Damn it (1)**

Chapter 17: Damn it (1)

A/N: For the people sensitive to child-r*pe, please skip to the middle part of the Chapter at this sign - "«—(★)—»".

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Sheik!

Kimi tore open Neji's white t-shirt and threw it away. She was still wearing her clothes and couldn't care enough to take them off since that might give Neji a chance to escape. Next, she grabbed his pants then swiftly took them off, not wanting to hurt his precious jewels.

"Wha-" she gasped seeing his meat rod spring up towards the sky. A child wasn't supposed to have this size! How was he hiding this in his small pants!?

"Gulp..."

Maybe it's genetics... she had seen enough that night in the beach house to believe that.

She observed the shaft of the child she decided to ràpe while her breathing got even more erratic. With one of her hands holding down both of his, she shakily drove her other hand downwards and grabbed his shaft.

This was one of the few times she has seen a man's manhood outside the computer screen. Her first time touching something so phallic and hard that wasn't a dildo.

She properly felt the thing with her palm. It was warm. And it was hard... It was veiny too. Why was a dick so veiny? She wondered.

Then her thoughts wandered just a bit more... Just... how would it feel to have it inside her? Would she moan as this thing would ravage her insides...?

She felt something drip down from between her legs.

She quickly shook her head to dismiss these useless thoughts and instead smiled seductively.

It was already too late, she couldn't back out anymore.

She realised she was wet enough. So she climbed up to his crotch, moved her panties to reveal her pussy, and started to position his heavenly pillar at her gate.

"Haah..." she took a breath and slammed her hips down.

A sharp sound entered her ears! He was already inside her.

"M- my God!"

Her inner walls clenched on his shaft by themselves, as her body trembled.

"S- so good~ Nyagh!" She moaned.

This felt surreal... her dildos didn't feel this good! His warm shaft was practically burning her insides! It was as if it was an aggressive animal marking its territory!

Minutes passed like that, she only breathed heavily and waited for her insides to get used to the unnatural size of the child.

"Mghh..." She finally composed herself and started to move her hips up and down, her one hand still holding down his hand.

"O-oh!!" She cried at the first thrust. "Yes~ Yash!"

Her free hand ran through his chest while she moaned. The rooms were soundproof, she hoped. Or she wouldn't want to explain why such sounds were coming from the room of a child and his maid.

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Meanwhile, Neji silently stared at her lust-filled eyes while laying down under her.

He didn't care anymore.

He would tell his parents the moment he got out of this.

But there was something concerning.

'Why did the system say that this is a lucky opportunity? Surely, it didn't count me losing my virginity by being ràped as a lucky incident? If it did, this is bullshit.' Neji thought.

"Mmph! Y- young master's cock is hitting my womb! Nghnn!"

Neji groaned, feeling the pressure around his dick. Maybe it was because he hasn't had sex in this life, or maybe it's because Kimi was a cat-girl, but Kimi's cave was one of the best he has ever had.

'Unfortunately, this sex session isn't of my taste.' While breathing heavily with sweat covering his body, he sighed and shook his head internally.

His pelvis was stinging because of the constant slams by Kimi's large hips. He was even losing HP every now and then.

'I should finish this quickly.' He decided while Kimi leaned down and licked his nipples. 'I didn't want to make it more pleasurable for her, but this has to end.'

He concentrated his quirk's swirling side and coated his dick with light shockwaves. He immediately got a reaction from Kimi.

"Oh- ohhh!?"

She moaned loudly as she leaned down and huffed, soon inserting her tongue inside his mouth.

Then she felt it again, the same feeling of having her soul being touched by his hands. She felt her mouth feeling the same way from his tongue.

"Mhmh!"

Releasing a muffled moan while her fingers pinched his nipples, she kept moving her hips. Her pussy tightened as she orgasmed for the first time.

At the same time, Neji came inside her too causing her to bite his lips while kissing.

She raised her head. "Haah..."

She breathed up and down. "That was awesome."

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"You're still hard..." A lust-filled smile appeared on her face. "I am not done either, fu fu.... Then, one more round, please."

She said, but she wasn't requesting.

She again started to move her hips up and down, getting a growl from Neji.

"Ahaha! Ahn!"

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Next morning,

Her eyes twitched because of the light falling on her eyelids. She covered her eyes with her hand feeling the need.

"Mhm..."

Slowly opening her eyes, Kimi yawned.

Next, her sleepy eyes wandered around the room. She sat up on the bed as the bed sheet fell from her chest, revealing her breasts.

"Eh...?" She mumbled, confused. "What's going on-... wait, wait... no way..."

Reality sunk in her head. Her fuzzy memories unfolded. Her eyes widened while her lips parted.

"It- it wasn't a dream!?" Her face sunk, a horrified expression rewrote her relaxed face.

She immediately turned to the side and looked at the bed. It was covered by a blanket, so she immediately threw it away.

"Oh no..."

He wasn't here! He wasn't in the bed!

Dammit, dammit, dammit! D- did he run away? Maybe he already called Gara and Aiko too...?

"Kami..."

Kimi's back slouched down.

She... actually ràped her benefactor's son. Someone who trusted her like family, she broke that trust with the worst possible action imaginable.

How would she show her face to Gara...?

If that's not enough, she ràped the person she has been raising like a little brother for 8 years! For almost his whole lifetime!

What would that child think of her, the person he saw as his other older sister after she had raped him?

How would she look into Neji's eyes?!

...Hopefully, the police would catch her before meeting them. Hopefully, she would instead be sent to jail faster than they could reach her. So, she wouldn't have to show her disgraceful face to her benefactor.

Kimi stared outside the window with dazed eyes... wait- "The windows are open?"

She recalled closing the windows last night. She noticed the veil was also neatly moved to the side. The first thing she thought was that Neji had jumped from the window and flew away from here.

