Chapter 105

Chu Xiaoyi turns on the light in the teahouse. He and Liang Shuangqi sit here and communicate without disturbing the rest of the family. Chu Xiaoyi found a clean cup. He poured a glass of water for the little boy. He didn't adapt to the atmosphere for a moment. Without words, he said, "do you want something to eat?"

Liang Shuangqi shakes his head. He didn't intend to enter the house, but now he comes in confused. Chu Xiaoyi has never been the object of talk. His mood is also quite subtle. He doesn't know what to say.

Fortunately, when Liang Shuangqi finished sorting out his state, he began to talk from the beginning in an orderly way and made up for Chu Xiaoyi's missing information. The reason is that Liang Shuangqi won the international Bronze Award. He was invited by a famous school under many recommendations. The school does not need tuition fees and provides scholarships, and there are few enrollment places.

Because the school is an orchestra system, there are only 13 cello majors. When graduates give up their positions, the school will recruit new students, even regardless of their age and only look at their piano skills. Liang Shuangqi belongs to the youngest group in the school. Only his parents want to accompany him to study abroad, but it is bound to affect his parents' work and life.

Chu Xiaoyi thought thoughtfully, "don't you want your mother to accompany you abroad?"

"It's not just this..." Liang Shuangqi pondered for a few seconds. He lowered his eyes slightly and said frankly, "in fact, I don't want to go abroad."

Liang Shuangqi never said this to the people around him. It mainly sounds like he doesn't appreciate it. He must be scolded by others.

Chu Xiaoyi straightened up in an instant. He looked at each other incredibly and said, "why? Do you know what this school stands for? You may become an international top performer?"

Although Chu Xiaoyi doesn't study classics, he knows that this school is in the music circle at least.

Liang Shuangqi muttered in a low voice: "I know, people around say that every day. Brother, you say something new..."

Liang Shuangqi suddenly regretted. He was afraid that Chu Xiaoyi, like the orchestra teacher, would like to force himself in. All the major music students knew the status of the school.

Chu Xiao Yisi and the Imp's previous arrogant attitude reminded him, "if you dare to say you can't see this school, I'll beat the child next second."

Chu Xiaoyi: if you dare to cry in front of the out of school elderly, don't blame me for relying on the old to sell the old and disrespect the old!

"No..." Liang Shuangqi pursed his lips. He hesitated for a moment and spoke sadly, "but I always feel that if I choose to go abroad, I can see my future life at a glance."

Chu Xiaoyi: "what do you mean?"

Liang Shuangqi saw that the other party didn't understand. He simply broke his fingers to analyze and said slowly: "if I go to school now, I will continue to practice the piano, and the intensity will be greater, and I don't have time to do other things. I began to stay in the Orchestra when I was five or six years old, and now it's several years, completely disconnected from the normal school..."

"I may become a great cellist, but will I really do this in the future? I have been practicing at school, touring with the orchestra, and then performing individually. In addition, I can't do anything. Even if I want to change my job one day, I can't do anything else."

Liang Shuangqi can't imagine that Chu Xiaoxiao has the opportunity to choose all kinds of jobs after many years, but he can only play the cello. It's terrible. If he really chooses to study abroad, he has seen his unchanging development track in the future. How his predecessors develop, he will develop.

Chu Xiaoyi didn't expect that the other party was young and thought a lot. He was stunned and said, "you think so much?"

Liang Shuangqi frowned and said, "of course, but these words can't be said to my parents and teachers..."

Chu Xiaoyi suddenly realized that if Liang Shuangqi said these words to others, it would be like scolding. The orchestra teacher will not mention it for the time being. It's probably not easy to convince parents. After all, studying abroad is a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity. It's simply a smooth road, but Liang Shuangqi's personal will is like an endless cloud, which can't be compared at all.

Chu Xiaoyi looked at the sad little boy opposite. For a moment, he looked in a trance, as if he had been recalled for a long time.

Liang Shuangqi noticed Chu Xiaoyi's silence. He said helplessly, "in fact, I know what adults think. They think this is the safest way. I really don't have a chance to prove that I can do anything else, but I always feel that this choice... I'm very unwilling..."

