It's just
Da Mian lost weight, lost a lot
She's not doing well out there, is she? It must be
But, why not come back? Doesn't she know Mianmian and Daddy are waiting for her?
Jiani sat in the taxi, looking back at the shrinking figure, her pale cheek was wet with tears.
Biting his lips, he forced himself not to cry.
Only she knows how painful her heart is at this moment
However, she can't let Mianmian see herself so haggard!!
So pale, so haggard, so weak, so self, without a trace of anger, occasionally, accidentally from the mirror to see such himself, will suddenly be scared by his own pale
That kind of bloodless pale, the little guy will be scared to cry!
Maybe I'll take her hand and ask myself if I'm sick!
In the face of such a pair of clear eyes, Jiani doesn't have the courage to tell him that she is going to die, she is going to Leave them forever
She can't imagine what it's like to see the color of dead ash in such a pair of clear eyes!
Jiani doesn't know how she came back to the hospital. She only knows that when she enters the ward, the nurse looks at her with a kind of stunned eyes.
Then, carefully asked her, full of concern, "see the child?"
"Well..." Jia Ni nodded and sat beside the bed in a daze. Her eyes were a little lax.
Then, the ward fell into silence.
Jiani no longer talks much, and the nurse is not good enough to ask more. She looks at her sympathetically, sighs and turns out of the ward.
As soon as the nurse came out of the ward, Xiao Chi came in.
Put down the fruit in hand, looked at Jia Ni in a daze, some surprised at her body has not had time to change out of clothes, "go out?"
Jiani came back to look at him and nodded, "yes! Approved by the doctor... "
The eyes are red, and there are obvious signs of crying.
Jiani got up, took off her coat, put on her sick clothes and sat down on the bed, still in a trance.
Xiao Chi also seems to know what, in the bed on the rest sat down, see her, "Jia Ni, you went to see Mianmian?"
Jia Ni's lax eyes, biting her lips, nodded to Xiao Chi's green pupil
Tears, whirling in the eyes.
LAN Shengyu took the orange, peeled it off and asked her quietly, "little guy Crying? "
After peeling the orange, she broke off a small piece for her.
The good Ni didn't probe hand to pick up, just slightly hang Mou son, nodded.
Gan Gan took back his big hand, put the orange in his hand on the bedside table, and sighed, "do you know, LAN Shengyu has been looking for you crazily recently, and me!"
Jiani's little hand in the quilt trembled slightly. A drop of tears came to the corner of her eyes. She bit her lip, lowered her eyes and nodded, "I heard Sisi mention it..."
The deep Mou also tells her deeply, "don't you still plan to settle?"? Or do you think this aimless search is not tired? Or is it not hard to wait? And Mianmian Would that be too cruel for him? "
Xiao Chi also asked her again and again, and every sentence was like a drumstick, which was hard on Jiani's heart.
Every sentence is so painful
"Jiani, maybe you think it would be better for them, but these are just your ideas. Have you ever thought about them? You can't always look at problems from your own perspective. Just like now, you put yourself in their shoes and think about it. If, I mean if, now their role is you, and your role It's them. What do you think, what do you think, what do you do? Aren't you a family? Are not happiness and pain shared with family? Jiani, you can't be so selfish... "
In fact, Xiao Chi also advised her for a selfish purpose.
That is, he wants Jiani to be strong and live!!
However, what can give her the greatest support is not herself, but her family, her husband and her son!
They are her biggest backing force. With them, Jiani will have a great chance to survive.
Miracle, always born in a strong patient, he believes, she can! You can definitely make it.
Selfish
Two words hit Jiani hard on her chest, and she couldn't help stagnating
And his voice, still continues, "have you ever thought about how much damage this will cause to Mianmian? He's still so young. What will he think if you leave suddenly like this? He will think that his mother doesn't like him, abandons him, doesn't want him, these injuries are not enough to accompany him for life? Mianmian, after all, a child is still a child. You shouldn't be like this... "Yes, she shouldn't. She also knows that she has done a lot of harm to the little guy, but
Jia Ni mercilessly wiped a tear, red eyes, crying to see to Xiao Chi also, "if I die how to do?"
