Chapter 85 - I Loved Her

“Uhh…”

“She is going to use you,” Jin pressed closer and their hips… Oh dear Lord was Shun doing his best not to move.

“Ah… Ah Jin…”

“You told me you read about her and you still want to sing with her?”

It was so hard for Shun to even think with the way his brain was going to the gutter. Lips so close to his and those emerald eyes were stealing his soul. Fingers gripped his hair and he gasped with teeth nibbling his bottom lip.

“Ah Jin, baby, I can’t… can’t think,” Shun groaned as his fingers twitched at the pinkette’s hips.

Suu Jin chuckled softly and pulled away and waited for the silver haired man to catch his breath. His green eyes slid down heaving chest toward the visible tent. Licking his lips, the idol prince watched as Shun propped himself onto his elbows, looking at him with parted lips.

“Don’t, don’t look at me like that,” Shun panted as he righted himself, “I think I have to be blindfolded when I talk to you now.”

“We can make that happen,” Suu Jin commented and Shun groaned covering his lips.

“Seriously,” Jin pulled at the ends of silver hair, “Gina is not a good person, baby. Cancel with her. We can duet again.”

“I can’t rely on you,” Shun sighed and held the hand tugging his hair to interlocked their fingers, “What exactly did she do to you? I can’t really trust what the news and stuff are saying or I would think you married Lisa.”

He frowned and Suu Jin grinned, laughing softly. Shun’s heart felt like it was molding and moving like waves to and fro just from the idol prince’s laugh. He lifted the hand in his and kissed the back of it, holding it there to savor the pinkette’s scent. Fingers ran through his silver locks before lips pressed against his again.

“How I love you,” Suu Jin whispered and Shun grinned widely.

“Love you too,” Shun bit his lips, “Don’t distract me, babe. Tell me, won’t you?”

“Mm,” the pinkette nuzzled his neck and placed a kiss to his cheek. Ah, Shun was going to be a blob soon.

“I was going to marry her.”

“…”

“…”

“Oh…” he squeezed the pinkette’s hand in his and swallowed as he waited for Jin to continue.

“I loved her. I was young and she was young, stupid kids in love,” the idol prince turned away to look anywhere else but Shun, “She was my first kiss, my first girlfriend, my first everything. I gave her my heart and proposed to her in this home. She said no.”

Shun’s mind was cracking in places and he had to shut his eyes as he tried to understand what Jin was telling him. Jin was going to marry Gina. Jin proposed to her here, in this home. She said no. She was his first… everything…

‘Everything?!’ Shun frowned and blinked his eyes opened to see green eyes watching him.

“She left overseas. When she left, I was a mess. My parents worried, Ah Ping worried, even Wen Dong worried. It’s that stupid party…”

Jin ran fingers through his hair and sighed. He turned his body to face the blank television in the living room and stared. A squeeze to his hand from the man beside him and he finished reliving the past.

“Wen Dong found out about this party and I trusted him. I brought Gina with me and before I knew it, I was drunk, I felt sick. Your childhood friend, Ah Shun, had pulled Gina toward a man and they talked for a long time.

Then they left to a room somewhere. I tried to follow, but I could barely think. Whatever drink that was given to me, I felt sick and drowsy. Wen Dong looked to be in the same state as me, but I couldn’t tell. That party…”

Shun scooted closer and peppered kissed on Jin’s neck and cheek, pressing himself to the pinkette.

“I just know the next day, Gina told me she was leaving.”

“Is it cause of that man?” Shun questioned and his head was pulled closer so they could kiss.

“I do not know, but baby, I don’t want it to happen to you.”

Shun breathed out a smile and pressed their foreheads together, fingers interlocking the other.

“Then don’t be like her.”

“What do you-”

“I love you and I want to be with you, but we can’t do anything. You are still with Lisa and parading around with her. I just… Don’t hurt me, Ah Jin. I don’t want to be hurt again.”

“Oh baby,” Jin kissed him again and again trying to erase his pain. He bit the pinkette’s lips and bite gently, earning a pleased moan.

“Mm, I will speak with her,” Jin’s palm smooth under his shirt, “It is my turn to thank you, hm?”

“A... Ah…” Shun squirmed as his skin pimpled up where Jin touched, “Don’t… Jin, I can’t-”

“Can’t what?” Jin kissed him and nibbled down his neck. His fingernails grazed up and down his chest, over his nub and to his belly button.

“I can’t hold back,” Shun panted and gasped when the fingers slid down his pelvis, “Baby please! I, I…”

“Ok, okay,” Jin grinned kissing him deeply.

Shun relaxed into the kiss and he tried to keep his mind innocent. All the touching Jin did to his body… he was ready to explode in ecstasy. It wouldn’t take long as always, since meeting this beautiful being. Jin with his kindness, soft voice, and perfect golden heart loves him.

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Wen Dong sighed happily. Finally they were done for the day. Quickly grabbing his phone, he video called his childhood friend. It rang and rang, but Shun didn’t pick up. He worried his friend was crying alone in his bed. His team watched Symmony’s last night together and it broke his heart. He knew how hard they worked and if this team, Mix4U, broke up, he wasn’t sure what he would do.

He called again and felt arms wrapped around him, before the boy sat on his lap.

“Hm, I hope gege is alright.”

“Same. He isn’t picking up though… Hopefully he isn’t cry-”

“Ah wait! Stop,” Shun was laughing and there were muffled whispers, before the blank screen changed to Shun’s face, “Ah Dong, Ah Ping! Hello.”

Wen Dong saw a happy face, silver hair strayed, and… was that love bites?!

‘Wait… who is marking Ah Shun?’ Wen Dong glanced down at the pinkette on his lap to see green eyes narrowed.