It is said that birth, like death, is a process full of fear. A person, separated from his familiar and comfortable environment, enters a completely unfamiliar and new environment without concept, and naturally feels fear.
But Zhao Mai always reminds himself that fear is a bad expectation of the future, not a fact. It's just a cue to urge himself to change and evolve. Recognize this fear, then act, learn, grow and start a new life. That's what babies are like, and so will Zhao Mai.
Moreover, he is not acting rashly. He has done the process of cell change and fusion on Z bug countless times. He can basically try all the situations. There are no unexpected and unsolvable problems. He once roamed in his own genetic information, exploring his origin and evolution as a living body. He nearly killed himself many times in this behavior, but fortunately he consumed energy to make Gaia stone to brake. He gained a lot of stones of Gaia, and also gained countless lessons.
All the roads need to be explored by Zhao Mai himself. There are countless feelings of Xiaohua, but it's different from his way. It's OK to refer to them, but it can't be copied. He also wants to save some gold coins and let his mobile phone "give him strength.". But even the ring alliance can't do such a thing. It can't bring down the divine power to make Zhao Mai evolve into Superman.
As for instilling skills and knowledge into his mind, that kind of behavior seems to be more dangerous. Even if the ring alliance can do it, Zhao Mai is not willing to try. God knows what's in this brainwashing. There are cannonballs hidden under the sugar coating. Zhao Mai only believes in what he has put into practice, and believes that his peers will take care of him. With fear and confidence, Zhao Mai began his own evolutionary journey.
Because the whole body cell replacement will bring great pain, beyond the brain's ability to bear, leading to death, he only chose to turn off the five senses. Z bug almost died because of ignoring this - fortunately, as long as Zhao Mai was there, Z bug could survive without its brain, so it was rescued. There are many problems like this. After all, effective evolution can only be determined after tens of millions of failures. No one can casually succeed, especially in life.
With the eyes of psychic powers and natural force, and with the vision of green dream, Zhao Mai watched himself "digest" little by little, and then grow up little by little. Xiaohua is also in the green dream, making a "tut tut" sound while watching. "It's the first time I've seen a druid who is so cruel to me."
"Strictly speaking, I'm the first Druid you've ever seen, if you don't count the insights from the trunk of the tree." Zhao Mai talks to Xiaohua, which can relieve his nervousness. It's different to have someone to accompany me and fight with myself: "from your perception, what's my current state?"
"Not bad. I think you can make it. Z-worm helps a lot. It feeds, digests and generates energy, which keeps you under enough natural force. If it hadn't been for it, you would have died. "
"Z-bug is me. It's no different from what I eat." Zhao Mai narrowed his eyes and noticed that the work of replacing cells was close to bone marrow, so he said, "I'm going to quit the green dream. Don't let people disturb me. It's going to be the most critical period."
Xiaohua nods and guards Zhao Mai's cocoon like a dutiful sentry. All her thoughts are here. As for Dumbledore working hard to portray the magic array on the empty space of the bridge, Rodney calculating everyone's position and the way home according to the stars in the car, she has no mind to care. Naturally, she didn't notice Diana sitting on the wall praying with her knees in her arms, nor did she see dogian holding her hands on the back of her head, closing her eyes, immersed in the knowledge base of neural network.
There is no sunrise or sunset, only the light of the car lights, people's sense of time began to become fuzzy, only hunger in the stomach, like an alarm clock. Our food is basically only jiuzhuanjindan and shenbeizhu fruit, the former is used to fool the tongue, the latter is used to fool the stomach. Rodney put down his pen, rubbed his sore temples, and licked his lips to get something to eat. When he picked up the raspberry, Diana said, "it's ok if I don't eat. I can save it for you. But don't eat these. Mike has suffered a lot to make these raspberries. "
"You seem to know something..." Dumbledore raised his eyebrows and asked Diana, "the environment here is so bad. It's hard for me to have any element vitality. Depicting the magic circle consumes a lot of energy, just like a mountain climber who lacks air. However, Zhao Mai still has the physical strength to cast spells and make things that can satisfy people. How did he do it? Where is he now? "
"He's outside the hood, trying to find something to eat." Diana said calmly, "he'll find a way to replenish his strength, and then he can do his magic. The things in this hood are the only living environment we have left. Every bit of our consumption is made up by Zhao Mai. "
"Looking for food outside? This is space. There's only... " Rodney suddenly widened his eyes: "there's only the wreckage of the spaceship outside. He's not eating those things, is he?"
Diana didn't answer, and her silence was the answer. Rodney put down the raspberry in his hand and looked at it in horror: "this can't be made from the corpse of a warship creature, can it?""So what?" Tara shook her head and patted Rodney on the back: "don't be so coquettish, Rodney. It's nice to have something to eat. And from every point of view, whether it's yellow beans or this cranberry, it's delicious. Diana is right. We just need to save a little. "
"I I don't feel hungry, so I won't eat any more. " Rodney shook his head and went back to the table to keep busy.
"Tara's right. Mike tries to do what he can. How can we get rid of him?" Dumbledore shook his head. "Diana, I heard you were born a demigod. Maybe you have a higher vision than all of us. But in the present situation, don't be so particular. "
"Yes, you are only shaped. How do you understand the difficulty of survival?" It was dogian who suddenly spoke. "If it wasn't for you, would Mike need to eat? Do not think that you are the only one who has the ability to live forever, your highness. You've never seen Mike as a savage or a slave, or as a God
"What did you say?" Asked Diana.
"Close your mouth, think of a way instead of entanglement, and watch a human save you." Dorian snorted at Diana and said, "little demigod, that's all."