Jiao qieren came out slowly with a burden on his back.
He looked at Fan Ying, who was rubbing his ass, and said, "people in Xuyuan don't want to move."
After that, he slowly passed by with Fan Ying with a burden on his back, and there was no more deference.
This is his final account of the task!
Fan Ying looked at him and smiled.
A petty official waiting behind to butter up quietly came over and whispered, "Sir, he left by himself."
Fan Ying said positively, "young people today! How can they become pillars if they are impatient and impetuous? Alas! I think too much. He is a student of the Academy. Xinghebo can still prosper in the future."
His worried appearance attracted the worship of petty officials: "Sir, you broke your heart for him! But you don't appreciate him. Be careful!"
Fan Ying said approvingly, "you're good. Do a good job."
The petty official trembled with excitement, and a series of flattery came out one after another.
Fan Ying's disgust flashed in her eyes and said, "go and follow him. Don't let him find shortsightedness."
The petty official thought it was important, so he ran out.
Fan Ying sneered, and then Shi ran went home. He's going home for a drink and a good sleep.
As for whether Jiao Qiren would be short-sighted, he didn't worry at all after arranging for the petty official to stare.
Isn't the Academy satisfied when someone is dead?
No matter how good you are, you can't anger others for one student.
Remembering the praise of county magistrate Wang Xu just now, Fan Ying's eyes were more fiery.
It is their common understanding that college students should not use Huanxian as a springboard for promotion.
Once Jiao Qiren was promoted from Huanxian County, the greater his official work, the worse he and Wang Xu would be in everyone's eyes, and even become scum of famous teachers.
So it's better to drive away!
You wake up badly. We can't afford it, but it's always possible to send the God of plague, right?
Fan Ying hummed a little song and thought about Wang Xu's promise to give priority to recommending herself to the above. She just felt that even the sunset was beautiful and her breath was full of excitement.
When he first entered the house, when Jiao qieren stayed in the only Inn in Huan County, the gate was ready to close.
"Slow down, slow down!"
The half closed gate stopped, and the veteran shouted, "someone is coming, reopen the gate!"
Someone said, "but it's against the rules."
The old soldier scolded, "the rules are for people. This is a cavalry. There must be something important to hurry at this time. You can close one and try?"
The man muttered, "isn't it a horse bandit?"
The veteran slapped him on the back of the head and scolded, "Ma, your sister, help quickly!"
At sunset, a group of cavalry arrived.
The veteran looked at it and bowed his head and said, "dare you ask me if you have a business trip to Huan county?"
……
The shopkeeper has asked twice, but Jiao Qiren doesn't want to eat dinner.
The frustration of failure made him feel like death.
Doubts about his ability made him as weak as collapse. He couldn't even move. He just wanted to sit like this until the end of time
He didn't complain about anything, because Xie Jin and Fang Xing said it many times in the Academy.
College students and those people are naturally enemies. After becoming an official, we should be vigilant and learn to use means to resist all kinds of open and hidden arrows.
But he did not expect that the officials of Huanxian County wanted to force themselves away. As a result, they were caught off guard and had no room to deal with it.
He didn't light the light. The setting sun gradually set and the room became dark.
He looked at the last light with dull eyes.
The light gradually dissipated, and his eyes were still dull.
Then, a smile floated from the corner of his mouth, as if he wanted to leave the light around him.
He was in a daze in the dark, holding a rope in his hand.
He bought it in a shop that closed immediately. He even forgot his idea of buying the rope at that time.
His breathing gradually shortens, then calms down, gets up and sits down again.
Frustration has gradually turned into despair.
He was unwilling and didn't want to be the first student returned to the Academy.
He felt ashamed to go back to see the teachers and classmates.
He remembered what he had said to his younger students. At that time, he was so energetic that he felt he could shake the whole world.
But now... The world hit him hard!
He has no face
Grief and anger slowly filled his chest.
I want revenge on them!
What can be used to retaliate?
They use fair and aboveboard means and make sense wherever they say.
It's a mercy beyond the law to let you quit rather than reform if you don't do a good job.
What else do you want?
no I still have a way!
His eyes grew dull, his breathing was almost inaudible, and his chest fluctuated slightly, only once in a long time. Finally, he got up blankly and threw the rope on the beam four or five times before he remembered that he needed to tie some weights on the end of the rope.
His brain is dizzy. He just instinctively remembers something. The whole person is like a puppet, rigid in building a rope for himself.
It's like someone is driving him to do all this.
As night fell, the wind blew in through the wide open window, and a book on the table was popping like a hand turning the pages.
There was no light in the room. Relying on the dim light outside, Jiao Qiren slowly pulled a rope sleeve. The technique was taught by the Academy.
Poof poof!
The wind suddenly became strong and the book on the table was about to roll.
The last page was blown up, and then under the weight imbalance at both ends, the whole book turned over heavily.
Poof!
Jiao qieren slowly got on the chair. In the dark, he held the rope sleeve in both hands and looked out of the window.
There are some lights outside the window. They are the lights of people in Huanxian county.
He loosened the noose and tidied his clothes.
The rope sleeve began to swing and hit Jiao Keren's chin.
He picked up the rope again and slowly approached
"Is it on the second floor?"
A question outside seemed to break through Jiao qieren's dizziness like lightning.
The rope is already around your neck. Just lean forward and kick off the chair
He was thrilled and startled, involuntarily pushed away the rope sleeve, his body slipped soft, and finally sat on the chair, his legs drooping weakly on the ground.
The footsteps were getting closer and closer, and Jiao Qiren remained motionless.
Knock, knock, knock!
When the knock came, Jiao Qiren's body moved and asked, "who?
When he spoke, he found that he was very hoarse, just like when he was cold and sick that year.
"Are you sure it's here?
