Chapter 148 - Hurt

Ch-147 

WARNING TRIGGERING CONTENT AHEAD!

Cedric smiles at her actions. She doesn't want him to leave. He wasn't rejected. He kisses her intensely. He carries her to the bedroom and throws her on the bed. Eleanor bounces a little, his throw was a bit painful for her but she said nothing. She just wants him to be with her. 

Cedric removes his clothes and hovers over her. He kisses her wildly. He even tasted some coppery taste in his mouth as he kissed her. But that didn't stop him from whatever he was doing to her. 

His eyes changed color, his brown eyes turned dark chocolaty color. He tore her clothes and cast them aside. Admiring her naked body under him, he intruded inside her harshly making her yelp. 

"Ahh!" she yelled at his sudden intrusion. 

Suddenly, it felt painful for Eleanor. She doesn't know why… They did it many times, but this time it felt painful. Maybe because her heart was in pain too. She felt it was much more of a pain than a pleasure. Despite the pain, she said nothing. She fisted the bedsheets in her both hands, closing her eyes, as she let him do whatever he wanted to her. She felt his lips marking her skin and neck with open-mouthed kisses. There were even bite marks on her body. She wanted to ask him to stop as she felt pain creeping inside her body, but she was afraid. She couldn't get herself to say anything. She was afraid of disappointing him. Maybe she deserved this unconsented sex for all the pain she gave to him.

Cedric started to thrust harder than before.  Eleanor felt her insides were tearing off due to the pain. She couldn't control herself anymore. A lone tear escaped her eye. In the night, Cedric didn't notice it. He continued to thrust inside her until he came, he buried his seeds in her stomach. He didn't stop there, he continued to thrust inside her as he gave her kisses, marks, and bites. Eleanor endured everything for him. Their love-making or lets the torture ended after two full hours. He slept beside her soundly, while she was wide awake. Tears slipped her eyes as they soaked into the pillow. Her body wasn't in pain but her heart. It was bleeding profusely. Turning her head, she saw him sleeping peacefully, while he left her in a chaotic state. Be it her body or her heart or heart mind. 

Getting up from her place, she tried to stand up, but it was too much pain for her. She tried to stand up but she couldn't. Before she could exert more pressure, black dots appeared in her sight. Before she could comprehend what's happening with her… she lost her consciousness as she fell back on the bed precisely on Cedric. 

Cedric felt something soft falling on him, he snuggled closer to the soft thing and slept soundly not knowing the damage he did. 

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Next day… 

Cedric woke up to the glaring sunlight. He saw Eleanor in his arms. She looked too beautiful as she bathed in the warm sun rays. Her wide forehead, which has enough space for him to kiss. Her beautiful eyes, wait… why does she have traces of tears, with a frown his eyes traveled down her body. Her lips were bleeding. Her neck has blue and purple marks. Lowering the duvet, he saw there were even bite marks. His heart chilled at the sight. Gulping hard, he removed the duvet and looked further. There were more of those kinds of marks and bites on her body. His blood ran cold at the sight. Along with all these, something caught his eyes. Her nether region has traces of blood. He shook her body, but she wasn't waking up. Oh god! What did he do to her!? 

Hot tears formed in his eyes. But was he in the position to shed tears? No! He was the one who did damage to her. He shot out of the bed and quickly dressed up. Cedric went to Myna's room and knocked on her door more than banged her door. Myna who was sleeping soundly woke up due to the loud banging on her door. 

"What?" she asked, annoyed at being woken up in the early morning. 

"Eleanor… something happened to her," he said feeling tense. That was enough for Myna to wake up completely. 

"What happened to her?" she asked as she walked to the master bedroom. 

"We did the deed. I was rough last night," he said, feeling ashamed at his deeds. 

"You! What!?" Myna was shocked. 

"How do you have the face to ask her to do that with you? Have you explained about your fiance who came to you at this particular time? She supported you stupidly! But what did you do!? I can understand you are angry with your so-called fiance! But that doesn't stop Eleanor from having insecurities! Have you thought of her? At least did you give her some space to think!? You didn't! And yet all you think about is your desires and your pleasure!

"Don't forget… she just got to know someone was drugging her brother all along just to make him sleep. It means there is a threat to her family. And before she could recover from it… she got to know her boyfriend having a fiance. 

"Who would be in the mood to do it? I strongly believe she didn't do that deed with her consent! 

"Even your friend Edward is just like you!" Myna bursts out at him. 

Cedric stood rooted in his place. He didn't think of all these things. The scenes of the last light flashed in his mind like a movie in his head. She said no to him, she cried on his chest only to push her away from him. He tried to leave her, but she begged him not to leave. He asked her to sleep with him. Cedric remembered the pain in her eyes, which were filled with pain and hurt but he ignored it. And like a beast he ravaged her. He thought she was breathing heavily due to the pleasure he was giving but he realized she was crying because of the pain he was giving to her. He felt ashamed for his deeds. No wonder nobody loves him but she did. She loved him as she embraced his thorns despite the pain she received. 

He walked inside the room as she laid on the bed limply. His throat tightened at the sight of her lying there without any movement. Did he kill her? He regretted going against her will. Maybe he should have thought about it further. But… she should have accepted him obediently. If she did this wouldn't have occurred. 

All those painful memories when she was absent from his life came back to his mind. And Nathaira was someone who made him do horrible things and made him believe he didn't deserve her. Again he has to say that… she made him realize it wasn't a bad thing to love someone. 

If a selfish person like Nathaira could love then he could love too. He realized how precious his Eleanor was. He wanted to give the best life to her. But in return it wasn't bad for her to give in to his wishes once in a while. 

Cedric failed to realize his fleeting thoughts. His thoughts were going a bit irrational which were unnoticed by him. 

Will his changes affect their relationship? Can Eleanor bear the new version of Vedric? Are his changes linked in any way to Natasha's arrival? These can be answered by the time only. 

"She has a vaginal tear. Even though it isn't deep, it needs to be treated properly. Also… you should restrain yourself from doing that with her till she is healed. I will write some medication it needs to give to her on time basis. 

"Due to rough sex, she got a vaginal tear, she got infection. Because of the infection  she had a fever. I suggest she takes some rest for a day or two completely." Myna said, waking him up from his reverie. 

Standing up from her place, Myna took out a notepad and wrote the things she needed and handed it to Cedric. "Bring these things," she said and went inside the bathroom. Cedric just nodded in daze and went out.

He couldn't understand how things went out of control. A fever and a vaginal tear? Was he that hard on her? 

Pain shot in his head as he thought about those things. Before he could shake his head, he lost consciousness near the door and fell down making a thud noise. Myna, who was cleaning Eleanor's body, heard the noise and ran over there. Seeing Cedric losing consciousness, she panicked. Not knowing what to do, she took out his phone and tried to unlock it. But she couldn't. 

She took his finger and kept it on the fingerprint sensor and unlocked the phone.. The first number she saw or searched for was… Edward Callan.