This is where Liang Shuangqi is tangled. He used to encounter injustice and can prove it with his strength. It's like surpassing others in the orchestra, but this time it's different. He has never tried anything else. His time is completely occupied by the cello. Naturally, he can't find a better skill than the musical instrument.

He had no chance to prove that he could only play the piano now, could not convince anyone, and left deep weakness. When his mother arranged for him to learn the piano, he practiced diligently, but at that time, he was at most pushing the boat with the current and was not ready to do it all his life.

Liang Shuangqi said in distress, "I don't know if my brother can understand this feeling, but I always feel that if I follow my mother this time, I won't have a chance to do anything else..."

Liang Shuangqi is also reflecting on himself and weighing the pros and cons recently. Of course, he knows that choosing a cello will have advantages. Everyone around him is trying to persuade and inspire, but he can't pass this level in his heart.

Does he have to be planned by talent before he chooses his future? But he has made so many efforts. Who can be sure that his piano skills come from illusory talents rather than his own time on the cello? Maybe he can do other things?

[I don't know if you are suitable for playing the piano, but I think you will be very good at everything in the future.]

This is what Chu Xiaoxiao said before. Liang Shuangqi was so convinced at the beginning, but he wavered when facing the choice. He was forced to make a choice before he had another ability.

"I know..." Chu Xiaoyi answered calmly, "I know this feeling."

Chu Xiaoyi sighed. He suddenly leaned back on the back of his chair, looked at the ceiling, smiled bitterly and said, "because you think you don't speak this time, you still don't have a chance to speak in the future, and you can't have a chance to speak again..."

"Just like I did at the beginning, if I didn't open my mouth, I would choose a safe major according to my father's idea, then honestly go to college, get a good job after graduation, and come all the way..." Chu Xiaoyi was helpless, "You don't even have a chance to speak, because you are too weak. He is much stronger than you. Your ideas only make people feel childish and unrealistic."

Chu Xiaoyi occasionally remembers what happened when he was 18. If there was no sister at home and time went back at the moment, would he have a dispute with his father? Even though he has reconciled with his father now, he knows that there will be no change at that moment because he was too weak at that time.

Although his mouth is full of hot-blooded dreams, anyone sounds like a fool's dream. Who can determine the future success, it's better to choose the safest way. He hasn't had a chance to prove to his father, what can he use to persuade each other?

Human beings are animals that pursue comfort. As long as you give way first, you can give way again, then keep giving way again and again, and finally kill your original ambition. Efforts and struggle are children's stories, and risk minimization is adult stories.

Chu Xiaoyi will now think about what would happen if he didn't rebel and leave home, but no matter how he deduces, history seems to repeat itself. Even if he and his father have no contradiction in the college entrance examination volunteers, he will still have differences when he graduated from work, and there will be differences after his work doesn't improve, so he can never escape this link.

Liang Shuangqi's experience is so similar to his. They can't prove it in a short time, but they have come to the choice of life. The adults around have rich experience and deep experience. They plan everything without giving them a chance to interrupt.

Liang Shuangqi was silent for a moment. He asked slowly: "... Do you regret it?"

"My brother has to prepare for college again now. If you don't succeed now, will you regret it?" Liang Shuangqi certainly knows that Chu Xiaoyi is hard to prepare for the exam. If the other party had studied at the beginning, maybe you don't have to face these at all.

Chu Xiaoyi's eyes were far away. He gradually came out of his memories without even half hesitation: "I don't regret it."

"I probably regret the way I communicated with my parents, but I don't regret making my choice." Chu Xiaoyi paused for a few seconds. He considered his words and revealed his original voice for the first time. "Although it's a little hypocritical to say so, even if I don't have any achievements, I won't regret now, because I knew at that time that it was the only opportunity..."

"If I hadn't made my choice alone, I might never have grown up."

If his attitude at that time was not firm enough, his father might never think he grew up, never take his words seriously, and still take care of everything for him. He probably won't be a singer after graduation, and may be idling in his father's company.