Jia Ni shakes her head. Her head is so painful that it seems to burst open. She really can't imagine what kind of pain he would feel if he knew he was dead.
She knew how much he loved himself
Love so deeply, how can accept her sudden death!!!
She is really afraid of the little guy because of his death and become depressed, or, even the heart is dead!
If he thinks she's alive, at least, there's a hope
"Jiani!" Xiao Chi also grabbed her little hand, wrapped her cold little hand tightly in the middle of his palm, and conveyed his warmth to her as much as possible, "you know, you can't die, you can't die! So Tell them! How about that? "
His pale cheek was wet with tears, and his eyes looked at Xiao Chi deeply, so frightened
Yes! She really can't die, even for Mianmian, for Shengyu, for her Mommy, and chi, she really can't die!!
It's just
Jia Ni nodded slightly, "give me more time to think about it..."
For her, every step is so hard!
Pain, always hovering around them
In fact, she didn't want to hurt anyone, but she didn't want others to suffer because of her!
"Good..." Xiao Chi's voice was a little dry. She nodded, put her little hand into the warm quilt and pressed it well. "Have a rest first..."
Jiani obediently curls her cold body into the quilt, closes her eyes and goes to sleep.
It's just that the mind can't be at ease
Jiani is always thinking, do people live in the world just to endure pain and create pain
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In the luxurious dining room, the box is full of people, noisy and bustling, with laughter everywhere. Only in the opposite seat, LAN Shengyu has been drinking from a goblet with his head down.
Opposite is Li Xinyu.
A pair of black eyes glared at him. At last, they couldn't see him any more. They reached out and pulled the glass in his hand. "Don't drink it!"
LAN Shengyu ignored her. A low sullen look flashed through his eyes. He took a glass of wine from Li Shao and poured it. He raised his hand just to take a sip, but once again, the glass was snatched by the opposite woman. "I tell you, don't drink any more!"
Li Xinyu also seems to be a little angry.
Lan Sheng Yu frowned slightly, and even didn't bother to look up at her. He just tilted his head slightly and glanced at Li Shao, "who brought her?" The tone is very irritable.
Obviously, I don't think she cares too much.
"She came by herself..." Li Shao whispered to LAN Shengyu.
Li Xinyu's face was slightly ugly. "She's already gone with other men. Why are you still like this? That's it. Can she see it? Do you think she will repent because of your sadness? LAN Shengyu, this is not your style! What's more, is that kind of woman worth your doing for her? "Ah?"
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"shut up!" LAN Shengyu pursed her lips and uttered two cold words in her low voice.
His voice was as cold as ice, and his dark eyes were as cold as ice. "Li Xinyu, what kind of woman she is, you have no right to call her!"
"I..." Li Xinyu's face suddenly turned white, took a deep breath, and continued, "yes, I left you, but I'm different from her!! At least, I'm not because No more... "
Her eyes, there is a kind of thing called faith.
Lan Sheng Yu gave a "Puchi" smile. He no longer looked at her, but looked aside at the waiting waiter. "Miss, please bring me a glass again!"
In fact, when Li Xinyu said the words "it's not that I don't love you anymore", there was no doubt that it hurt his heart.
Did you leave because you didn't love me?
Oh! The original definition of love is so low!
The waiter turned around and brought a wine cup. Li Xinyu reached over and held it down. He said, "Sheng Yu, is this kind of woman worth your while?"
In the tone, it's all contemptuous.
To be honest, when she was in middle school, she looked down on anjiani.
The family situation is general, but I covet the prince like LAN Shengyu. What's more, it will still be my boyfriend.
At that meeting, she felt that anjiani was beyond her ability. What satisfied her was that Lan Shengyu had never looked other women in the eye, including anjiani.Therefore, she always believed that Li Xinyu was the only one in LAN Shengyu's eyes, so she left bravely when she was 18 years old
In order to enter the entertainment industry, she made a big decision. She went abroad with her cousin, and finally got engaged to other men for various reasons in the entertainment industry. It was only when LAN Shengyu announced her engagement that she suddenly realized that her position in the entertainment industry began to be consolidated, and then she came back to China.