Outside the door came a voice that Jiao Qiren had heard, followed by the flattering words of the shopkeeper: "yes, sir, I live here."
"Then go down."
Footsteps came again, then went downstairs and disappeared.
"Who?"
Jiao Qiren asked again. He had some impression of the voice just now, but now his mental state is not good and he didn't remember.
"Bang!"
The man outside the door didn't answer. After a loud noise, the door was forcibly opened.
In the dark, Jiao qieren got up slowly and turned around holding the back of the chair.
There were three men standing outside the door. The man who hit the door stepped back and searched the room.
The man in the middle shouted, "light the light!"
The torch was ignited. The knife came in and found the oil lamp. After it was lit, he picked up the wick.
Light comes!
"Shan Chang..."
The dusty Fang woke up and looked at Jiao quren kneeling in front of him. Then he looked at the rope sleeve swinging in front of the chair not far away. He asked expressionless, "do you want to kill yourself?"
Jiao qieren only felt that all grievances broke out at this moment. He burst into tears and choked: "mountain master..."
"Pa!"
Fang woke up and slapped Jiao Qiren down. Then he stepped on the chair, opened the rope sleeve and sneered, "you also know how to hit the rope sleeve with the strongest method. It can be seen that you really want to die."
Xin Laoqi went out to drink back, heard the shopkeeper and waiter who came to check the situation, and then stood outside staring at the aisle.
Jiao Qiren got up, knelt down again before Fang woke up and said in a low voice, "mountain leader, the students are forced to have no way out."
Fang woke up from his chair, sat down, moved his stiff neck and said casually, "talk."
Jiao qieren told him what happened after he came to Huanxian county. Finally, he said, "Mr. Shan, I haven't heard of such things. The students were just suppressed at that time. Even if they couldn't finish it, they were mostly ignored. Who knows... They wanted to force the students to leave."
Fang Xing looked at him coldly and said, "even if it's a failure, you have to retaliate against them by such means. Have you ever thought about your parents and family? Have you ever thought about the grief of those teachers and students of the academy after learning the news? Even if I broke those people into pieces afterwards, is it worth it?"
Jiao Qiren was speechless and said, "the mountain is long, the student is wrong."
Fang woke up with deep eyes and sighed, "I taught you science and strong physique, but I forgot to teach you how to be a man..."
Xin Laoqi suddenly whispered a few words with Fang Wu, and Fang Wu quietly turned the window from the other side.
"People have to go through a lot in their life, from ignorance at birth, ignorance at a young age, to maturity and adulthood, you have to go through many... Setbacks."
Fang Xing touched Jiao qieren's head, kneeling in front of him, and said softly, "there are many kinds of setbacks, which can make you feel miserable, and make you feel that the world is full of gray; it can make you want to tear up this day and let the light fall in front of you again..."
Jiao Qiren listened piously
On the street, a dark figure quietly approached the window outside the inn. He put his ears close and listened.
Inside, the shopkeeper and the waiter are already trembling.
Just outside the inn, a man looked coldly at the dark shadow hanging outside the window on the second floor.
"But don't give up. As long as you can live, there are infinite possibilities. For example, if Su Wu is desperate, how did he suffer in the bitter cold of more than ten years?"
Fang Xing touched Jiao qieren's head and sighed, "it's hope! It's hope that makes him hold on to the end, and then the light comes. This is what I, the mountain leader, want to teach you. Never lose hope and vision for the future. Even if you are in the mire, don't forget hope..."
"... compared with human beings, animals can withstand setbacks because their purpose is clear, that is to live, mate and raise their children. They are so focused that setbacks are just a barrier for them. As long as they can live, they can cross the past."
The light flickered, and Fang's waking voice gradually became louder.
"You still have a long way to go. Remember, living is hope. You're not even afraid of death. Why are you afraid of living?"
Fang Xing was as angry as a father before, but now he is as gentle as a father.
"Don't worry about this..."
Xin Laoqi quietly walked to the window facing the street.
Fang woke up and looked at the window and said sarcastically, "the people who live in the camp of flies and dogs can't be your despair!"
The dark figure outside the window was startled and then prepared to evacuate.
He slid down carefully. He was a little excited because he felt that the news could be rewarded with a lot of money.
He landed and looked back.
A big hand is waiting for him.
Hold your neck with your big hands and work hard.
There was more despair in the shadow's eyes, and the color in his eyes gradually faded.
"Brother five, don't you check who it is?"
Fang Wusong opened his hand and the shadow fell to the ground slowly.
"No need, sir. Those people are good."
……
"... Mr. Shan, the students never knew that the whole person would be able to decorate from the beginning like this. Once you start, you can't parry. You just feel incompetent..."
The night is getting darker and quieter around the county.
"You are not incompetent. When I first recruited students, I asked for a little, not genius."
"Genius is so proud, but the Academy doesn't have the energy to teach students according to their aptitude, so I don't like genius. And you... Just have less experience. It's just a small setback. Hold on."
Jiao Qiren nodded. He just felt that his experience was a dream and a bright light in front of him.
"In the future, you will experience greater and more setbacks, forget despair and survive until the time comes and the light reappears."
Fang woke up and said, "go to bed early and go out tomorrow morning."
Seeing Fang Xing walking to the door, Jiao qieren remembered that he arrived in Huanxian in the evening and said guiltily, "mountain head, in the future, the students will think about how to deal with them."
Fang woke up, stopped, nodded and said, "they... They're afraid there's no future."
He went down the stairs to the lobby.
The shopkeeper and the waiter had been rushed to the back. Mr. Xin looked around and said, "Sir, after cleaning, you can check in."
Fang Xing was really tired. After Fang Wu came in and reported the situation outside, he said, "it's just a little trick. Don't pay attention."
Huanxian gradually fell asleep