He and his father have become mature now, but he tried his best to prove himself mature in the past.

"But it's painful and painful not to regret, which means that you completely leave the protection of your parents. You should be responsible for every choice you make, and there are no more objects to blame and complain about. You may get very bad, make no money at all, and feel that your efforts have not been rewarded. Even being ridiculed, it's better to study abroad..." Chu Xiaoyi thought about his practice career. He looked at Liang Shuangqi seriously and asked, "do you have the courage to accept all this?"

Chu Xiaoyi occasionally felt that perhaps it was the inexplicable young impulse that drove him, so he would clench his teeth and survive the darkest moment, so he didn't regret it. If he hadn't experienced the worst time, he might never touch his dream. People were forced to work hard.

"Even if I say I don't regret now, I still bear the cost of not regretting. As you said, I have to prepare for the exam and even pay more efforts. There may be a greater cost in the future..." Chu Xiaoyi said slowly, "your non regret makes you grow up, but if you try your best to grow up and only grow into an ordinary person, can you accept this reality?"

He said calmly, "if you have the courage to run hard and prepare for failure, follow your heart. If you can't bear all this, there's nothing wrong with being content with the status quo, and it's good to study cello abroad."

Chu Xiaoyi can't let Liang Shuangqi make the same choice because of his own choice. He can only put the future in front of each other and let the little boy make his own choice. Only Liang Shuangqi makes his own choice, this matter will have real significance, just like he did in those years.

Liang Shuangqi whispered, "how painful will it be if you don't regret it?"

Chu Xiaoyi: "growth may be the pain of breaking bones."

Liang Shuangqi fell silent. He looked at the water in the cup and didn't speak for a long time.

At the end of their exchange in the teahouse, Chu Xiaoyi didn't know how much the little boy listened to or what choice the other party would make. He took Liang Shuangqi to the gate of the courtyard and said, "do you want me to see you off?"

"No, the street lights are still on." Liang Shuangqi thought about it, and he said again, "brother, in fact, you just said something wrong."

Chu Xiaoyi: "what?"

Liang Shuangqi said calmly, "I think all people are ordinary people, so growing up into ordinary people is not a punishment."

Chu Xiaoyi was stunned.

"But your words also give me a lot of inspiration. Ordinary people may be more able to do extraordinary things." Liang Shuangqi's eyes are faint. "I'll think of it myself."

Liang Shuangqi finished. He looked down at the bag in his hand and hesitated: "this..."

Chu Xiaoyi: "when you give it to her next time, I won't hand it over for you."

Liang Shuangqi didn't expect the other party to be so talkative. He was surprised and said, "brother, you really look like a person today."

Chu Xiaoyi smiled with a smile: "what is' image '? Remove the' image 'for me."

Chu Xiaoyi: is that how you talk to the tree hole? I think you want to fight!

Chu Xiaoyi suddenly remembered something. He said aloud, "no matter what choice you make in the end, I'll give you something at that time."

Liang Shuangqi was slightly surprised: "OK..."

Liang Shuangqi waved goodbye to Chu Xiaoyi. He left slowly along the street lamp in the night and said leisurely, "bye, great ordinary brother!"

Chu Xiaoyi couldn't help but make complaints about "you're ordinary. There's no ordinary gene in our family."

Chu xiaoyimu sent the little boy away. He relaxed in the dark. Although Liang Shuangqi didn't say the answer, he seemed to know the other party's choice. As he went back to the teahouse to clean up, he said duplicity: "don't complain in the future..."

After Chu Xiaoyi returned to the house, Chu Xiaoyi noticed a slight change in her brother's mood. She walked out of her partner's parting slightly and said suspiciously, "were you just outside? It seems like a long time?"

Chu Xiaoyi said casually: "yes, I talked to the stray cat for a while, so I was a little delayed..."

Chu Xiaoxiao: "

Chu Xiaoxiao: "did you feed it?"

Chu Xiaoyi: "no, he's too ugly. He just poured water."

