sexy thin lips, a sad smile
"Fool..."
He, murmuring, seems to be scolding the woman who left, but still, doting on people.
"Why don't you try to tell me what happened five years ago?"
His hand, tightly holding the diamond ring
It seems to be pinched into the palm of the hand, embedded in blood.
Low voice, trembling, deep meaning to the lips overflow.
The dark eyes are filled with complicated light
It's so unpredictable that no one can guess.
Smile to the company, clock out time, display time 10 am.
It's not her style to be an hour late.
"Sister Xiaoxiao!"
As soon as I entered the company, I heard Xiao He at the front desk calling her.
"Eh?" Xiaoxiaoqiang squeezed out a silk smile and walked towards her suspiciously.
"A lady named Shi Bihua is looking for you! I'm waiting in the reception room now! "
Xiao He's words, let smile a Leng, pale cheek more lost blood color.
"Sister Xiaoxiao, are you ok?" Small he seems to detect a little strange color, concern asked.
"No, I'm fine..."
Smiling and shaking his head, his face was in a trance, "I'll go first, thank you."
"Well, thank you..."
……
Standing outside the reception room, smiling at the bottom of my heart, I felt an indescribable tension.
She took a deep breath and tried to hold down her emotions.
After a sigh of relief, he just grasped the door lock, turned the door and went in.
"Lady Bai..."
She tried to look as generous as she could.
Heart, but nervous, such as carrying a rabbit, Hu jump, as if to run out of her voice.
As soon as Shi Bihua saw the smile coming in, she didn't even speak. She directly raised her hand and splashed the hot tea in the cup on Xiaoxiao's cheek.
"Ah..."
Smile eat pain of low shout.
This water, though not just boiled, is hot enough to scald the skin.
Instantly, layers of red blood appeared on Xiaoxiao's cheek.
The pain made her eyes red, but she didn't even have the right to cry.
"Pa -"
without waiting for her to recover, she slapped her face again and fanned her mercilessly.
Just scalded cheek, suddenly hot tingling.
Xiaoxiao covers her face and looks at Shi Bihua with red eyes.
Red lips are closed, still speechless.
"Don Xiaoxiao, you are not a thing indeed!"
Shi Bihua cursed, his eyes were still full of tears, "my son treated you like that, you should treat him like this!! You woman Snake and scorpion heart
Shi Bihua's words are like sharp thorns one by one, stabbing his smiling chest
"Are you satisfied that he has become like this? Ah?? Are you happy Shi Bihua clasped Xiaoxiao's weak shoulder, swaying wildly, and asked her, "what's wrong with my son? Do you want to treat him like this?? You're going to ruin him like this! "Shi Bihua's nails are very sharp, holding Xiaoxiao's arm. She has a lot of strength. Her nails are embedded in her skin, almost rubbing into her body.
Smile pale, look numb, let her drag, drag, also let Shi Bihua out of control pull her hair.
The pain occupied her whole body, but she could not feel it at all
"Tang Xiaoxiao, I will never allow you to approach my son any more in my life!"
Shi Bihua left angrily after beating and scolding.
Smile disheveled sitting in the reception room, hair shawl, a mess.
She huddled herself up in a chair and looked out of the window at the gray scene with her eyes in a trance
Eyes, more and more lax
Snake heart
Yeah!! Tang Xiaoxiao, why did you turn yourself into such a woman?
From approaching step by step, to operating step by step. Finally, win step by step!!
What happened? Ask your heart, really relieved?
No!! In fact, there is no sense of relief
Xiaoxiao lies on his knees, buries his head in his arms, and allows tears to flow over his cheeks and across the scars on his face
Tears seeped into the scar, but did not feel the slightest pain.
Bai Xichao
You shouldn't be so vulnerable!!
Bean big tears, to the eye drop by drop out
She shook her head, and then again.
With his own understanding of this man, he shouldn't have collapsed like this!
Just because I believe in it, I dare to do it freely and hate it at ease
Because, understand his ability!!
She asked herself, do you really want to destroy him? Do you really want to step him to the bottom? no Because she knew that she did not have the strength to destroy that shrewd man!!
Unless
He is willing to destroy it in his own hands!!
Bai Xichao, when are you so stupid?!!