Chapter 82

[the second story]

[Lin Xinxin · Fan Wai]

I know what I lost.

After I've lost it.

After everything has settled down, I often think, what have I got and what I have lost.

I didn't get anything.

I think Li Rong is very stupid. She can't see anything. She has been stupid and used by others. I think even if I sold her, she would count the money for me. No exaggeration. I think she's so stupid.

But we had a big fight. After she left, I stood in the dormitory, and the whole dormitory was quiet. Especially after a fierce argument, the extreme silence was sad.

Who knows what I'm upset about.

But a sense of loneliness drowned me, and I walked out of the dormitory without looking back. I think I must look very sad, but that was the only time in such a long time, not pretending to be sad.

In fact, I have not been able to distinguish between the true and the false, I am used to wearing a mask life.

However, there is a difference, is usually crying will pay attention to their own image, but that time, they cry heartrending, completely not in the mood to cover up the ugly appearance.

I know, I lost a friend.

There was a man who used to make friends with me.

I began to miss her.

Also began to miss another person.

I don't know when don Mo fell in love with me, but I think he is no different from other people who like me. He just likes my appearance.

But I was not disfigured, but he didn't want me.

I began to recall everything about him as if I had been in a bad mood. He was more enthusiastic and more considerate than any other suitor. I began to recall the warm hands and breakfast in winter. I began to think of his blush every time he saw me, and how many small thoughts he had hidden.

I finally began to feel that he was sincere.

He was sincere.

At that time.

But I missed it.

Later, coincidentally, once, I met him in an alley.

He has cat food in his hand.

There is a cat in this alley. It has its nest here. I know. I fed it.

I look at him. His expression is a little complicated.

He handed the cat food to the kitten. I saw the boy's side face in the sun.

That moment of tenderness.

It's not the same as he was in the past.

I once fed the cat, but I think my mind must not be as pure as he is.

I don't know that I don't really look like a good girl. Therefore, I always consciously feed the stray kittens and puppies, and I will give money to the vagrants on the street.

At this time, I feel relaxed.

This kind of little kindness, every time I do it, seems to prove that I am a kind girl.

But I know that I don't care for stray animals, and I have no sympathy for beggars.

It's just a kind of self comfort, just.

Don Mo looked up and told me that this was the place where he had seen me for the first time.

He thought I was gentle when I fed the cat.

At that moment, I had a dark idea. I was eager to tell him that I was really a good girl he thought. I was just confused.

But another girl came up. She also squatted down to feed the cat, with pure eyes.

Don Mo introduces, "this is my girlfriend."

So I laughed and said hello.

Finally, I knew what I had lost.

After I've lost it.

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