But upon further observation, it clearly seemed someone had opened the windows with a calm mind.

"What in the world..."

She didn't have to wait much as the doorknob twisted, someone twisted it from the outside.

"Oh," a white-haired little boy walked in with a food plate in his hand. "You're already up, Kimi nee-chan."

'What?' Kimi stared at Neji's figure dazedly. What was he doing here? Why didn't he run away? Maybe... he didn't realise that happened last night- no, highly improbable. She recalled him screaming, "I am 10! I am 10, stop!", so it clearly meant he knew what he was going through.

Then... did he forget about last night?

There is a low chance... maybe he was so traumatised that his brain locked those memories away? That wasn't something impossible, traumatised people do that a lot unconsciously.

Kimi gulped. There seemed to be a chance for her. She... she just needs to make sure her hypothesis is right.

For now, she breathed out silently. She grabbed the bedsheet and raised it towards her chest to hide her bare breasts.

"D...Did my young master bring food for me?" She smiled.

Neji walked towards the bed and sat down on the edge.

"Yeah, I figured you'd be hungry because of last night."

Kimi froze.

"I brought some grilled fish from the first floor, the old lady working there was nice. Here, say 'ah'." Neji grabbed a piece of grilled fish with chopsticks and raised it up to Kimi's mouth.

But Kimi didn't open her mouth.

"What's wrong?" He asked. "You're not hungry?"

Kimi reluctantly shook her head and took the piece of fish into her mouth. She chewed it slowly as Neji observed her. She gulped the piece and looked at Neji's eyes submissively.

"Young master... a- about last night..."

"Ah," Neji shrugged. "Don't worry about it." Kimi's eyes regained some light. "I am sure mom would forgive you."

"W- what!?" Kimi stuttered. "Did you tell Mistress Gara a- already?"

Neji put the tray of food down on the stool beside the bed. "Huh? No. I didn't, not yet."

Kimi heaved a sigh.

"But I plan to do it soon."

Kimi thinned her lips.

"Young master, can you... not do that?"

Neji's expression changed, causing Kimi to stop breathing.

His face distorted as he looked at her disappointedly. "Why though? Did you not ràpe me? Why do you not want me to tell others that? Are you a coward? A pushover who would hide what she did with such excitement?"

Kimi didn't answer.

"I heard what Mom said, she treats you like her little sister. Now that you're alone in this world, she accepted you like family. But you? What did you do? You ràped her favourite child." He glared at her. "Do you know how much mental damage that could have caused me? If I was any other kid, I would have been severely traumatised."

Kimi unconsciously lowered her head. "I am... sorry."

"Don't. Say. Sorry!" Neji growled. "You kept saying that word while molesting me, again and again, I don't want to hear that from your mouth anymore!"

He crawled up to the bed and pushed her down, sitting on her stomach like she did last night.

"You're a whore, a perverted whore who wouldn't mind raping a fucking child." He said, looking at her shocked face. "Fine. You asked me to not tell my parents, right?"

Kimi gulped and nodded.

"I won't ttell them, at least not today." Her eyes widened.

But surprising- no, shocking her, Neji grabbed the bed sheet from above her chest and pulled it down. Revealing her round snowy breasts as he grabbed one with his hands, his fingers sinking into the soft flesh.

A cold look appeared on his face, "As long as you stay like a submissive cat and keep doing as I say."

Kimi stared at him with her eyes widened, filled with disbelief. She was being blackmailed by the innocent little boy she has raised from the age of 2...

No, it's all her fault. All her fault! He wasn't like this, something changed inside him. And that change was made by her reckless behaviour.

But... did she have any choice other than agreeing to him?

She really didn't want Gara to look at her with disgusted eyes. She didn't want Aiko to think of the girl his wife trusted to be a whore.

Her eyes lost all light as she closed them. Opening them again, she first looked at his hand touching her bare breast before locking gazes with him.

"Do you promise to not tell anybody about last night if I... do everything you say?" Her voice was hollow.

Neji maintained his cold look. "Yes. But to be clear, that 'everything' includes sex too. Of course, it won't go your way next time."

She gulped under his gaze. Why was she feeling afraid? She has known him for years, why does he seem different now...?

In the end, she bit her lips. "...I understand. I will do whatever you say, just... don't tell your parents about last night." Kimi pleaded, her eyes wet and no longer focused.

Really, what has she done?

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After that, Neji changed into a blue T-shirt with Loki's Helmet printed on the front and a pair of jagged short pants.

He wore a hand-watch while looking at Kimi who was sitting on the bed with her back slouching.

"Oi, eat the food. I dont want you to die out of starvation."

Kimi raised her head and looked at him. "You're going somewhere?"

"Order number 1, don't ask me stupid questions, mainly about where I am going." He said and walked closer to the window.

"But-"

He glanced back at her threateningly, "Order number 2, don't make me repeat myself or else..."

Kimi thinned her lips. He seemed different. He was such a sweet child before... before last night. Has he been acting all his life? No, that's impossible, so the reason must be her actions.

She wanted to say, 'I am sorry' again but she remembered his words from a few minutes ago.

'Kimi, you idiot.' She blamed herself for everything.

"Also, don't follow me, at all. If I find a sign of you near me, it will be bad. And don't tell my parents either. That's the last thing you would do." Neji then turned his face outside as he stepped on the railing of the window. "Bye-"

"Young master," Kimi called, Neji turned around with a frown. "Be careful."

"..."

He turned around and blasted shockwaves from his hands and feet, vanishing with the horizon.

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Author's Note:

First, things get interesting with the Neko in a few chaps. Second... I ain't gonna say anything. Just blame @Shortmotor for everything.

Edited by @Shortmotor and @Glassman