Chapter 42

Chapter 42 – What Truth (1)

Lepis’ face flushed red at my touch. I had only touched my hand, and at that slight touch, he exhaled a sigh of excitement.

“Now… I’m in danger.”

I reached out and gently touched Lepis’ chest.

With a twisted expression of excitement, he gently grabbed my hand as it touched his chest. It was hard to bear even this moment when he held my hand, so I quickly released my hand. Lepis took a deep breath and looked like he was about to climax at any moment.

Oh… good. A good reaction?

“…Haaa.… Don’t do it. It’s hard to bear.”

He was breathing hot air as the tip of his ear was red hot. I placed my hand on Lepis’s hand, holding the doorknob before closing the slightly open door.

—Click.

After locking the door, I glanced at Lepis’ face.

He looked at me blankly for a moment as if he didn’t understand the situation. A few moments passed, and he, whose face was redder than before, covered his face with one hand. Even his ears, which were not covered with his hands, were dyed red.

“…Don’t look.”

Sitting down, he muttered softly.

Wow… It was kind of cute. His reaction seemed to bring out a laughter. I tried to calm my lips and opened my mouth bluntly.

“What I will do now is to relieve your and my discomfort.”

Even though I knew that being separated from my reason would make me feel better, I still wanted to sleep with him unknowingly.

“…Is that all?”

Lepis, who regained his sanity, gazed up at me. He seemed a little disappointed. Nonetheless, I had no desire to advance my relationship with him.

To draw a line for him this was only my will.

“Then, what emotions should I have?”

He got up and embraced me.

At that, I felt his body hard and hot. Under his clothes, I could feel his bulging p*nis. It was a great presence. I was overcome with the urge to touch Lepis’ thing. However, there was no room for me to move in his arms that tightly gripped me.

I licked my lips with my tongue in regret. I want to touch it.

As he grabbed my chin and lifted it up impatiently, I opened my mouth and welcomed his tongue. He scoured every corner of my mouth.

Lepis’s hot body temperature grew more and more excited. The dizzy feeling weakened my legs, making it difficult for me to stand. Lepis was aware of my condition, so he carefully laid me down on the bed and quickly took off my clothes.

“I don’t think I can… take it slow.”

He breathed heavily.

With a deep kiss, he carefully licked the saliva around my mouth. He gently gripped my chest and bit the apex. Lepis’s genitals trembled as if he wanted to get inside right away. The tip of his genitals was glistening with murky fluid.

Crazy, really obscene…

“You don’t have to come here and pretend you care.”

His expression hardened. Then, he opened his lips as if he wanted to say something and then shut his mouth tightly. Lepis sighed in excitement. The closer his body got closer, the louder his heartbeat could be heard.

His hand, gently caressing my chest, went down. He spread my legs apart and put his fingers in them. His mouth, which had been biting my chest, ran down my stomach and gradually went down.

A groan leaked out with his soft caress as he pecked at the flesh with his tongue.

“Ha-uht…!”

As if responding to my moan, Lepis buried his face and moved his hands more quickly. Every time he stabbed deep, a moan erupted without fail. I bit my lip.

“Hngg… Hunt—Uhng!”

Lepis, who had buried his face under me, raised his head. He climbed up from the inside of my thigh before kissing my belly, chest, and collarbone.

“Don’t bite your lip. It’s okay to moan. It’s all… because of the drug. This.”

“…nng.”

Rubbing his thing at the entrance, he then let out a low groan. Unable to bear it any longer, he slowly shoved it inside. His p*nis, which had already grown as large as it could, squeezed the entrance and entered more and more deeply.

I grabbed and pulled as if welcoming a stranger. His hot and hard stuff filled my inside.

Sweat was forming on Lepis’ forehead.

Even though I wanted him to move quickly, he didn’t move, saying he was considerate of me. His care made me impatient. With both hands, I wrapped my arms around his waist. I tightened my grip, unwittingly giving strength to the thrilling sensation when his tip touched further inward.

“Kuht… haa…”

Lepis’ body, which was heated with excitement, was hot. I stroked his hot, rigid, dense back. I felt the deep scars on my fingertips and traced them with my hand. Perhaps, the act of finding the beginning and the end of the scar gave Lepis excitement, he let out a long exhaled breath.

