Chapter 165

After all, it was the young girls whose anger came and dissipated quickly. After talking for a while, everyone's atmosphere rose.

In the middle of the night, Xie Rufei couldn't help feeling sleepy, so he went to the next room to sleep early. Xie Ruyue sisters also have some yawns, but they are still talking with Xie Ruyun.

Just at this time, I heard the footsteps outside the door, and then I saw Li come in.

Xie Ruyun was stunned, then he began to smile, "how did mother come?" With that, she got up to support Li again and said, "you haven't been healthy these two days. Why haven't you slept yet?"

Li Shi waved and looked at sister Xie ruzhuo and said, "Zhuo Er Yue Er, you go to have a rest. I'll just guard here."

Xie Ruyue wanted to say something, but she was pulled by Xie ruzhuo, and then said with a smile, "OK, I'll go to sleep with my sister, and the second aunt will call us if we have something to do." Li Shi obviously has something to say. It's not good if they don't look in the way.

See two people in a hurry to leave, Xie Ruyun also some cramped, silent for a while just way, "mother can be something?"

But Li didn't answer her question. He just looked at her and said, "yun'er, you've grown so big." Said, her hand then involuntarily stroked Xie Ruyun's cheek, but by the latter with the subtle movement dodges.

Li's hand was in the same place.

Xie Ruyun was also aware of her actions. She said with a strong smile, "mother, I'm afraid I'm a little sleepy. You'd better go to bed earlier."

"No, I'm not sleepy. Girl, you've also called my mother for so many years. Let's talk about making friends with each other today. " Li shook his head, took out a handkerchief from his sleeve and put it on the table.

Xie Ruyun saw the obvious old handwriting on the handkerchief and felt a little embarrassed. Just nodded and said, "well, you can say what mother wants to say."

"Your mother, do you have any impression?"

As soon as he heard Li mention this topic, Xie Ruyun immediately felt that there was a knife in his heart. Of course, she has the impression of the woman holding herself and singing nursery rhymes, the woman who died when she was very young! Small as she is, it doesn't mean she doesn't remember anything!

Lu's words that day are still in my ears. Xie Ruyun only feels that her eyes are hot, and tears fall down involuntarily.

"What does mother want to say?"

She will be difficult to finish these words, tone has been coldly down.

"I want to tell you the truth."

Li Shi showed a wry smile and said, "yun'er, do you know how your mother died in those years?"

"She slipped, and then - two dead!" Xie Ruyun finally finished this sentence, only to feel confused in her mind. Yes, she was instilled with this excuse since she was a child, and now she almost believes it!

However, Li shook his head and said, "no, it's not. It's not the truth. I killed your mother

Hearing these words, Xie Ruyun couldn't help it any more and said, "why?"

It's clear that her mother is just a servant girl. Even if she is favored, she won't be killed in this way!

"Because she can't live!" Li's clenched lower lip, tears still can't help falling. What happened in that year has always been a knot in her heart. The reason why she chose to say it today is that she doesn't want Xie Ruyun's heart to have a knot in her heart all her life!

"Oh, because she's pregnant with a boy, she's taking the limelight from your wife?" At this point, Xie Ruyun can't help but roar even if she lowers her voice.

She wants to face after all. Tomorrow is her wedding day. Even if she wants to make trouble, she can't lose face at this juncture.

Li shook his head and wiped away the tears in his eyes. He said sadly, "yun'er, I've watched you grow up for so many years. In your heart, do I really have no tolerance?"

Smell speech, Xie Ruyun slightly a Leng. Since childhood, Li was not bad for her. Even if she was a common girl, she was more benevolent than her own daughter.

However, Lu's words were a thorn in her heart. Xie Ruyun was silent and didn't speak. She bowed her head and twisted her handkerchief. She didn't know what she was thinking.

Li sighed, feeling a little cold in his heart, and said slowly, "in fact, it's all my fault in the final analysis. If it wasn't for my mistake, it wouldn't have hurt your mother's life. Your mother is really beautiful. She is one year younger than me. She has served me since she was a child. I have no sisters at home, only brothers. She is like a sister to me. When I got married, I chose her as my dowry maid, which may not mean that I didn't mean to give her a face after passing through the door. But the night before she got married, she knelt down in front of me and asked me for something

Xie Ruyun stares at Li's face tightly, looking at the gentle touch on her face when she recalls the past. This kind of expression can't deceive people. Sometimes when Li is looking at himself, he can't help showing it. Xie Ruyun's new house was touched, a little soft down, but she suddenly stopped at this time. "What's the matter?" he asked

She opened her mouth several times and then said in a sad voice, "she said that she has a lover and doesn't want to marry with me! This is a good thing, but she should not, that person is my distant cousin! That person usually eats, drinks, whores and gambles, and is the most able to coax girls, how can I agree! So in the end, I forced her to marry with me to the Xie family. But who ever thought that my cousin really fell in love with her

Listen to her say here, Xie Ruyun suddenly dare not listen to go on, she can even imagine what happened behind. But reason asked for her, "what's next?"

