Chapter 112 - Love Or Lust

Ch-111

"Cedric…" she called out. She lowered her head down. Her head almost got buried in his broad shoulders. Ignoring the tingling feeling that aroused in her stomach, she gulped hard before looking at him for a brief second. Cedric still had the 'pained' expression. Eleanor felt a stab in her heart. She couldn't help but feel guilty towards him. 

Eleanor still didn't realize that she was played by Cedric. She kept telling herself that she was the one at fault but not him. 

Cupping his face with her two hands, she looked deeply into his eyes. "We will register our marriage. Then we can announce the news either with a press meet or through our company business page." Eleanor said. 

There was a slight spark in Cedric's eyes. Cedric was surprised by her words. He just wanted to sweep the dining table and have his way with her by bending her over the table. But he held himself together. He tried to hide the spark as best as he could. [I have to use the same look to make her agree to the marriage registration as soon as possible!] he thought. He decided to hold this lost puppy gaze. He can't wait to get married to her.

"We can hold a banquet for your friends, relatives, and business partners. In that way, you can introduce me to your world officially as your wife," Eleanor said, fiddling her eyes. 

When she saw a slight spark in Cedric's eyes, she was thrilled. A smile was about to creep on her face but it disappeared quickly. Sigh… he might have realized that still, they won't have a wedding. Maybe as her brain said they should hold a banquet. When she said they could hold a banquet, Cedric jumped from his seat but with Eleanor in his lap, he couldn't do that. 

He hugged her tightly and buried his face in her neck. Carrying her to the couch he laid her back on it. 

Eleanor was a bit surprised by his actions. But before she could say something, she was lifted in the air. She let out a shriek in surprise. 

Before she could ask what he was doing to her, he started kissing her. She knew what was about to come. She wanted to say no to him as she was still in pain from yesterday's night event. But somewhere at the corner of her heart she didn't want to stop him. He removed his apron and his T-shirt and followed with the remaining of his clothes. 

The perverted version of Eleanor came into her mind and started screaming in joy. [My husband is showing his support to me!!! AWWWWWW] she shrieked. Not wanting to ruin the moment, Eleanor kicked it back to her head. 

[It's time for me to pump blood!] the heart said and disappeared. 

[It's time for me to sleep. Don't forget the protection!] her brain yelled. 

That rang the bell in Eleanor's brain. Even last night they didn't use protection. Will she get pregnant even before she gets married? 

Oh no! 

This shouldn't happen! 

Oh my god!

What will she say to her brother!? If she gets pregnant!

Using all her might, she pushed him away. 

"What happened? Did I make you uncomfortable? You don't like it?" Cedric asked nervously. 

"We didn't use protection," she said, lowering her head. 

"I forgot!" he yelled and ran upstairs. There he took out a condom box and came down quickly. 

He removed his pants and then boxers. She saw his big dick twitching and was bulging with purple veins and a green head. Dammit! 

This was her first time seeing male genitals! Even though she watched porn with Myna, this was her first time seeing it. Even last time, she didn't see it, feeling shy. Oh my god! Her face turned as red as a tomato. 

Eleanor saw her man's little brother was too big. She gulped her saliva as she saw his dick! 

Invisible smoke started coming out of her ears as she stared at him. Her eyes were as wide as saucers. 

"I like the way you stare at me. Can I take that as you want me to?" he asked in her ear in his husky voice, making her shudder. 

Cedric likes it when she easily gets affected by his words. "Now I have protection. Can we do it?" he asked her. 

"We didn't use protection last night also," she said as she fidgeted with her fingers. 

"Blame it on me. When I heard your shriek last night, I forgot to take it and came to you running. And you know the rest. Everything happened in the heat of a moment. Let's meet with one of my friends. He is a doctor and owns a hospital chain. He is reliable and will suggest pills. Only for once, there won't be next time. I will be careful," he said. 

"Okay," she said as she nodded her head at him. 

Cedric pounced on her before she could react. She didn't say okay to him to do that but for his cautiousness. 

Before she could protest he entered her making her cry suddenly. 

Soon two naked bodies engulfed in the flames of passion on the small cramped couch. 

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Afternoon… 

"I am hungry," Eleanor said as she tried to remove Cedric's hand from her body. He was still trying to enter her sneakily. Eleanor knew once he entered her she won't have a single chance of saying no. 

"Let's have food after I have you once," he said as he tried to enter her. 

"No. I have been so hungry for the past one hour," she replied. 

"Eleanor, Even…." Cedric wanted to say something but his words got cut off before he could say something. 

"I am really hungry. And I am still in pain from last night," Eleanor said frustrated. 

She felt bad about herself. Right after she said yes, he did that with her. It's not that she has qualms about it. But… it's just like a beast he was going round after round. Can't he be considerate of her? And she was already bearing the pain between her legs. And now even without feeding her, he wants to do it with her. She felt sad. What was she to him? Was she a tool for him to relive his sex craving? At this thought, she felt like crying, but she held it in. She no longer moved from her position, she laid down like a dead fish without moving. 

Cedric sighed and got up to cook food for her. Eleanor closed her eyes for a minute before opening them. Even though her whole body was aching she lifted her body and took the dress to wear. After dressing herself, she looked at the ground. There were more than four condoms. Sighing… she wore her slippers. She walked to the dining table only to see the water jug was empty. She walked to the kitchen to get some water. 

"Water," she said to Cedric. He wore his pants but he undid his button while pulling his zipper upwards. He wasn't dressed properly, his butt was peeking out. Eleanor didn't feel shy this time, but tired. 

After drinking the glass of water, she turned her heels around to walk away. "Cedric…" she called out suddenly. 

"Hmm," he responded, looking at her with a doting expression. 

"I suddenly have a question," she said. 

"Ask it away," he said to her with a frown between his brows. 

"Do you love me or…" Eleanor wanted to say something but she stopped herself from saying it. 

"...lust me?" She finished her question with a few seconds gap. 

Cedric was stunned by her words. They were so well last night. But what happened now? Did I lust for her? Indeed he lusts for her but that lust comes second after his love. But what made her feel that way? He looked at her face with a shocked expression. 

Before Cedric could answer her, "I am tired. I will take a bath and sleep. Let me know when you are done," Eleanor said and started taking steps with great difficulty. 

Cedric saw her situation. With that pace and with her situation, she would trip for sure. He put the knife and apron aside and started walking towards her.

Eleanor's legs weakened and were about to fall but Cedric caught her on time. If it was some other time, she would have felt the tingling sensation and all sorts of sparks in her body. But… Now she felt nothing. Her eyes turned hollow and expressionless. She tried to stand straight but Cedric lifted her in bridal style and took her to the room. He placed her on the bed and went inside the bathroom, to fill the tub. Eleanor stripped her clothes and slipped into a bathrobe while Cedric was filling the tub. 

After he filled the tub, Cedric filled the tub with lavender. After he was done, he walked out only to see Eleanor sit on the couch with a gloomy expression. He doesn't know why but he was getting bad vibes. 

But little did he not know it was more than bad vibes.. A storm was going to brew in a few more minutes.