Chapter 37

Chapter 37 – Confusion and Selfishness (END)

[ One night, Lepis went to visit the back alley. It was such a place he wouldn’t even go to originally since it was a space full of garbage, and it reeked.

He wrapped himself in a long robe and entered a tavern in the corner. He called the store manager and set a gold coin down on the table.

Then, a man dressed in pretty neat clothes appeared and led him to the basement. As they went down quite a few floors, the stench of rotting corpses filled the entire space.

He sighed in exasperation. That was why he didn’t want to come to a place like this.

“You’re trying to kill a woman.”

“What kind of woman is it?”

“It’s Arne. She is a very dirty whore.”

Lepis thought of her and unknowingly frowned.

She was an unpleasant woman. He didn’t like the woman the first time he saw her, but now she spreads her legs to anyone. Everything that stood tall and looked more noble than anyone else, crumbled in an instant. All the unknown emotions.

The man tapped his desk with his finger and gave him a troubled look. Just like he knew who Arne was, he did not ask for further information.

“The place where she is located is the Imperial Palace, so the security is very strict.”

“300 gold.”

A sack of money was placed in front of the man. It was heavy just by looking at it.

“I won’t hold you accountable if you fail, but if you succeed, I’ll pay 10 times more.”

“Just leave it to me.”

The man laughed meanly.

As a result, he failed. Arne looked at the new face that collapsed in front of her eyes. The Emperor himself elected both servants and maids. The face he did not recognize, he savagely killed them.

When they entered the Imperial Palace, they had to obtain a permit. It was the person’s fault for ignoring the procedure because it was cumbersome.

Distria took the dagger from the dead man’s arms and threw it in front of Arne.

“You seem to owe me your life. Someone must hate you very much.”

Arne, covered in blood, smiled in vain.

The smell of fishy blood lingered on the tip of her nose. The blood, which had been hot a while ago, gradually cooled. She was about to scream. She’d rather be the one to die by his sword as she looked at the corpse, which had been cut before her eyes. ]

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Raphael, who had not been seen for several days, appeared. At the same time, I recalled a story I had missed. Oh… The plot of being taken to another county had disappeared. In regret, Raphael sighed. The plot worked in the story, so I was looking forward to it…

“I had to go to another country for a while, so I have been gone… Did you miss me?”

Yes. Very.

It was a pleasure to see him. I missed the s*x that took me out of these crappy, weird thoughts. He put the black leash around my neck and made me lie down before stepping on my back and whispering softly.

“I wanted to take you… It just so happened you were not in the palace at the time, unfortunately.”

The foot that had been on my back gradually descended. He smiled low as he rubbed his toes against the entrance.

My body was filled with anticipation of his actions and shedding love liquid.

Acacia took me to his mansion, and the story couldn’t progress. I thought that big things would inevitably happen… I knew it was simply my wish. I remembered the deaths of the people of the kingdom who had been ignoring them.

It was not inevitable. I made it that way. I killed them.

“I brought you something good instead.”

Raphael pulled my hair. He opened my lips with his fingers and pushed the liquid into my mouth. After feeding about half, he closed the bottle cap and threw it randomly on the floor.

I shook my head from side to side to avoid ingesting it. What? Was it a medicine…? To be honest, I was curious about what it was and wanted to swallow it quickly, but I pretended to rebel as much as I could.

“Swallow.”

He covered my mouth and nose. I held on to the limit and swallowed it. Tears flowed from the burning heat of my throat. I could feel the warm breath coming out of my mouth as I let out a sigh.

“Hu-uht…”

“It’s medicine… It worked really well.”

“…Heuk, huht.”

My body was getting hotter. There was a rising sense of excitement that it was difficult to control my body properly, though my mind was intact. Panting, I glared at Raphael. He pulled the leash.

As soon as he gave it strength, I was dragged into his arms.

While he forced my legs apart and put his fingers under me, Raphael constantly bit my ear and licked it while pistoning his finger. Whether it was the effect of the medicine or whether Arne shed a lot of water, the liquid wet his pants.

“Heup, hu-ugh, huuhkk…”

“Why are you so wet?”

He grabbed my collar and kissed my lips. Caressing my chest with the other hand and licking the inside of my lips, the finger that had touched my chest went down and pierced the entrance.

“….!”

It was hard to breathe because he held onto the collar and didn’t stop kissing me. His hand puncturing the bottom quickened. I thought I was about to come.

A pleasant sensation. My mind wandered, and my vision flickered.