Xu's memories of the past were too painful. Li felt that she was shaking all over. "I thought she would die when she gave birth to you. I even encouraged your father to open his face. How can I not feel pain when I share my husband with others after a month's marriage? But as soon as I thought that the other party was JinSu, I recognized it. But who ever thought that when I held a full moon banquet for you, my cousin came too. They held each other and cried in no one's place, and then they came back to life again. And that male fetus is not your father's child at all, but the bastard of both of them! "

"What are you talking about?"

The impact of this fact is so strong that it is like a basin of cold water pouring on the body. Xie Ruyun widens her eyes and whispers, "it's impossible, my mother, she..."

All of a sudden, she felt powerless to explain. At that time, she was less than three years old, and all her memories were vague. She didn't even know what kind of person her mother-in-law was.

"Although your father didn't know about it, he could see some clues. I told Jin Su to get rid of the child and clean up with my cousin, but she not only didn't listen, but even planned to elope! I hit her by mistake, but forgot that she was pregnant and could not stand. Then she slipped and fell. One corpse... Two lives! "

At last, Li couldn't help crying over her face. It was the girl she grew up with when she was a child. She had never suffered in the Li family since she was a child. She thought that she had pulled Jin Su out of the fire. Who ever thought that the cousin, the Playboy, would really turn over a new leaf, and her decision ruined their future.

Jin Su died. His cousin had already been admitted to Jieyuan, but after learning the news, he spent his whole life with wine.

The source of all this is her fault.

Even if she was kind at that time, it could not change the end of the matter. The blood of that night, and the relieved smile before Jin Su's death, became the nightmare in her heart all these years, which could never be forgotten.

She will never forget the words Jin Su said before she died, "Miss, don't bury me in Xie's house after I die. If I live and am imprisoned in this world, I just want to be free when I die. "

So she became a shrew and said that a concubine was not fit to be buried in the Xie family's ancestral grave. She built Jin Su's tomb on the mountain in the western suburbs. There are beautiful mountains and green all the year round. She thought that Jin Su would like it.

Xie Ruyun shook her head and let the tears on her face slide down. She said sadly, "what's the meaning of mother talking about these days? Tell me, my mother was to blame for everything in those years, and I want to be grateful to you for being so noble, don't I? "

"No, it's not! I just want to tell you, yun'er, don't let this matter become a knot in your heart. People should look ahead. You're a kind-hearted child. You're holding this kind of thing down, but you're holding yourself back. I can't bear it

Li is not a fool. She has seen the hidden things in Xie Ruyun's heart. She opened her mouth several times, but she didn't know where to start. Tonight, I made up my mind for a long time to tell this matter thoroughly.

Xie Ruyun sat in the same place dejectedly, took up the handkerchief for a while, and said, "is this my mother's relic?"

That small handkerchief, embroidered with a poem, "hate not born at the same time, day and day with your good."

Seeing Li nodding, Xie Ruyun folded the kerchief, rubbed it again, and then said, "since you have collected it for so many years, keep it. Tomorrow is a good day for me, so my mother should go back and tidy up. "

After all, she was cruel to Li, and her father didn't care much about her these years. She was afraid that most of what Li said in those years was true. It's just that there's something wrong with her. If Li didn't make his own decisions, wouldn't his mother's fate be so tragic today?

Li wanted to say something, but he didn't say anything at last. He just said, "Hello, I'll go back first." With that, she was reluctant to take a look at Xie Ruyun and just got up and went out.

This night, the red candle burning a whole night, candle tears dripping, like the heart of Xie Ruyun.

However, she didn't have much time to be sad. In the fourth shift, a bridegroom came to her house. Four well-dressed Fu niangs surrounded a Quan Fu mother-in-law to dress Xie Ruyun. Before going to the next room to rest a few sisters were awakened, are also happy to come in to see Xie Ruyun dressing.

For a moment, this small courtyard suddenly became lively again.

It was not until dawn that they were all ready. Then look at Xie Ruyun in the mirror, and you can see that he is an immortal.

Feng guanxia, wearing a wedding dress like fire, brushed the peach blossom against her delicate face, and the spring rain came into her eyes. A pair of eyebrows are far away, a face is as beautiful as smoke, a pendant is as delicate as beads, and the skin is as smooth as jade.