Chapter 853

Eyes dull, trance, mechanical looking at the waiter Miss back and forth to serve.

Finally, I couldn't hold back my tears.

Drop by drop, like a broken pearl, fell on the glass table and broke, just like her heart

Smash it!

So painful, so painful

"Little Are you all right, miss? " Some of the waiters were frightened by Jiani's sudden tears and asked her in a hurry.

Jia Ni shook her head, "no It's all right

As he said this, he turned his head, grabbed his knife and fork with his fingers, and began to eat the best steak on the plate.

However, shaking his head, the tears under his eyes are more and more.

"Is it really all right?"

Jia Ni continues to shake her head and gobbles up the steak on her plate, typically turning grief into appetite.

Are you ok? Is it really okay?

If it's really OK, why is her heart so sad and her tears so urgent

Jia Ni lowered her head and ate with a big mouthful. Her tears flowed down.

For the first time, she ate in such a hurry. It was also the first time that she ate so regardless of her image.

The smell of black pepper made her eyes and nose tingle. It was a pain she had never experienced before. It was so painful that her heart seemed to open.

Later, she didn't know how she finished the whole food or how she got out of the restaurant.

I only know that when I come out again, it's already foggy.

There is no rainstorm, just the light rain, but enough to pour her whole heart.

It was once said that the two ends of love, in fact, live in two broken hearts.

Once did not understand, but, today she understood

She used the cruelest facts as a weapon and made him black and blue.

Is that really right? Can't it be more cruel than her death?

At this moment, even she is not sure

Even, they began to doubt.

In the rain, walking on the street, aimless.

I only know that being washed by rain in this way will make my heart quieter and fresher

Perhaps, even the bitterness and pain can be washed away! On the

face, the heavy makeup was washed away by the rain, and the foundation continued to rain down through the rain. Through the glass window, a pale, bloodless face was sluggish, and the thick foundation was dirty and dirty.

It's cold

Jiani pulled her lips. She wanted to laugh at herself, but it was so bitter, so desolate, and so ugly

I can't believe that the ugly woman in the glass mirror is herself!!

I'm glad

I'm glad he can't see himself like this! I'm glad he didn't have the chance to see himself like this

That's it! At least, in his memory, he is still beautiful!!

is just a little bit bitter, and he will be told before death. The bottle on the foundation liquid is written waterproof, but it is waterproof. Is it against tap water and rain?

Jiani carries her handbag and continues to walk aimlessly. Even if she looks at her eyes more and more, it's more and more strange.

Maybe they think they're crazy?

Oh A person who is seriously ill, who is dying of illness, and who dares to rain so recklessly in the winter, is not a madman, what is it?

Suddenly, Jiani's steps stopped

Mist eyes settled in the side of the window, not for a moment, eyes burning, almost to burn it alive.

Then, she felt a hot feeling on her cheek, which was totally different from the cold of the rain. She reached out to wipe it. It was her own tears.

Crying again

Window, quietly, lying a pair of cotton gloves, red color, so gorgeous.

It's their pair of gloves for lovers.

as like as two peas.

At that moment, she saw them in a trance.

She said, would you like to try this?

What? He frowned, as if discontented.

She shrunk her head, spit out, forget it, obediently put back to the original place.

However, when checking out, she found that he had a glove in his hand.

He said that doing this kind of stupid thing occasionally helps physical and mental health.

…… Wrong idea!

And then, two people spread rumors, wearing gloves, holding hands, happily walking all the way in the street

Once, she thought, maybe they can really do that, holding each other's hand, fortunately happy, all the way down, always goGo to the end of life!!

However, it was not until that day that she found out that they couldn't!

She still clearly remembered that day a few months ago, the sky was gray, as if the whole sky was going to fall down, and it was so oppressive.

The doctor said that after several days of repeated discussion and expert research, the results came out, and her disease was finally diagnosed!

What kind of feeling is that, restlessness? Upset? worry? Tangled? That feeling, she can not use a few simple words to describe.