“Did you cum?”

Raphael pulled his lips away and whispered to me. With a satisfied expression, he devoured me again for a long time. When he released his hand from the collar he was holding, I tumbled to the floor.

“Your posture is lewd. You must have been very hungry. Do you want me to put it in?”

He slapped my ass, which was resting on his lap. The sound of Raphael’s unbuckling was heard from below as I spit out water again. He grabbed my waist and lifted it slightly before clasping his p*nis at the entrance.

He pushed himself all the way to the end.

“Huaahng! No…!

My heart fluttered at the violent thrusting from the back. Raphael slowly rolled up my clothes from below and placed them in my mouth. From then on, he started moving in earnest. My head kept pounding on the floor because of my unsupported arm.

A weak moan escaped my closed mouth.

“Huuhh—huuhh…”

“Damn…! As expected, you are the best compared to other girl.”

He spoke obscenely and placed his lips on my back.

—Knock, knock.

Raphael’s pistoning stopped at the knocking on the door. He let out an annoyed sigh and put on his clothes. Seeing his pants soaked with my love liquid, he slapped me on the cheek.

“You’re drenched.”

He hurriedly put on his coat and opened the door.

I stared blankly at the door, not knowing what to do with this excitement. I was frankly angry that someone had visited in the middle of the tingling heat all over my body. Then, the red hair I saw through the door caught my attention for a moment, and I pulled the sheet and covered my body.

I spat out the clothes I was holding in my mouth.

Still, it didn’t hurt that much, either because of something I was biting in my mouth or because of the medicine. Even so, I didn’t feel so excited because I only came once.

“The Emperor is calling.”

“Haa… okay.”

He passed Lepis in annoyance. Seeing Raphael disappear, Lepis hurriedly ran to me.

“Are you okay?”

It felt like my reason was paralyzed again by his sweet body scent. Excitement flooded my hands as he untied the leash from my neck. I pushed Lepis’ chest away. He didn’t even touch my skin, but my body was warmed by the warmth I felt.

I wasn’t okay to only come once. I was okay because Raphael was far away… It seemed to be the kind of medicine that gets you excited when the opposite sex is nearby.

“…Ha… Go away.”

Lepis hardened.

He glanced at the bottle of medicine lying on the floor and had a strange expression as if he had noticed that I had taken the medicine. He let out a deep sigh.

Without hesitation, he opened the bottle cap and drank the remaining content. I gazed up at him, bewildered by his unexpected behavior. Gradually, Lepis’ breathing became rough. He took a deep breath.

The way he paused his breath and exhaled as if trying to hold back his heavy breathing was erotic.

“It is not your fault.”

Lepis hesitated for a moment, then took off his pants. He pulled out his strong p*nis and stared at me. Seeing him a little embarrassed at my gaze, I turned his head a little and whispered.

“It’s because of the medicine. Do not blame yourself.”

Clear liquid was flowing from the tip of Lepis’ p*nis. He exhaled excitedly, then quickly picked up his clothes and put them back on. As he exhaled hot breaths and wrinkled his face in pain, he didn’t even seem to have time to breathe.

I stared blankly at his steps.

Was I worthy of that? My reason, paralyzed by Lepis’ unexpected behavior, did not function properly. I said something I shouldn’t have said.

“I…I killed people.”

Nonsense came out

“The country is ruined because of my choices.”

He didn’t say anything and listened to me.

“I used to feel offended by anyone. But now, I don’t feel anything.”

“…That.”

“Now, there is no shame, no thought.”

“It is not your fault.”

I spat out words that were half-lie and half-truth. Lepis spoke to me in a guilty voice. He seemed to be reflecting on his actions at first when he forcibly took me.

“How do you love me like this?”

“You are lovely, too.”

His sweet words made me at a loss for words. It created emotions.

It created thinking… People who saw me other than me, people who were likely to turn their backs on me if I told them who I was… He didn’t seem to be like that. Perhaps, he felt like he was going to love anyone.

I don’t even have to pretend to be Arne anymore. He seemed to love me that much.

“It’s just you, you’re so lovely.”

However, I couldn’t feel any special feelings towards Lepis, who whispered sweet words.

In the end, on that day, I slept with Lepis. I caught him as he was about to leave the room. Even though I couldn’t feel any emotions at his desperate confession, I wanted to solve the excitement in my body right away.

I used Lepis’s heart, who couldn’t refuse my words of love.

I took advantage of his love.