Love is gone, she still has family!! Her happiness is still there
Even if it is not perfect, it still exists.
That's good!!
Sometimes, the reality is not so perfect!
That's enough!!
On the bed, the little guy nests in Shi Qing's arms, her soft little hand caresses mommy's big hand.
"Mommy..."
"Well..."
Shi Qing moved her body and looked down at her.
"If you want to cry, just cry Anyway, Yao Yao is still there... "
The little guy's attitude is very serious. When he reaches out his little hand, he will wipe Shi Qing's tears.
Shi Qing smiles and shakes her head. "Mommy doesn't cry..."
Just, between speaking, the eye socket already tiny red.
"Mommy..." The little guy's body went into her arms.
For a long time, he said, "is uncle Lixun Yao's father?"
Shi Qing looked at the little thing in her arms in amazement, "you Do you know? "
The little guy stretched out his hand to hold Shi Qing tightly and murmured, "Mommy always calls uncle Lixun's name in her dream Besides, Yao Yao's surname is Li.... "
In fact, she was just guessing.
Grandma once told her about her father, and every time she said, "your mommy, she's just dead hearted. She doesn't like anyone except your father, ah..."
Mommy loves daddy very much. This is Yao Yao's only impression of Daddy.
But since uncle Lixun appeared, Mommy always called his name in her dreams, and sometimes even woke up crying
"Mommy, there will be Yao Yao in the future. We don't want Daddy anymore..."
At that moment, Shi Qing knew that Yao Yao was angry. Bored
Shi Qing deeply loves Yao Yao, but she understands that this kind of emotion is not a good thing for the growth of children.
"Baby, what's the matter with you? You hate being away from your uncle? "
"Yao Yao doesn't hate him. It's just that Yao Yao doesn't like him crying all the time. Yao Yao doesn't like him marrying his aunt either."
The little guy pouted and answered seriously.
Shi Qinghong eyes, "little fool."
"Everyone has their own difficulties. Maybe it's not your daddy who doesn't want us, it's just There are always so many things in this world that can't be both, understand? "
The little guy blinks his big eyes suspiciously and looks at Shi Qing in consternation. He is still puzzled.
Shi Qing laughs, "well, go to sleep, and have class tomorrow! Mommy, it's enough to have you as a grinding little thing. "
"Well..."
The little guy saw that his mother finally showed a smile, and he was happy to smile. He raised his head and pecked on her pink cheek, and then he closed his eyes and went to sleep.
Time always flies
In the blink of an eye, more than a month passed.
This month, Shi Qing did not see Li Xun and Nian Nian again.
She knew that Lixun had visited Yaoyao, but Yaoyao never told her that she had heard it from her teacher.
Maybe little things are worried that they will be sad.
This day, Shi Qing came back from the night shift and walked to the gate of the community, but was stunned by the familiar car in front of her.
In front of me, a tall and familiar figure leaned lazily on the car body with a lighted cigarette between his fingers.
He slightly lowered his head, from time to time, a light smoke.
And between his eyebrows, there seems to be a light injury, but there is no way to fade away.
Seems to feel the gaze at their own eyes, he tilted his head, eyes settled in Shi Qing's body.
The next moment, put out the cigarette end in the hand, toward the opposite Shi Qing elegant smile, "long time no see."
Shi Qing was stunned for a second.
But soon, come back, walked toward him in the past, "to see Yao Yao?"
"No..." Li Xun shook his head. "Little guy should have gone to bed long ago." As he spoke, he looked up at Yao Yao's window.
The lights there are out.
"What can I do for you?"
Shi Qing looks at him curiously.
The bottom of my heart has already been surging.
"No..." Li Xun shook his head.
The smile on the corner of the lip is a little bitter.
In fact, for so many days, he always wanted to see her, but he never came.
Maybe I have no courage!
Or I can't pass my own level.
Now I am her brother-in-law, but I am still thinking about her.
To see her is undoubtedly the most miserable torment to oneself.
He always goes to see Yao Yao when he has time, and he can always know everything about Yao Yao from her mouth.
But today he cameBecause if he doesn't come again, he won't know if he has a chance.
"I'm leaving..."
Four simple words, but very heavy.
Shi Qing is also obviously a Zheng, but very quickly, come back, faint smile, "where are you going to settle?"
"Not for a few years, but not for sure. America
He has contacted one of the best hospitals there.
"This Well, that's fine. " Shi Qing pulled the corners of her mouth, smiling bitterly.
"Read What about recitation? How have you been
"She Good Li Xun smiles.
I opened my lips and seemed to want to say something. In the end, I didn't say anything.
Finally, he said, "girl, if you have time, go and have a look."
"Good..." Shi Qing nodded, but her heart was bitter.