Only know, the result let her whole person all muddle, just like that one fierce thunder general, fiercely blow in her brain, in a moment, dye pale one

Unfortunately, she was found to have angiosarcoma of the pericardium, which is very rare in the world. As reported in the literature in 2010, there were only seven cases in the world, and none recovered after operation. There was no special treatment, and she usually recovered very quickly after operation. However, all of them died of heart failure within three months after operation. The only one case was treated with high-tech freezing and 125 mg cryotherapy The patients with iodine seed implantation survived for 17 months.

However, the pain that this operating room needs to bear is not acceptable to ordinary people. Of the 7 cases, three died during the operation.

There is no doubt that this is an incurable disease that doctors all over the world can't help!

That is

She has only three months left!!

Tears blurred her eyes, but once the happy figure was printed so clearly in her mind

The whole body is weak, decadent squatting on the ground, letting tears accompany the rain to wash her pale face clean.

Sheng Yu, do you know? A fool once loved you so much

From the age of seventeen until the day she left!

When she was 17 years old, her deskmate held the campus novel in her hand and asked her, Jiani, do you believe there is such a man in the world? A man enough to make every girl infatuated.

At that time, he sniffed.

Those people, just exist in novels! Reality, where there will be!

Until that day, on weekends, she went to work in the coffee shop as usual.

At that time, she was also regarded as a famous aristocrat, Miss Qianjin, but she was not the same as other girls. She liked to find something to do in her leisure time.

She works in Starbucks. The reason why she chose Starbucks is that most of the people in and out of Starbucks are foreigners. Basically, everyone talks in English, which can not only enrich experience, but also exercise oral English.

Because a year later, she will go abroad to study, which is an excellent way to exercise.

She still remembers that day, the sky was very gray, as it is today, the light rain was falling, but the atmosphere was different from today's, the raindrops were dyed on the French windows of the coffee shop, like a thorough water curtain, the atmosphere was warm and clean.

Maybe it's too early. There are only a few people who come for coffee.

Stars are scattered, very quiet, only the sound of rain outside the window, accompanied by the soothing and elegant blues, occasionally a few low English words, pure spoken English, like sounds of nature, comfortable atmosphere, can be regarded as a comfortable resting place.

"Jiani, I'd like to have a cup of Mandeling on channel 3. Please send it to me. Thank you..."

The colleague who is sorting out the raw materials of coffee gets rid of her saying that she is only responsible for the cashier. Because there are few people today, she has nothing to do.

"Good..." Take the coffee and go to stage three.

Far away, I saw a boy sitting there.

On the desk, a laptop computer, slender fingers dancing on the keyboard, it is particularly busy.

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his head is so low that he can't see his facial features clearly, but I can feel that he is a sunny boy, because his hairstyle is short with spirit and personality.

It's a lot of tension!

"Your coffee, sir!" Deliver nice coffee to his table politely.

"Thank you!" he seems to be very busy, English just subconsciously to his lips.

However, there is no doubt that his voice is particularly beautiful. His fluent and pure English sounds like the sound of nature at the bottom of Jiani's ears.

In a hurry, he glanced at Jiani, gave her a faint smile, nodded slightly and added, "thank you!"

That one eye, up to now, Jia Ni remembered, still remember clearly, as if it happened yesterday.

So deep black eyes, so indifferent smile, very shallow, but with a kind of clean taste.

So clean, so sunny

For a time, even she, all trance!

It seems that I understood the sentence of my deskmate for a moment

Do you believe there is such a man in this world? A man enough to make every girl infatuated.At that moment, it seemed that she believed that there was such a man in the world.

"Hua --" a sound, Jiani wanwan did not expect, in a trance of that moment, his small hand with coffee trembled, the cup of coffee diffuse out, good die not die all sprinkled on his computer.

"Hiss --" a sound, the sound is not big, but particularly harsh.

"Ah..." Jia Ni is scared to shout a low voice, looking at his pure white shirt a little bit dyed brown, Jia Ni really flustered, repeatedly apologized, pulled the paper on the table, then casually wiped it, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

While wiping, while apologizing, but also with a 90 degree sincere bow.