***
on the grass in front of the hospital, the sun shines on the two people who depend on each other, and happiness lingers.
I don't know how long Jiani hasn't breathed the fresh air so freely, and I don't know how long she hasn't bathed in the sunshine so leisurely.
Originally, the feeling of life, will be so beautiful.
He tilted his head, closed his eyes, laid his head lazily on LAN Shengyu's thick shoulder, and took a deep breath.
It's a good feeling
"How time flies..."
Jia Ni murmured to herself.
"Do you have one?" Slightly tilted, puzzled look at her.
"Well..." Jia Ni nodded, "when I entered the hospital, it was still winter, but when I came out, it was almost summer! How fast... "
Breeze, swept two happy cheeks, warm, but also with a refreshing feeling.
No heat!
It's very comfortable.
"It's far from summer!" LAN Shengyu smiles, probes her hand, and says, "when summer comes, shall we go to Bali?"
"To Bali?" Jiani was surprised and looked up at him with some doubts. "Why do you want to go there all of a sudden?"
"Well, honeymoon!" LAN Shengyu put her head lazily into Jiani's arms, as if with some ambiguous feelings and some guilt, "we haven't been out on our honeymoon yet! I want to... "
Ha ha! i see.
Jia Ni couldn't help laughing, deliberately teasing him, "but we are not newlyweds for a long time!"
"But no one stipulates that only newlyweds can go on their honeymoon!"
LAN Shengyu's expression is somewhat aggrieved.
"That's true!" Jiani nodded, "that must be with mianmianmian..."
“……”
Honeymoon with a son? Isn't it intentional to create a third party for him?
"Can you take it or not?"
"Of course not!" I've never seen anyone who dislikes his son so much.
Er
In silence.
Then, LAN Shengyu thought seriously for a long time, and finally got a plan.
"Can I take one more person?"
"Well, whatever you want..." Jia Ni nodded generously.
LAN Shengyu only felt pain all over her body. Why didn't this woman look forward to the world with him at all? It's not romantic!!
***
the day before discharge, Jiani went to see a doctor.
LAN Shengyu went to the company and came back. He saw that Jiani was not in the ward. After asking the nurse, he knew that Jiani had gone to Professor Qin's office, and he followed her.
"Professor Qin, that I have something else to ask you! "
"Yes! Madam, please say... " Qin said politely, and sat down.
Jia Ni sat down, a little uncomfortable, and her face was slightly red. "That, actually I just want to ask you if I really can't have children in the future? "
She remembers that doctors said that chemotherapy would affect future fertility.
The children born are basically deformed!
However, she still remembered that Sheng Yu said he wanted a little princess.
"In fact, it's not necessary. If you follow the chemotherapy procedure before you, you may not be able to have a child in your whole life. However, if you are in this situation, you can wait for a few years to see your physical condition, the elimination of toxins, or you can be pregnant. It's just a matter of time. Maybe you have to wait for at least five years!"
"That means there is still hope?" Jiani's excited smile is dyed in the fundus of her eyes.
"Of course..." Professor Qin was also happy.
"That is, I want to say that I was pregnant before, but later I had a miscarriage. The doctor said that it was because I took too much contraceptives, which led to Well, I'd like to ask if this will be beneficial to the future... "
Outside the door, a pair of big hands on the handle suddenly froze, and the body also froze in the same place, motionless, pale, very ugly.
"Madam, the pill is very small. In fact, it does great harm to your body. So I remind you not to eat any more of those things in the future. You can regulate your body a little these days. When the toxins in your body are removed, your body will recover. Therefore, it is entirely possible to get pregnant again! Good luck
"Thank you, doctor Thank you, thank you! "
After listening to the doctor's words, Jiani thanks again and again, and her heart falls down in an instant.
The two chatted for a while, and before long, Jiani got up and wanted to go out of the office.
The hand falls on the handle of office door, just pull, cover.
Outside the door, a tall figure stood, stiff, staring at her at the door.
Jiani was dull for a moment, but soon she came back and tried to pull out a smile.He put his hand around his arm and said, "Sheng Yu, how do you know I'm here?"
LAN Shengyu pursed her lips and did not speak.
"Just now the doctor said, I can still have a baby, really!" Jiani tries to use the good news to dilute his mood, but there is still not much reaction.
My heart trembled a little
"What's the matter? Not happy? "
In fact, she knows what happened to him!