Chu Xiaoyi felt that her brother attacked the little animal. She looked strange and frowned. Chu Xiaoyi patted her generously and said, "well, don't frown. If Liang Shuangqi can go abroad, I'll perform Handstand on the spot!"

Chu Xiaoxiao only thought that her brother was teasing herself again. She whispered: "... It's not serious to stand upside down when seeing you off at the airport. Brother Qi Qi will feel very strange."

Chu Xiaoyi gritted his teeth and said, "I won't stand upside down at the airport!" as long as Liang Shuangqi doesn't get tied abroad by aliens on the road.

Chu Xiaoyi can't disclose the news yet. He has to restrain himself and wait for the parties to announce.

Liang Shuangqi's way home is neither long nor short, but it's enough for him to make a thorough decision. After he opened the door, he felt the sad and dreary atmosphere in the house. This feeling lingered for a long time recently, which made the three people and one cat feel bad.

Liang Chen opened the door for his son. He saw the bag in each other's hand and said in surprise, "didn't you say you wanted to send something to Xiao Xiao?"

Liang Shuangqi put the bag aside. His eyes were clear and his attitude was firm. He solemnly said, "Mom and Dad, I want to seriously discuss something with you."

Liang Chen and he Yan saw their son so determined for the first time. They all sat on the sofa blankly, and liangst, the black cat, leaned over. Liang Chen hesitated and said, "you say."

Liang Shuangqi glanced at the study abroad materials on the tea table. He calmly said, "I don't want to study abroad."

He Yan was surprised. She hurriedly said, "if you're worried about accompanying reading..."

Liang Shuangqi shook his head: "no, mom, I don't want to play the piano all my life."

He Yan: "what do you mean?"

Liang Chen: "you go on."

Liang Shuangqi took a deep breath. His eyes were burning and said frankly: "in fact, I wanted to say this a long time ago. I'm not a musical genius or a cello prodigy. I'm just an ordinary child. I want ordinary happiness..."

News reports described him as an excellent piano player, but he knew he was just a pupil who hated dogs.

"I just want my family to get together happily. I want my mother to work and live in a familiar environment. I want you not to worry about studying abroad alone. I know what you are worried about, but can you give me some time and give me a chance to prove..."

"Although my qualification is very ordinary, as long as I try my best, I can do something better than playing the piano. I want to try to do other things in the future."

His eyes were like fine black jade, full of clear and soft light, looking straight at his parents on the sofa.

Liang Shuangqi felt more relaxed than ever. This sentence was buried in his heart for too long. Everyone was praising his talent, so that he couldn't judge himself. The answer is very important to him whether he can get to this point by talent or by his own efforts.

He just felt unwilling and wanted to know the answer even if he had to be broken.

When the young eagle leaves the warm nest and spreads its wings on the edge of the cliff, of course, it will be frightened, but it still doesn't give up trying to fly alone, even if it may fall to pieces.

He Yan couldn't help but be dumb. She didn't know what to say at the moment. She led her son to the road of music, but she couldn't help but blush her eyes when she heard "the family reunited happily".

She is indeed as Liang Shuangqi said, not as strong as she imagined, but she has been taking him forward, so she can't flinch at will as a mother. Even if she was reluctant to give up, she would convince herself with her son's future and restrain her sensibility with reason.

He Yan suddenly raised her neck and tried not to shed tears. She couldn't say anything: "you do... You do..."

Liang Chen said calmly, "what if you can't do it?"

Liang Shuangqi stood at attention. He said calmly, "then I don't regret it. I'm willing to accept the reality."

Liang Chen: "you won't blame anyone? Can you be responsible for your choice?"

Liang Shuangqi was like taking an oath. He said word by word: "I won't blame anyone. I'm responsible for my choice."

Liang Chen stood up. He decisively picked up the paper and pen on the table and said, "well, there's nothing to say. We're making a written note now. You should be responsible for your words..."

Liang Shuangqi did not hesitate. After reading the agreement drafted by his father, he signed his name one stroke at a time. Liang Chen also signed in the back, and then handed the signature paper to He Yan.

He Yan roared with a cry: "how can he say he won't go? What are you doing?"