"I called her, but she never answered..."
"Is it?" Li Xun shakes his mind slightly, his eyes are shining slightly, but he can't detect the most real idea in his heart.
"Go abroad, help me take good care of her..."
"I will!" Li Xun nodded, "you Take good care of yourself! And Yao Yao, actually I want to take care of her myself if I can, but I know I can't take her away from you! "
No one knows how much he wants to take care of their mother and daughter
I want to live with them in such a small house.
How nice a home is!
However, such happiness, for him, is just a luxury!!
"You don't have to worry about Yao Yao! I'll take good care of her! " Shi Qing is astringent but a smile.
"Go back. It's so late. Don't let Niannian worry..."
Shi Qing urged him.
In fact, at the moment of their own, as if the instep stepped on the thorns in general, very painful.
"Good..." Li Xun nodded heavily and looked at her deeply. Half a sound, he said, "take good care of yourself."
"I will..."
At that moment, Shi Qing's voice was choked unconsciously.
Perhaps, this is really their last meeting!!
***
time is like quicksand
It's almost untouchable to move between fingers.
One year later, the days of Shi Qing became more and more peaceful.
After taking Yaoyao to class at 8:00 in the morning, I went to the company by myself, picked up Yaoyao at 6:00 in the evening, and then began to cook
Every day's life seems to be especially full.
The little guy is becoming more and more sensible day by day.
The only thing that disagrees with her is that the little guy hopes to find a good man to marry him.
So, eventful she, always encourage her teacher, or her classmates' parents keep on blind date.
Sometimes Shi Qing can't laugh or cry.
Many times, she warned the little guy, "if you go on a blind date with mommy again, be careful Mommy throws you out!"
But the little guy also shamelessly bad smile, a strength of holding her thigh rub, "Yao Yao this is not worried about mommy's life!"
"Eventful!" Shi Qing ordered the little guy's head heavily.
***
that day, Shi Qing received a call from Li Xun.
On the phone, his tone was very heavy
I didn't say anything more. I just said that I wanted Shi Qing to come to America. I just said that I miss her.
Don't know why, hang up the phone, Shi Qing cried.
There is no reason, even do not know what happened, but, inexplicable is to cry.
Some people say that the hearts of twins are always connected. No matter how far apart they are, they can feel everything about each other.
And now
Her heart was almost choking with pain.
Her sixth sense told her that something had happened to her mind!!
Almost did not want to, find an acquaintance to apply for a visa, Yao Yao these days to arrange properly, Shi Qing set foot on the plane to the United States.
Shi Qing never thought about it, but she was welcomed by her pale face
She just lay in bed.
Her eyes were sunken, and her body was so thin that it was almost shapeless. She lay there, with a pair of eyes that were not angry, staring at her who had been crying by the bed.
"Sister..."
Tong Nian gently called her, voice choked, light almost can not smell.
Piantou, looking at Lixun, "Xun, I want to talk to my sister alone..."
"Good..."
Li Xun left the ward.
The whole room, just the two sisters.Shi Qing tightly holds Tong Nian's hand, which is almost dry, and tears are pouring down, "Nian Nian, you tell me why? Why did you suddenly become like this... "
"Sister Don't cry... " Tong Nian smiles, but tears flow, "this is what I deserve."
"What are you talking about?" Shi Qing cried and scolded her.
"Sister..." Tong Nian's voice was so weak that he could hardly speak.
"I didn't tell you, I I got AIDS very early... "
"AI AIDS... "
Two words, for Shi Qing, is almost a bolt from the blue.
This means that God has already taken half of his life.
"No, it won't be like this. How could it be, recite How could that be? " Shi Qing tears, voice choked, almost can't believe all this, also don't want to believe.
Tong Nian choked, tears already wet pillow towel, "sister I know. I can't live for a few days! And I know Xun, you are the one I love all the time... "
"Read, we don't say that, OK?"
"Sister, listen to me first..." Tong Nian's tears, anxious to fall, "sister, people will go, its words are also good! I I'm afraid I won't say it again. When it comes to hell, the Lord of Hell won't let me go. "
"Niannian, don't talk nonsense, don't say..."
Shi Qing held her and cried.
"Sister, do you know why Xun married me?"
Tong Nian asked his sister in a soft voice, and his lips were full of bitterness.
"I I lied to him... "
"Niannian..."
Tong Nian smiles bitterly, tears hanging on his face, how can not dry up, "Xun always thought that I was suffering from AIDS for him, someone came to kill him that day, I was killed in order to protect him I was raped in turn Later, he found me Later, when I went to the hospital for examination, I found that I had AIDS.... "
Tong Nian's words, let Shi Qing already cry.