72 Don'st leave me

After dressing his wounds, Li Bingbing fell asleep while she was watching over him.

In her dream, she saw Xia Sinian looking at her with a blank look on his face. They were surrounded by darkness but she didn't notice it since her eyes were focused only to Xia Sinian. She was really happy to see him there but when he turned and started walking away, she started to run after him.

"Sisi!" She shouted but he never stopped.

"Xia Sinian, don't go!" She cried as she reached out her hand to him.

He was just walking but he was walking too fast that no matter how fast she ran, she couldn't get to him.

"Please don't go!" She begged. She continued to run she suddenly lost her balance, making her fall on the ground.

"Don't go... don't leave me..." She sobbed hard as she tried to get up. "Please come back..."

"Bingbing."

When she heard a man's voice, she raised her head to look at him but the light behind him was shining so brightly that she couldn't have a clear view of his face.

"Sisi?" Relief filled her body when she thought that he came back for her. She held the hand he offered before she stood up and hugged him.

"You're here! You came back!"

"Bingbing."

"Bingbing."

The man kept on saying her name.

"Bingbing, wake up."

When Li Bingbing opened her eyes, she found herself inside her room with Lu Xian Yu's worried face in front of her.

What... the hell? She was just dreaming?

"Did you have a bad dream?"

A bad dream? No, it wasn't a bad dream. As long as Xia Sinian was there, it would never be a bad dream.

"Bingbing, are you alright?"

She sat up and got off the bed. That dream... it must be a sign right? Could Xia Sinian be coming back for her?

But then, she suddenly remembered the night of the Gala. He said that he was already married and... he already has a child.

"Bingbing?" Lu Xian Yu couldn't help but get more worried when he saw her in a daze. He could clearly see in her eyes that her mind was drifting off somewhere.

Li Bingbing felt her heart being clenched by a hand when she remembered Xia Sinian's words. The ring he showed her was definitely a wedding ring and that could only prove that he was really married to someone else.

When Li Bingbing felt that her tears were on the verge of falling, she left the room.

No matter how many times Lu Xian Yu tried to call her, he was being ignored by him.

What happened? What kind of dream did she have? Who was Sisi? These were the thoughts that bothered Lu Xian Yu's mind.

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Ever since that day, Lu Xian Yu noticed the changes around Li Bingbing.

Aside from that, whenever they were having sex, there were times where she would moan that name and because of that it always made him angry inside. How can she think of someone else when he was the person in front of her?

He felt like someone was pricking his heart whenever he heard that name.

Lu Xian Yu stared at Li Bingbing's sleeping face. He badly wanted to make her his, he wanted her thoughts to be filled with only him but at that moment, he knew that it was going to be a hard thing.

Li Bingbing woke up and saw Lu Xian, staring close at her.

He looked like he was in deep thought. He didn't even notice that she was already awake and was staring back at him.

"I'll melt if you keep staring at me that way." Li Bingbing chuckled as she sat down.

He snapped out of his thoughts and a smile instantly appeared on his face. "I can't help it, you're so beautiful." He wrapped an arm around her waist and buried his face in her breasts.

She gave him a deadpanned look as she watched him rub his face on her breasts. "How long do I have to wait before you let me go?"

Lu Xian Yu raised his head and grinned at her. "Until I'm satisfied."

Her brow twitched at this. Until he was satisfied? That would take a long time before he does!

She pinched his cheek hard in irritation.

"Owww!!"

"Go and make breakfast for me, I'm starving."

Lu Xian Yu pouted, "You're always starving."

"It is your job to cook. You don't want to be kicked out of my place, do you?" She released his cheek and patted it lightly before she got out of the bed.

"I'm wounded, you should nurse me back to health." He pouted while he was rubbing his red cheek.

"It doesn't look that way. The energy you had last night wasn't that of a wounded man." She took off her shirt before she walked toward the bathroom.

Lu Xian Yu watched her walked toward the bathroom, butt naked and her body full of the marks he made that night.

Lu Xian Yu went out of the bed in his boxers. His hip was wrapped in a bandage and so was his arm. Seeing the bed was in a mess, he went and change the bed sheets and pillowcase. After he made sure everything was clean and neat, he went out of the room and headed to the kitchen to prepare breakfast for them.

Meanwhile, Li Bingbing was sitting inside the shower room, the drops of water, falling on her body.

She was hugging her knees as her mind started to drift off to the night where she saw Xia Sinian again. She would always end up thinking of that night whenever she was left alone.

She buried her face in her knees as she bursts out crying. She wanted to see him so badly, she wanted to be with him. All these years, she never stopped loving him. She kept on yearning for him.

If only she can go back in time, she wouldn't have let him go. She never should have turned away that day. She should have stayed and tried to convince him.

Was he... really married now? Did he really not love her anymore? Why does this have to happen between them? What went wrong in their relationship?