Afraid, as soon as I opened the door, I saw her pale face, her bloodless face, and the white enough to shake his eyes!!

Fell on the steering wheel, hissed and cried

Shoulder shaking, like a abandoned child, so helpless, so fragile

***

after entering the hospital, it was easy to find her ward.

The nurse said that miss an's condition is serious and the case is very special, so basically all the doctors and nurses in the hospital know her.

Cold hands, locked the door of the ward, his chest seemed to be blocked by a big stone, which made him suffocate.

The smell of formalin filled his whole breath, and there was a spasmodic pain in his stomach

However, no matter how painful or numb he is, he can't feel it.

Doctor's words, still in the bottom of the ear, so clear, so shocking!

The doctor said that her disease is called pericardial angiosarcoma, which is a rare case in the world. So far, none of the patients with this disease has survived.

In fact, in addition to using implant therapy to continue the way around, there is another way, that is chemotherapy.

However, the pain of this treatment is not acceptable to ordinary people. At least, there has never been a precedent in this world.

Chemotherapy, this is painful, but, again and again in-depth chemotherapy, will only make her more and more painful

And her case, not only, one or two times of chemotherapy is enough to remove the cause of her, but, 20 times, 30 times, even more

Every time I do it, the pain will deepen

However, this is the last and only chance for Jiani to survive!

The door opens

As if a cold wind, from his cold face across, can not help shaking for a while, some cold

On the hospital bed, there is a small body lying quietly, so slender, so thin, so familiar

Familiar enough to sting his eyes.

My eyes are red with mist

At the foot of the step, stiff in place, motionless!

At that moment, he almost forgot to breathe

It's only a few days since I saw her, but it seems that after several centuries, she has lost so much weight

Take a deep breath, clench her fist, summon up courage, and walk to her bedside.

At the sight of that familiar sleeping face, the sexual lip finally raises a knowing smile, but behind that smile, there is a bitter heart hidden.

It's so hard

It's so bitter that he can't open his eyebrows

The corner of the mouth is smiling!!

Finally, I see her again!

Still so lovely, so quiet, so obedient

It's just

The little guy is really getting smaller and smaller. It used to be a small melon seed face. Now it's really a smack face. The lovely baby fat has disappeared, and her slim wrist

Slightly explore the hand, his big hand carefully into her warm bedding to go, very carefully very carefully gently clasp her small hand.

Heart, mercilessly tremble for a while, eye socket a moment wet.

Here, where there is a trace of flesh

Not a surplus of the wrist, almost only that dry skeleton, so delicate, also so weak!!

Cut into his heart, straight pain!

Does this guy usually not eat? Why is it so skinny? Or is the hospital food too bad

Little fool! What a fool!!

LAN Shengyu's thick hands were full of love and tenderness, with Jiani's pale face, caressing her little by little.

Every place, heart, always with a tight point.

She is so thin and small, as if she were a fragile glass doll, so fragile, as if her breath would shatter her

As a result, the big hands floating on her face became more and more careful

Until, delicate eyebrows gently trembled, micro volume of feather eyelashes also followed Yang Yang, and then, closed eyes, slowly opened.

At that moment, LAN Shengyu's heart was never so nervous

After seeing the bright neon's dim eyes, I can't help but feel the misty mist fill my eyes.

She's awake!

There was some astringency in her throat. The knot of her throat rolled and her thin lips pursed. She called her name lightly, "Jiani..."

She on the bed blinks and blinks.

It's light, but it's cute.

Lan Sheng domain faint smile, smile is very gentle, fingers still in her small face, "is not noisy to you?"Finally, this time, in bed, she had a reaction.

"Sheng "Shengyu?" It seems that there is not too much consternation, just want to confirm what in general.

"Well, it's me!" LAN Shengyu nodded, and his throat was so dry that he could hardly make a sound.

But Jia Ni smiles faintly. Her smile is a little bleak, but she is full of joy. Her small hand clasps his big hand on his face and smiles, "I have a dream again. I have been dreaming the same dream recently. I always dream that when I wake up, I open my eyes to your gentle face..."

There are so many such dreams that she can't tell for a moment whether it is reality or dream!!

