"Thank you..." Professor Qin politely thanks and refuses his cigarette.

"Mr. LAN, I think maybe you should make a decision about your wife's illness!" The professor's tone is very heavy.

LAN Shengyu raised his eyes and grasped the professor in front of him with a deep pupil. "According to the professor, how should we choose?"

My heart is as heavy as a rock on the sea.

He doesn't want either choice!

Which one, to her, is painful!!

"Mr. LAN, if we don't do anything, madam may have more than two months to go..." Professor Qin's words are a little heavy.

More than two months

That is, three months, less than!!

This feeling

LAN Shengyu's big hand holding the cigarette case was slightly tight, and the cigarette case also wrinkled a little.

Good half ring, just raise head, eyeground is full of bloodshot, "that still has what other treatment method?"

"Of course..." Professor nodded, "resection is the most commonly used method in China, but it is obvious that resection is undoubtedly a failure. So far, there is no successful case. After the operation, the most survival time is seven days!"

Heart, a severe pain.

The chest is so stuffy that it seems to be covered with a film that it can't breathe at all.

Seven days

He didn't dare to think about it!

"What about abroad? Have there been no successful examples? "

Professor Qin shook his head

Abroad, there is no! Just, the survival time, a little longer!

Just a little

Two months, or three months

"Is there any other way?" LAN Shengyu asked again.

"Yes..." Professor Qin nodded, "chemotherapy is OK!"

"Chemotherapy?" LAN Shengyu frowned.

"Well, that may be the only way!" Professor Qin nodded for sure.

"But..." LAN Shengyu seemed reluctant. "I heard that chemotherapy will be very painful..."

"Yes Professor Qin nodded, "Mr. LAN, we have to make it clear that if my wife chooses chemotherapy, she must bear the pain. This operation is not just one chemotherapy, nor two or several times, but dozens of times..."

The last three words, Professor Qin said very heavily

Just like the heart of LAN Shengyu!

Mercilessly, he took a cold breath, as if there was an invisible hand in his chest, kneading his heart hard, painful and breathless.

Chemotherapy, and still, dozens of times

This kind of pain, he never believed that normal people can bear, not to mention, she is just a weak woman!

Professor Qin's voice sounded again, as if with a little lament, "Mr. LAN, I think you also know that the more times of chemotherapy, the more painful it will be, and it will be difficult again and again, suffering more and more, when it comes to dozens of times, it is not normal people can bear, that kind of feeling, life is not like death! So A few patients used this method. In the end, they couldn't get through it and couldn't wake up in the process of chemotherapy. "

LAN Shengyu couldn't sit still.

His words, no doubt let oneself originally is dull heart, more flustered rise.

To the pocket to draw out a cigarette, sandwiched between pale fingers, repeatedly want to ignite, but finally, trembling, did not let the cigarette ignite.

Got up, stood in front of the French window, quietly looking out of the window, dark

Body shape, so lonely, so lonely!!

For a moment, even he was at a loss!

He couldn't bear the pain!

What's more, what if she can't bear it? Does it really mean that she has to leave them

Dark pupil, dissatisfied with the red blood.

I don't know whether it's tired or other emotions.

All I know is that it's hard

It's hard to be at the end of the day!

he turns around and looks at the professor, "is there really no other way?"

Professor Qin shook his head. "It's really gone..."

Such cases are rare all over the world!! The doctors all have this kind of case and are at a loss.

Finally, LAN Shengyu believed it.

"Good I see... "

Only feel, at this time of him, already haggard too much, "we will make a decision as soon as possible!"

"Yes! Good There's nothing else. I'll go first... "

"OK, I'll take you..."

LAN Shengyu sent the professor out.

And the little thing, still guarding the bed side of the beautiful neon, quietly looking at her sleeping.

Tears, accumulate in the eyes, bite the lips, how also refused to let his tears.Da Mian is much thinner than before

Pale cheek has been concave down a bit, even so pale, so thin, but she is still the most beautiful mommy in the heart.

Beautiful eyebrows slightly frown up, it seems, also dyed a bit of pain

Just like his twisted heart, with her pain, exist together

Small palm, warm, gently, carefully touch the eyebrow of Jiani, there is a low voice in small mouth, gently out, "Da Mian is good, Da Mian has a good sleep, don't be afraid, Xiao Mian and Lao Mian always accompany..."