Liang Chen couldn't help laughing: "but this is his life, and you cry like this."

He Yan is clearly the most unacceptable person to be separated, but she represses her sadness that she is about to break the embankment, pretends to deal with everything rationally, and finally breaks out completely at this moment!

She finally signed on the white paper, and then burst into tears in her husband's arms, venting her unspeakable emotions recently.

Liang Chen calmly patted her on the back and said in a warm voice, "well, well, just cry..."

Liang Shuangqi took his oath paper and looked at it carefully, with the name of a family of three on it. He thought for a moment, then took up the paw of the black cat liangst, stained it with some inkpad and asked it to draw a paw. Only then did he feel a little satisfied.

The black cat liangst rubbed his paws on the paper. He was at a loss about the continuous Paw Prints: "meow?"

Liang Shuangqi's failure to study abroad has greatly regretted the orchestra teachers. After all, it is a good opportunity that can not be found. There may not be suitable places behind famous schools. However, Liang Shuangqi and his parents have made up their minds, and outsiders are hard to persuade. This is a personal choice.

In Yurong stage, Chu Xiaoxiao was surprised and very happy when she learned that her little partner would not leave. She also inevitably worried: "can brother Qi still play the piano?"

Liang Shuangqi said decisively, "of course, the prize money is so high. This time there are 3000 dollars. I must continue to play the piano."

Chu Xiao was stunned when he heard the speech: "is that so? So realistic?

Liang Shuangqi's voice was gentle: "and I haven't played the Cello for so long. I'm not used to it at all. I'll just do something else in the future, but I'm sure I won't give up the cello completely..."

Liang Shuangqi thought carefully that although playing the piano was very boring, it did temper his will and make him calm. Although he may not be on the road of professionalization, the cello is barely half his friend.

Chu Xiaoxiao thought this might be the best choice. She asked curiously, "what's brother Qi going to do next? Try to be Ma Yun?"

"I'm going to study first, try to get into a good middle school, and then slowly get close to Ma Yun..." Liang Shuangqi sighed, "but recently I've fallen behind in studying abroad, and I have to make up for culture classes after I return to school."

Liang Shuangqi mentioned studying abroad. He suddenly remembered the old story and settled his account after autumn with dissatisfaction: "Xiao Xiao made me sad last time. I came to ask you whether you want to study abroad. You didn't keep me at all and completely forgot our agreement not to say goodbye!"

Chu Xiaoxiao: "why does this topic jump so fast?

Chu Xiaoxiao was surprised and said, "I haven't forgotten. I just want to consider the future of brother Qi......".

Liang Shuangqi: "you don't even give up!" he watched it carefully for a long time, but she didn't show it. He simply insisted that she lied and deceived himself and others into thinking that she had a different heart.

Chu Xiaoxiao whispered: "... There are still some."

Liang Shuangqi: "

"Hum, well, anyway, I said I would solve it at that time..." Liang Shuangqi was a little uncomfortable. He handed her the bag in his hand and murmured, "I'll give it to you this time."

Chu Xiaoxiao carefully took out the contents of the bag. She found that it was a glittering Bronze Trophy, which was elegantly and delicately designed. Liang Shuangqi picked it up several times and finally sent it to her.

Liang Shuangqi lowered his eyes and said, "this is the Bronze Trophy I won last time when I went abroad. In the future, I will try to give you something that has nothing to do with the cello..."

Chu Xiaoxiao held the cup tightly. She knew he never lied and happily replied, "OK."

Liang Shuangqi was afraid that she was expecting too much. He made up for it with a guilty conscience: "... But it has nothing to do with the cello. You have to wait. I can't have it right away."

Chu Xiao saw that he was embarrassed. She couldn't help laughing and said in a higher voice, "OK!"

Her little partner always attaches importance to commitment and never breaks his promise!

Liang Shuangqi saw that she was so straightforward that he simply stopped talking this time. He could only purr with unknown meaning, and could not organize anyone for a long time.

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I finished it in advance. I'm going to have dinner_ (: з」 ∠)_