LAN Shengyu lowered his head and chuckled, but his eyes were full of bitterness. "Do you really think of me that way?"

Asked by him, Jia Ni's dim eyes burst into tears and nodded, "en..." I really want to!

Every day, I hope I can see him clearly, touch him and hear his warm voice in my dream. However, when I wake up every day and open my eyes, I find that everything is just empty

Lost, accompanied by a strong love, into the bottom of my heart, so painful so hurt

Lan Sheng Yu's throat was choked. He held her carefully tightly in his palm. He murmured in a slightly resentful but blameless voice, "why don't I tell you..."

Jia Ni shakes her head, tears dye on her pale and thin cheek, "I can't say..."

"Why?" LAN Shengyu's throat was so dry that he felt a pain, "are you afraid that I'm worried, or are you afraid that I'm sad?"

"It's all..."

"Do you think I'm not worried or sad when I leave? Still have Mianmian, won't you be sad? "

Jiani didn't make a sound, but shook her head and let the tears wet her cheek.

"Yes! I admit... " LAN Shengyu's throat choked, and even spoke with a trembling voice. His eyes were red, and they were stained in the fundus of his eyes. "I admit that mianmianmian and I would rather you abandoned us than see you lying in this hospital bed, but we are a family is it? When we got married, we once said that we should never leave no matter we are healthy or ill. Don't you forget? "

"No I've never forgotten! " Jia Ni's eyes are full of flustered and anxious.

"I know..." LAN Shengyu comforted her, "come on, don't cry! Close your eyes and sleep well. We'll talk about it tomorrow. "

He could feel that she was a little tired.

"I don't want to..." Jia Ni shakes her head.

"Why?" LAN Shengyu frowned and looked at her discontentedly, "why not be good?"

"I don't want to sleep..."

Mingming's eyelids have begun to fight, Mingming is tired and is about to sleep, and she is still holding on.

"Don't force it! Darling, go to bed first... " LAN Shengyu was distressed to persuade her.

Jia Ni shook her head. "I'm afraid I'll never see you again when I close my eyes..."

Jiani's words deeply hurt LAN Shengyu's heart, but she had no choice but to smile, "fool, you won't!"

"Don't..." Jiani shakes her head, unwilling.

"I promise that tomorrow you will see me as soon as you open your eyes!" LAN Shengyu smiles and promises.

"Really?" Jiani's eyes flashed a rare light, holding his little hand more tightly for a few minutes, as if afraid that he would disappear in the next second.

***

"really..." LAN Shengyu nodded positively, "be good, sleep!"

"Good..." Finally, Jia Ni obediently listened to his words, closed her eyes and went to sleep.

Just, the mouth still can't help asking him, "am I particularly ugly now?"

"No, it's still beautiful..."

"Deceiving!"

"Really..."

"Ha ha..." Silly smile, buried in the quilt, sweet sleep in the past.

Tonight's dream, very sweet, but also to the real enough

It was not until she went to sleep that Lan Shengyu was relieved and suddenly remembered that he had forgotten to call Mianmian. He must have suffocated at home.

Look at the time. It's OK. It's not too late. It's only ten o'clock. Kids have been sleeping very late recently.

Out of the ward, dial the home phone.

"Lao Mian, are you busy tonight?" As soon as he answered the phone, the little guy asked him in a hurry.

"Well, a little bit..." LAN Shengyu replied, "Daddy may not go home tonight. Will you be afraid if you are alone?"

"Mianmianmian is not alone. Aunt Sisi came over and said that daddy is very busy today. Maybe he can't go home!"

"Is it?" This surprised LAN Shengyu. No wonder the little guy didn't call him. "Would you like to ask aunt Sisi to take a call?"

"Good!" The little guy turned around and handed the phone to Wang Qian, "aunt Sisi, daddy asked you to listen to the phone...""Good Baby, will you go to sleep in the house first? Auntie sissy, wait a minute and come here Wang Xi tries to open Xiaomian. After all, some things are too cruel for children.

"Good..." Mianmian seems to be aware of something, but he is still very good, blinked, left, Wu went upstairs.

"Thank you, sissy..." LAN Shengyu thanks her from the heart.

"No, really!" Wang Qian was also moved, "you know, I just hope you are well!"