Eyebrow smooth, the little guy and the warm little palm into the bedding, gently grasp the better neon slightly thin palm.

Touching his tender little hand, the big one trembled slightly.

The little guy's heart was also tightened up.

Then, the little hand froze there, did not dare to move, for fear that he was surprised to sleep in the big soft.

For a long time, until Mianmian was sure that she didn't wake her up, the little guy's little hand moved slightly, which was more careful than just now.

Gently, his little palm wrapped in his mother's hand heart, trying to belong to his warm and courage all to his mother.

He wanted to tell her that even if she was sick

He and his father will always be with her, never give up

The little guy put his head on the edge of the bed and quietly looked at Jia Ni, who was sleeping peacefully on the bed. Gradually, big eyes were tired. Then, eyelids began to fight. Finally, he just lay on the bed and went to sleep.

When LAN Shengyu pushed the door in, he happened to see this touching scene.

Mother and son, so quietly asleep.

This feeling An unspeakable satisfaction.

Also, a touch of happiness

If it can be so simple all the time, how beautiful it will be

Light step, approach the room, carefully, over the bed of Mianmian, the action is very light, do not disturb the arms of the imp, also can't disturb the bed - Jiani.

It seems that the little guy is really tired. Even if he sleeps like this, he sleeps deeply.

A pair of delicate lips, curly eyelashes and porcelain white cheeks, tears are still visible.

Very careful hand, gently wipe the tears on the little guy's face.

He took a deep look at Jiani on the bed. Then, holding the little guy, he turned and went out of the door.

After settling down, LAN Shengyu went into the medical room again.

She is still sleeping quietly, and her breathing is finally stable. Just like his heart, it is also smooth.

Big hand, gently put her little hand into the palm of your hand, feel her temperature, your heart, as if just feel more at ease

It's nice to have her here!

Fingers, soft across the palm of Jia Ni's hand, action is very light, dyed with a strong tenderness, "Jia ni..."

"Anyway, I've been there!"

No matter how painful, he will always accompany her and stick to her.

But, if he can, he really would rather let him bear the pain

Night, deeper

LAN Shengyu lay on the edge of the bed and fell asleep.

***

after that day, Mianmian still went to school as usual.

Still happy, lively as if nothing had ever happened.

After that night, Jiani returned to normal.

Just, the body is more and more thin, or, occasionally, some shortness of breath, chest tightness.

That day, Jiani sat in front of the French window in her bedroom, lazily basking in the winter sun.

Lan Sheng entered by pushing the door.

Since the sudden onset of the disease that day, LAN Shengyu rarely left her alone to go to the company. Her office is only on the Internet and telephone, or if it's really not enough, Lindy would come home and send him some important documents.

In fact, Jiani had advised him.

"How can I be as delicate as you think?" Jiani is coquettish and angry.

He didn't speak, just clasped her little hand, gently rubbed, looking at her every look is gentle.

So, Jia Ni smiles contentedly and nests in his arms. She plays with her little hand in his palm. "Sheng Yu, do you know that I'm very satisfied that I can let you treat me like this..."

Her words made LAN Shengyu's heart tighten.

"Jiani, don't say that!" As if I really want to leave him

Slender fingers gently through her long hair, her head deeply into his arms, leaning on his chest.

Hair, through the fingers

"Jiani..."

"Yes?""If your hair is long, can I cut it off a little for you?"

"Good..."

Unexpectedly, she didn't refuse.

She said, "Shengyu, I think winter is coming. Spring is coming. It's too hot. How about cutting your hair to the shortest length?"

He knew what her words meant.

That is

She chose chemotherapy!

"Jiani..." He whispered her name gently, which was a kind of whisper from the heart, "Jiani, Jiani..."

So unbearable, so panic

As if, afraid that she will leave the next second in general.

Jia Ni laughs, "I'm here, Jia Ni is..."

"Well, you've been It will always be... "

This is like self consolation.

In a low voice, she pressed her head into her chest, deep and deep.

Low eyes, dark deep pupil lock arms of her, a bow, kiss the beautiful neon lips.

Only, dragonfly skims water.

Her movements were very careful, as if she was in her arms, just like a fragile doll. He didn't dare to use too much force