Chapter 850

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At night, he sleeps continuously. Even if he falls asleep very late, he seems very uneasy. When he goes to bed, he holds Jiani's little hand tightly, as if he is afraid that Jiani may disappear at any time.

All night long, Jiani held him and didn't leave for a moment.

Late at night, someone pushed in.

The blurred moonlight, through the thin Beige curtains, reflects on the quiet people on the bed.

Dark deep pupil, like a dry well, attentive, deeply staring at her thin little face.

The sight, the heat, was almost to burn her through the bed.

For a long time, finally, he bent over, reached for his hand, gently and carefully helped them to cover their quilts, press them tightly, and then turned around and went out of the door.

Jia Ni has been insomnia, so, know he came, just pretend to sleep.

She didn't have the courage to open her eyes to his deep pupil

The more so, the more flustered she was!

The next day, he still didn't ask her, but every time he looked at her, there was a burning in his eyes, which almost scalded her.

During the day, he goes to work and goes to school.

Business as usual.

Only, she is different

In fact, she felt that he had found something, but if he did not ask, she would not say it.

She didn't have the courage to tell him

Perhaps, they are really selfish!

Late at night, he didn't come back.

Mianmian was picked up by the driver.

After the wee hours, there was still no sign of him.

It's the first time that I haven't had a rest so late since I was diagnosed.

I know that my body can't bear it. I'm very sleepy, but I just can't sleep.

Night, deep

Finally, a sudden doorbell rang downstairs. Jiani lifted the bed under the quilt and ran downstairs.

Even if, at the foot of the step some stagger, even if, the brain is very heavy, even if, the face is very pale.

The door opened, and outside stood yinshao, with her husband hanging on her shoulder.

Obviously, drunk again.

"Sister in law..." Yinshao called her.

"Drinking again..."

A touch of worry flashed in the slightly dim water pupil. He quickly opened the door and let yinshao come into the room.

"Yes Yin Shao holds LAN Shengyu upstairs and answers Jiani's words.

When she went upstairs, she put the drunk LAN Shengyu on the big bed, and Jiani sent yinshao downstairs.

"Sister in law..." At the entrance of the gate, Yin shaodun stopped and looked back at her.

"Yes?" Jiani was stunned for a second.

"I don't know whether to say something or not!" Yinshao seems hesitant.

"Tell me..." Jiani smiles. Her smile is a little pale.

Yinshao leans on the bar and smokes a cigarette. Just as he is about to light it, he takes a look at Jiani and stops, "sorry!"

He apologized politely and put back his cigarette.

Jiani shook her head pointlessly, "it's OK, you smoke! I don't mind! "

Silver little smile, "no, be blue little know, want to beat me!"

"No exaggeration..." Jiani's smile is deep and sweet.

"Sister in law!" This time, Yin Shao's voice sank a lot, "do you know? My brother LAN Shao and I have been together for so many years. Today, really, I saw that guy's tears for the first time... "

Silver little words, let good Ni whole body can't help but get a Zheng.

Petite body, stiff as a fossil.

In an instant, it seems that there is a needle, which penetrates deeply into Jiani's heart.

"He just sat in the corner and cried! I know that you women will probably laugh at this kind of man who is not promising, but LAN Shao is not that kind of man who is not promising. When Li Xinyu dumped him, he didn't even say a word, let alone cry in front of our brothers! Sister in law, I don't know what happened between you and LAN Shao. I just want to remind you that if you really love me, we can be together! Don't torture each other! We brothers all see the change of LAN Shao. Since we married you, he has long been not the LAN Shengyu who is full of emotion! "

Silver less words, like a heavy drum general, hard, again and again hit the good Ni's heart membrane.

There are tears in my eyes

Heartache is almost to be crushed by people living in general, cone heart piercing pain!!

Jiani wiped her tears, but there were more and more tears on her cheek. She couldn't wipe them dry.

"Don't cry, sister-in-law!" Silver little slightly some apology, voice comfort her, "hurry upstairs to sleep!"

"Good..." Jiani nodded and nodded again, still in tears.

After sending yinshao away, Jiani rushes upstairs.Bedroom, lights out.

Through the blurred moonlight, in the hazy, Jiani's blurred eyes, staring at him.