The scar that started on his shoulder line ran across his back to his hip. Many small wounds were felt around the large scar. My curiosity soared at his deep wounds.

Lepis’s p*nis burrowed deep into my body.

“Haa… I will move.”

“Huuhkk…!”

He gazed at me with feverish eyes. He grabbed my hand that was stroking his back and kissed his lips meticulously on each fingertip one by one, lovingly. The next moment, he began to move little by little and let out a rough breath.

“Ku-huk, haaa…”

I met his eyes as he looked at me lovingly. The speed at which Lepis moved his waist increased little by little. As he moved, he grabbed my leg and kissed my toe or calf. I felt tickled by the gentle gaze.

“I love you.”

Lepis sighed softly.

I pretended not to hear and avoided his gaze. Still, Lepis didn’t care as he bowed his head and kissed my lips, leaving red marks on my neck and shoulders. He kissed me all over my body.

“I love you.”

He hugged me softly.

As his climax was gradually creeping in, he increased the speed of his thrusting. The sound that stimulated the squeaking movement grew louder. At the same time, I felt like I was coming, too.

“Hu-uhng… huht…”

“Uhhng, hu-uhk…!”

Every time he poked inside, I let out a moan. Even the way I was drenched in excitement and moaning, he looked at me with loving eyes. He kissed me long. At the last moment of his climax, he took himself out of me and came for a long time on the sheet.

He let out a rough breath. He wiped his sweat-drenched hair and stared at me. Lepis’s p*nis inflated again.

I asked Lepis as he kissed my chest again.

“This, too… Is it because of the drug?”

“…It seems so.”

He coveted me and coveted me so much that I thought that his ascetic appearance before was all acting. Even after coveting me like a beast, if I showed signs of struggling, he would stop and ask about my condition.

I fainted for a moment in the intense pleasure, and when I opened my eyes, he had a worried expression like a dog looking at his sick master.

Of course, his p*nis swelled up again after he confirmed that I was fine. Even Lepis seemed unfamiliar with himself.

From sunrise to sunset, we vigorously entangled our bodies, and he fell asleep.

I looked at Lepis’ face, who was lying next to me, sleeping soundly. He had been whispering his love so much that every time we had sex, it hurt my ear. But, I don’t think I’ll ever like him… However, after vigorously sleeping with him, peace came to my gloomy heart.

I put my hand over his head. I gazed at his sleeping face and stroked his red hair.

Lepis, who opened his eyes, met my gaze. He grabbed my hand that was stroking his hair. He placed his lips on the back of my hand. Licking the back of my hand, he put my finger in his mouth and licked it. He looked at me as he put my hand in his mouth and licked it as well.

There was still a deep desire in Lepis’ eyes.

“…Stop.”

Lepis pulled out my licked hand. I was a little sad, too, though the time for making excuses about the drug was already over. We could have done it one more time by pretending not to know, although I didn’t want a more advanced relationship with him. I didn’t even want to give him a room.

After I filled my sexual desire, I didn’t need him now.

Lepis looked at me with sad eyes.

“It was just a pointless act.”

“….”

Lepis looked at me without a word as if he had been hurt. Even facing those eyes, I spoke calmly.

“…I don’t love you, I’d rather you die.”

“…I know. You don’t even have to say that.”

Those words were so cold that I wondered if they were meant to be said to a person who had slept with me.

Lepis smiled bitterly. He picked up the clothes that were lying miserably on the floor and put them on. His crumpled clothes didn’t suit him, who was always neat. It was a dark night with no moon. Only a faint light from the stars lit the room.

“Still, I will love you.”

Lepis put the least wrinkled clothes on me before buttoning on my clothes one by one.

…How could he love me so much? Even if he loved someone else, would he love them this much?

“I am not asking you to love me. Just let me love you.”

Saying so, he got down on his knees and kissed the top of my feet. He didn’t seem to feel humiliated even in this humiliating posture. Lepis gazed at me with sad eyes.

The arrogant and ignorant Lepis in the present was nowhere to be found, as if it was never there in the first place.

I ended up not answering him.

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