Although Su Mianyue was still drunk and asleep, Su Yu's face was still red and his heart was beating. When his lips were less than a centimeter away from Su Mianyue's lips, they finally stopped. A voice of disdain in his heart stopped this rude act.
Who knew Su Mianyue would open his eyes at this moment and look at him drunk and ask, "Yu, what are you going to do?"
Su Yu instantly blushed and jumped up. His hands and feet looked at Su Mianyue, not knowing how to store them. After a long time, he said, "Nothing, I just... Just..."
Although Su Yu usually lied a lot, in the face of Su Mianyue's intoxicated but impure eyes, Su Yu did not know what to say and wanted to find a hole in the ground.
If Su Mianyue had not been drunk at this moment, he would have noticed Su Yu's abnormality. Perhaps he would have joked, "A pure young man in love is the cutest."
Su Mianyue swallowed his saliva as his hand caressed his smooth forehead. He frowned uncomfortably and said, "Yu, get me a glass of water. I'm so thirsty."
Su Yu was looking for an opportunity to leave, to ease the awkwardness. Hearing this, he quickly turned around to pour tea. But when he turned around, he saw Su Mianyue kicking the quilt in bed with a sad face and revealing her delicate white collarbone due to her movements. He suddenly felt that it was difficult to lift his feet.
With her eyes fixed on Su Mianyue, Su Yu did not realize that she was bullying Su Mianyue with her eyes. She felt something surging in her throat, her heart beating so fast that her ears were invented, and her stomach felt even hotter.
Before tea could soothe his throat, Su Mianyue frowned unhappily and shouted, "Water, I want water."
Only then did Su Yu come to his senses and quickly walked to the bed. He helped Su Mianyue up and gave her a cup of tea to drink.
Because of drinking too much, Su Mianyue drank three glasses of water in a row to show that he was not thirsty. After all this torment, he was a little more sober, pulling Su Yu to put the teacup away from him. Su Mianyue did not realize how ambiguous the position of leaning against Su Yu's arms was.
His back was straight, except for the arm that Su Mianyue had pulled on his sleeve and had to put it on his knee. Su Yu looked ahead in a daze, lest he would do something wrong on impulse if he looked any further.
His love was aboveboard, and he would never do anything against her wishes when Su Mianyue was unconscious, so he stopped at the last minute and didn't kiss Su Mianyue.
"Yu, I know the hatred in your heart is no less than mine, but you have to promise me not to act rashly until you are fully prepared. Even the result of both defeats and even the burning of stones is not worth it." Su Mianyue's voice was heavy and difficult to conceal as he spoke.
"I know." Su Yu nodded. After the destruction of his country and his family, his reason had always been controlled by emotion, except for Su Mianyue's appearance.
However, Su Mianyue did not conflict with the great cause of restoring the country, and Su Yu did not intend to use Su Mianyue. He just wanted to protect her and become the person who gave her happiness.
I don't know if I heard Su Yu's words, but Su Mianyue's little head rubbed against his chest like a lazy persian cat, waiting for a comfortable angle to stop, but his voice was a little choked, "Yu, I'm not as strong and optimistic as I used to be. I want to have a family that loves me and a normal life, but that's a requirement I've always wanted in any era."
With a sneer, a line of tears fell from the corner of his eyes and dripped on the back of Su Yu's hand. His heart ached so much that he wanted to lift his hand to wipe away Su Mianyue's tears, but he found that Su Mianyue was holding his sleeve tightly, forgetting that there was still one hand left idle. He only looked at Su Mianyue's closed profile for a moment and did not speak.
"I can laugh them off if they want to harm me and take the position of queen. After all, I disdained that position. I didn't even retaliate against them on various pretexts when I came out because I felt that fighting with those people would dirty my hands and I didn't want to have anything to do with the past. But..." After a pause, Su Mianyue suddenly opened his eyes. His eyes were red with hatred, and he said coldly, "They shouldn't have attacked the Su Family. I will make them pay back the blood debt of the Su Family twice. I will make them go to the ground to make amends to the su family in pain, not take their lives easily."
Blunt knives were always the most painful way to cut flesh, and Su Mianyue's revenge was definitely in this way that people could not survive, not the happy enmity in the world.
Once a person dies, everything is over.
Looking at Su Mianyue's aura of hatred turning cold, Su Yu held her hand in pain and whispered, "Yue, you still have me."
Looking at Su Mianyue, who was still drunk and suppressing his emotions, Su Yu wished he could kill the culprits right now. But if Su Mianyue wanted to punish his enemies slowly, he would respect Su Mianyue's choice, which was in line with his original intention. Otherwise, the Gu Family would have been cut off for a crime they did not commit.
However, Su Mianyue was able to ease the sadness in his heart by being slightly drunk. Su Yu was also relieved that being depressed for too long would distort one's character and make it impossible to feel happy openly.
If she could, Su Yu wished Su Mianyue could be as proud of the world as she sang.
As for the bloodthirsty methods, he could do it.
Because of su yu's gentle words, Su Mianyue immediately burst into tears. Her repressed feelings found a way to vent, and she buried her head in Su Mianyue's chest and sobbed.
Yes, she and Yu, and biwu. They wouldn't abandon her for any reason.
No, and Wanyan Lin.
That evil-looking man always appeared when she needed him. Even if there were benefits to their friendship, what su mianyue could not deny was that she would think of that evil-looking face when something happened, including after she learned that the Su Family had been destroyed, she wanted Wanyan Lin to stay with her. But every time she had a chance to vent her pain, she was by Su Yu's side.
Perhaps it was not that there was no chance, but Su Mianyue was used to leaving a little warning around Wanyan Lin, but he could indulge in front of Su Yu. Otherwise, how could Su Mianyue give himself a chance to be weak at such a sensitive time as Yan Capital?
She always felt that tears were a sign of weakness, but she was not sad. As tough as su mianyue, once the crying mode is turned on, the tears can't be stopped like a burst of water.
Su Mianyue didn't know how long she had been crying until she felt less flustered because she was not fully awake and didn't feel embarrassed. Instead, she whispered in a sobbing voice, "Yu, do you know how much I hate myself after I learned about the Su Family incident? After leaving the Tianlan, I had the time and ability to bring them out. I believe they would like to follow me to live a life of anonymity, but I naively thought it would be better for them to stay there, thinking that I would pick them up in a few years. If I hadn't taken them away in the first place, they would still be alive and well, and they could have a family reunion. The Gu Family killed them, and Mu Tinng was their accomplice, so am I."
Su Mianyue kept whispering, saying words of self-reproach. In the end, her voice was hoarse and did not stop. Su Yu raised his hand and gently stroked her back. Listening to Su Mianyue's words, he finally had to think for her body and click Su Mianyue's sleeping acupoint.
After putting Su Mianyue down and covering himself with the quilt, Su Yu said with a grim expression, "Yue, it's not your fault. I know how important they are to you and am more capable of settling them than you are, but I was just as careless. It's my failure to protect your family. I'm sorry."
With that, a kiss fell on the back of Su Mianyue's hand. Su Yu sat by the bed and looked at Su Mianyue, who was still slightly frowning in his sleep. He was not sleepy at all.