Eyes, so clear, so focused.

As if to this man, deeply imprinted into his eyes, his mind.

On the bed, he lay quietly, his thick eyebrows frowning, his eyes trembling, with a feeling of pain.

I look so tired

Pulling her heart, a burst of pain.

The exquisite jaw, with a faint cyan beard, is still not slovenly, but, with a kind of lonely decadence, it doesn't look like his style at all.

His style should be simple and clean.

The cold hand, unconsciously, touched his exquisite and elegant face, trembling a little.

Lower your head, kiss his forehead, kiss his high nose, soft cheek, and finally, fall on his thin lips, and deepen the kiss a little bit.

Time, little by little, passes quietly.

From the calendar, the dazzling red circle is getting closer and closer

There's only three months left!

These days, she sleeps more and more frequently.

Always like to wake up and sleep, sleep and wake up.

Even, many times, when I wake up, I find myself lying on the cold wooden floor.

There are several times, the little guy always holding her hand, blinking doubt of the water pupil, looking at her worried, "Da Mian, are you at home nest too long, did not bask in the sun, so so white..."

At that time, Jiani always told him with a smile that the cosmetics she used recently belonged to the whitening department.

Even though she knew he didn't understand, she was just trying to convince herself in this way.

I want to make myself believe that I'm pale, but it's just because the whitening products she uses are so effective

That day, the mother rechecked.

Mianmian went with her. When she came back, Mianmian's eyes were as red and swollen as walnuts.

Listen to mother said, in the hospital, Mianmian met his little classmate, just a few days no class, the teacher said little classmate transfer, will never accompany them to class.

At that meeting, we all felt sorry, and there were some students who cried. We were reluctant to part with each other. However, we didn't know until Mianmian met his classmates in the hospital that the teacher had lied. The little students were not transferred, but were sick. Moreover, today, lying on the sickbed and sleeping quietly, we can't wake up any more.

Mianmian stands at the entrance of the corridor and quietly looks at the doctors, uncles, nurses and sisters, pushing the bed together - the little students lying on the corridor go out

He saw the pale lifeless face of the little classmate, followed by the little classmate's parents, endless crying, and the bleak sound of discussion. He didn't hear it very clearly, only knew it was about some cremation things.

At that moment, the little guy, like a little puppet, pestled quietly on the corridor, his eyes were dull and motionless.

Until the noisy corridor fell into a dead silence

Later, the little guy has been crying, at night, he shut himself in the room, all night.

Later, Jiani went to his room, accompanied him, silent together.

Maybe, at that moment, the little guy would rather believe that his friend was like the teacher said, he just transferred to another school, went to a place he couldn't see, but at least, he knew that he was living well in another place he couldn't see

As long as it's alive!!

Just live

After the day when LAN Shengyu got drunk, he never touched any alcohol again.

Even when dining with customers, he still doesn't drink at all.

All these are what he told Jiani himself.

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in fact, Jiani can't understand him any more

Clearly felt that Lan Shengyu seemed to know something, but he never asked, as if he really didn't care about anything.

He doesn't ask, Jiani doesn't say.

Even if he asked, Jiani would not say.

Just one discovery, his dark circles seem to be getting deeper and deeper.

These, pour is some let good Ni accident, isn't he accompany oneself to go to bed early together? Why does he always wake up with two giant panda eyes?

Jiani would always worry and ask him, "did you lose sleep at night?"

"No..." He always answers her with a smile, grabs her little hand, puts it between his lips, and gnaws it again and again. "I sleep at ease at night..."

Yes! Looking at her sleeping face, he would feel at ease.

So, every night, always used to stare at her sleeping face.

The more so, the more panic in my heart**********

he's not here, and neither is the kid.

At this time, Jiani likes to write letters on the long table of the hall by herself.

Write one letter after another.

A full twenty is enough.

One letter a year, with a birthday present!

Five years old, remote control helicopter.

Happy birthday, dear baby! You always say that you want a plane of your own most. When you grow up in the future, you will take your parents to see the vast blue sky and beautiful white clouds. But, do you know? Even if only standing on the flat ground, looking up at the sky far away from us, as long as there are you and you That is happiness!

I love you so much, Damian!

Sixth birthday, educational toys.