Chapter 182 - I Want To Clear Their Misunderstandings

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Nathaira was tired. She can't move her little finger. She just hoped to slip away from him and have some peace. 

She doesn't know why but all she could feel was regret for whatever she did to Eleanor. She must have felt like this too. From what she heard, even Cedric forced himself on her. Doesn't that make him the same as Oliver? 

No one was good. Maybe she should disappear from here just like Jessica and have a peaceful life. She was better off leaving this country. Nathaira doesn't want to live a life like this. 

She realized one thing… Cedric always took care of her like a big brother. And she was just used to it and never wanted to lose him. Over years, this turned into her obsession. She wanted Cedric to herself and him to take care of her. Now… just the thought of having sex with Cedric makes her feel like shit. 

She has no self-respect for her when she chased Cedric. Oliver told her that Cedric was just acting. And she knew no matter what she do or what she did… Cedric wouldn't love her the way he loved Eleanor.

Maybe in this life, She doesn't deserve love. First, her father abandoned her, after that she made her family leave her. And now… she realized she never deserved love. 

When she was fifteen years old, she saw her father cheating on her mother with some other woman. From then she always wanted someone in her life who could take care of her till the end. Now, she realized she was just like her father. She was chasing a man who was already committed to some other woman. And for the sake of her safety, he has to hurt her and break her. She was building her happiness at the expense of a women's life. All the time, Nathaira wanted was not to become like her father. But she became like him. Maybe she shall apologize to him. Wait… not only him… but also Mason. He was a gem of a person. But she broke him, almost killed him. Tears slipped from her eyes as she thought about the things she did. 

Just then, Oliver came inside with food. Seeing her cry, he felt like shit. Nathaira wiped her tears and covered herself with the duvet. She was still naked under the covers. And with Oliver around her, she was feeling scared. She was worried that out of blue he would come and fuck her whenever he wanted. 

Her body was on the verge of collapsing at his constant intrusions. If she can, she wanted to clear all the misunderstandings and run away. Maybe she should return to her country or shall go to a different country. 

Oliver felt a pang in his chest when he saw Nathaira's action. He never thought he would act like this. But… this wouldn't have happened if she haven't taken that Cedric's name. 

Hiding the pain in his eyes, he went ahead. Taking his T-shirt, he made her sit properly. During that process, her blanket slid off exposing her breasts, which were filled with his kiss marks they were in red, blue, and purple color. His eyes darkened but he held the urge to make her as his. 

Nathaira couldn't take it anymore. She cannot cope up with him. This was the first time, she saw Oliver unleashing his strength like this. How could she bear this? Before she could say something, she was shocked by his action. 

Oliver saw she wanted to say something, but he said nothing. He helped her wear his shirt. Pulling the dirtied bedsheet aside, he sat beside her. 

"I got the hotel people to make soup for you," he said as he brought the bowl to her lips. 

"I can eat," she said. 

"Eat!" he said as he brought the spoon to her lips. She could sense he was getting angry. She doesn't want to piss him off anymore. Who knows if he starts banging her instead of feeding her if she pissed him off?

Silently she started eating food. 

"I don't want to stay here," she said. 

"You are stuck with me, sweetheart," he said as he fed her the last spoon. 

"Then take me to your place," she said, shocking him. 

"You mean it?" he asked raising her brow. 

Nathaira nodded. Oliver was afraid that she would pull some stunt during that process. 

"You can cuff me to yourself if you are worried," she said. 

"You said it," he said. 

After having food, Oliver helped Nathaira to freshen up. He bathed her despite her protests. He carried her in bridal style to his car. Even after they stopped in front of their apartment, he carried her. Nathaira could only bury her head in his neck in embarrassment. 

"Take me to the bedroom," she said. 

"You want me again? I am ready always," Oliver said with a smirk. 

"Shut up. I want to sleep," she said as she blushed. 

Oliver was shocked to see her change like this. He wondered if this was any of her plans to escape. 

After settling her on the bed, he went to bring a glass of water for her. Nathaira was self debating with herself. She doesn't know how to tell him. To clear misunderstandings, she needs to call everyone. But for that, she needs Oliver's permission. 

"Oliver," she called out when he came inside with water. 

"What?" he asked. 

"I want to meet Cedric," she said. 

Oliver slammed the water jug onto the ground angrily. He saw red. He was trying to control himself for a long time. But this stupid woman was making him lose his control. 

Grabbing her chin with force, he made her look at him. 

"I said you are mine. Get that into your stupid brain!" he said harshly. 

"L-listen to me on-once," she choked out. 

"I know… you want to get into his arms. Did you forget how you got fucked by me last night?" he asked. Her eyes were popping out of her sockets now. 

"I wan-want to clear mis-misunderstandings between him and El-eleaner and leave this country," she squeaked out. 

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