LAN Shengyu tilted her head slightly and looked at her, "have you ever miscarried?"
The voice is very light, but it seems to have a strong emotion in it.
There is heartache, across his deep eyes
Jia Ni's heart, followed to pull a second.
For a moment, I couldn't say what I felt. For a moment, I thought of the future and the born baby.
Her eyes were a little red, but she didn't dare to look at him. She dodged LAN Shengyu's exploring eyes and said with a meaningless smile, "that's what happened before. It doesn't matter. We still have opportunities in the future!"
The thick eyebrows of the arrows in Lan Sheng's domain were slightly awe inspiring, with a complicated look.
Look at her. "It's because Why are you taking too many contraceptives? "
Looking at him like this, Jiani didn't know how to answer for a moment. Needless to think, he must have listened to all the words she had just said to the professor.
Had to nod, "well Maybe! That's not all. At that meeting, I just found out that I was ill, so I'm really not in good health, and it's hard to keep my child! "
She didn't want him to feel too guilty. After all, it's been a long time, and the doctor said they still have a chance.
What's more, she remembers that someone said that the child who slipped away will not disappear forever, and the next time they get pregnant, the child will still come back, so as long as they work harder, their lost baby will still come back!
She believes in it!!
LAN Shengyu's eyebrow moved faintly.
After a while, he bowed his head and held her little hand, "I'm sorry..."
Low voice apology, voice is very light, but very sincere!
The palm of his hand was cold.
But Jiani can deeply feel the guilt and heartache in his heart.
Jia Ni shook her head. "It's ok Really? The baby will come back! "
LAN Shengyu just looks at her. Her eyes are very complicated, which makes Jiani's heart run wild.
Then, he bowed his head and gave a shallow kiss to Jiani's red lips.
He pushed her into his arms, very hard, very hard.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."
Lips between, has been mumbling three words!
"Nothing, nothing Everything's gone, really... " Jiani hugs him with her backhand, hugs him and comforts him.
It's like comforting an injured child.
At this moment, Jiani can clearly feel his pain, and the injury in his heart.
He held her for a long time
"Jiani..." Suddenly, she whispered her name.
"Well..." Jiani answered him in a low voice.
LAN Shengyu gently opened her eyes, focused on her, took a deep breath, and then chuckled, "forget it..."
"Yes?" Jia Ni outside, don't understand of looking at him.
"What's the matter?"
"Nothing! I'm just thinking, it's useless to promise. In the future Prove with practical actions that I Love You... "
Three words
Sensitive three words!!
Jiani was confused for a moment.
My heart is shaking a little.
Lips, can't help slowly floating, heart is like a honey pot full of general.
I love you!!
Three strange words
Never, in front of him, never told her these three words, the first time to hear
Originally, it was so sweet, so beautiful!!
Jia Ni looks at him and can't help laughing.
He rubbed his head shyly into his arms and put his little hand on the collar of his suit. "Do you know that practical action is really the most important thing, but girls are more rational, and they all like to listen to boys' oral actions..."
This
***
LAN Shengyu chuckled and said, "what do you mean by that is that you prefer to listen to those three words?"
“……” No girls don't like it, do they?
Jiani's face was slightly red, and she was shy. "Forget it! If you don't listen, it's still the most important thing to take action! "
Jiani said, slightly pushed away in front of him, out of his arms, turned to go back to his ward.
But unexpectedly, just step out, but was behind the man to pull his small arm, fierce, pulled back, once again, fell into his thick chest.Jiani's face was slightly red, and she could not hide her coquettish color. "Forget it! If you don't listen, it's still the most important thing to take action! "
Jiani said, slightly pushed away in front of him, out of his arms, turned to go back to his ward.
But unexpectedly, just step out, but was behind the man pulled his small arm, fiercely pulled back, once again, fell into his thick chest.
"Ah..." Jiani can't react. She is so surprised that she shouts out a small head from his arms and stares at him with a coquettish resentment.
But LAN Shengyu's deep eyes caught her for a moment, with an ambiguous smile at the bottom of her eyes. The next moment, he bowed his head, holding the beautiful neon's red lips.
At the moment when his lips were attached to her, there was a low voice spilling out between the lips of LAN Shengyu. Even though it was very light, it was still very true. He said, "I love you..."
Voice, very awkward, but can obviously feel, his sincerity!!
It seems that it is really the first time to say these three words.