Walking out of Commander's Mansion, Su Mianyue's cold and arrogant breath disappeared instantly. His eyes were filled with heartache and confusion, and he did not know where to go.
Recalling the little things he knew with Wanyan Lin, he had always been like a guardian, saving her from more than once, and she had tried her best to help Wanyan Lin.
In the end, she mustered up the courage to be with Wanyan Lin, as if it was because of Wanyan Lin's strength and protection when Empress Dowager was unhappy with her. At that time, Su Mianyue only felt that if a man put you in the most important position in his heart, everything would be worth it.
After that, the two of them worked together for the stability of the Hengyuan. She thought that they would keep walking hand in hand like this, and that they would be together forever and happily.
But reality slapped Su Mianyue so hard that she saw the wrong person. How could Wanyan Lin touch her best friend?
Compared to the betrayal of love, Xuezhu's betrayal did not hurt so much. After all, the little thing between a man and a woman that a man could not do if he was not interested, but Wanyan Lin did not restrain himself.
"Miss?" A familiar voice came into her ear. Su Mianyue's confused expression loosened, but she did not know that Biwu had called her several times.
Su Mianyue looked for the source of the voice, but Biwu had already run to Su Mianyue and said happily, "Miss, it's really you. You make Biwu easy to find!"
"Biwu..." Su Mianyue called out in a low voice, trying to move the corner of his lips and smile, but his face was stiff and could not make a single expression.
"Miss, what's wrong with you?" Seeing that Su Mianyue was not right, Biwu quickly grabbed her hand, only to realize that Su Mianyue's hand was very cold, and there was no joy of reunion at the moment. He took Su Mianyue and walked towards the inn, deciding not to ask so much for the time being.
Following Biwu's footsteps, Su Mianyue only felt the pain and anger in her chest that was about to explode eased a little. There was still someone in this world who cared about her, wasn't there?
After arriving at the inn, Su Mianyue did not say a word, but fell on the bed as if she had fallen asleep. Biwu could tell from her breathing that Su Mianyue was not really asleep, but she did not wake Su Mianyue up. First, she asked the kitchen to prepare some food and hot water, and then turned back to the bed to guard Su Mianyue.
After a few months, Biwu was haggard, and Su Mianyue had lost some weight. Both the master and servant were not in good condition, but Su Mianyue did not realize that Biwu was not in the right state, and he was still immersed in the pain of betrayal.
For the first time in a relationship, the result was this. Su Mianyue could not adjust his mind for a moment.
At midnight, the waiter knocked on the door again. The food had been heated several times, and the hot water was cold and boiling. The kitchen was going to be closed now. They had to wait for tomorrow if they didn't want it. Biwu had given them a reward for waiting for more than an hour.
Seeing Su Mianyue frown slightly, Biwu opened the door to hit someone with silver, but heard Su Mianyue whisper, "Send someone in."
When Biwu heard this, he went back to the waiter in the room and said, not long after the hot food and hot water were sent in. Su Mianyue had no appetite and only ate two mouthfuls under Biwu's care before putting down the dishes. Biwu was worried about Su Mianyue's situation, so he did not continue eating and served Su Mianyue a bath.
Soaking in the hot water, Su Mianyue felt that his body was really warm, but his heart was still cold.
"Biwu, I was wrong." After a long time, Su Mianyue spoke to Biwu, who was heating the water, and two lines of clear tears slowly fell.
It was wrong to listen to Su Yu. Even Shangguan Pei said that Wanyan Lin was not a good person, right?
After a few years of interaction, she had not even seen through Wanyan Lin's character. She fell down like a fool. She was really the number one fool in the world.
Biwu opened his mouth and did not answer. All Su Mianyue needed now was an audience.
It wasn't until a bucket of hot water was gone and Su Mianyue's skin was all blistered and wrinkled that she heard her say again, "Baby Biwu, do you think I'm stupid? I used to laugh at your naivety, but now I know that I'm the most naive one, the patterned tucson is broken."
Listening to Su Mianyue's self-deprecating tone, Biwu could still feel Su Mianyue's heartache even though she could not understand what the last sentence meant. She had already been hurt physically and mentally. Before she could complain to her own miss, she found that her own miss was hurt more than she was.
When wiping Su Mianyue's back, how could Biwu miss the scars left by those two arrows? She was sure that Su Mianyue didn't have such a wound before they parted, but she didn't know where it came from. She could only distinguish the old from the new according to the color of the wound.
"Don't you always say that a fool is blessed with stupidity? There's nothing wrong with being naive. Even if you get hurt, you can quickly repair yourself. Just like what you always say, a big scar on your head when you lose a bowl, and then you become a good man 18 years later. Besides, we are still alive. That's lucky." After what happened to Si Jingjie, Biwu matured a lot. It was the price of tears and blood.
"Yes, I am lucky to be alive." Su Mianyue murmured and slowly got up from the water, but the long soak made her feel a little weak. If Biwu hadn't held her up in time, she would have fallen into the tub.
That night, the master and the servant lay in the same bed without any communication, but they both knew that the other party was as sleepless as themselves.
For three days in a row, Su Mianyue stayed in the inn and never walked out of the room. The waiter brought her food. She needed absolute silence to wake herself up. Su Mianyue never thought that love was the most important thing in her life, even if it was painful now, she would not be knocked down.
Seeing that Su Mianyue's complexion was gradually getting better, and although there were still hidden wounds deep in her eyes, she could see the strength of the past, Biwu was finally relieved. She knew that time could heal all wounds.
"Biwu, why did you take so long to find me?" After breakfast, Su Mianyue perked up and chatted with Biwu. She was sorry for being in a trance for the past few days and ignoring Biwu, who really cared about her.
"I've been walking around with miss and missed it." Put the bowls and chopsticks into the food box. Biwu hesitated to tell her why she had come at this time. Although Su Mianyue never said a word, Biwu could still guess that Su Mianyue's sadness had something to do with Wanyan Lin. Otherwise, Wanyan Lin lived in Commander's Mansion, and Su Mianyue had no reason to stay in an inn for three days.
And for the past three days, Wanyan Lin did not send anyone to look for Su Mianyue, which was something that would never have happened before.
"Biwu, you are my closest and most trusted person. Do you need to beat around the bush to talk to me?" Su Mianyue said in a lonely voice. She was just sad, not hurt her brain.
Pursing his lips, Biwu poured a cup of tea and handed it to Su Mianyue, "I'm from Imperial Capital. The Ministry of Rites officials are preparing a post-sealing ceremony. The decree has been sent to the yin residence."
Her heart skipped a beat, and the glass in her hand slipped to the ground. The sound of the broken glass did not bring Su Mianyue back to her senses. She did not know that the tea had soaked her dress.
Biwu sat still, giving Su Mianyue enough time to digest the news. She could feel Su Mianyue's feelings, but she was worried that Su Mianyue would not be able to bear the blow.