He would rather delude himself into believing that Ning'er in his family can be saved than accept the fact that Ning'er in his family will die.
Mu Qianxun didn't know whether it was right or wrong to give him a glimmer of hope. His face was a little complicated.
After a long time, he said low: "the reason why she hesitated to see you before was that she was afraid that you would be like this. If you are really good for her, then don't put a psychological burden on her any more. "
The reason why Ye Ning didn't see Qingliu at the beginning is similar to the reason why mu Qianxun didn't tell song Shiyu that he would die soon.
He would rather bear the pain of wandering on the edge of death than share his pain with song Shiyu.
Therefore, he understands Ye Ning and what she has done.
Who let them share a life!
Qingliu doesn't want to cause Ye Ning's psychological burden, but he can't control himself.
Let him act as if he had nothing to do after knowing that Ning'er's life is not long.
"I know everything you say, but understanding doesn't mean I can do it. It took me more than ten years to find her. How can I let her die in front of me? "
Mu Qianxun did not force him any more, but sighed a little.
In the end, he is to blame.
If he hadn't changed his life against heaven, there would have been nothing after that.
But he didn't regret that he could keep up with the rain of Song Dynasty.
Qingliu didn't stay in his camp for a long time. After standing still for a while, he left and went back to his camp.
Day and night sleepless, and a heavy blow, he was physically and mentally exhausted.
But after lying on the bed, he didn't feel sleepy at all, and his mind was full of Ning'er.
At noon, song Shiyu learned about it from mu Qianxun and went to his camp.
With her three inch eloquence, she even talked with him for a long time.
It's a pity that Qingliu's mind is full of Ning'er, and he doesn't listen to a word at all.
Song rain both feel deeply frustrated, and take him no way, can only go back to find her husband.
Let's talk about Song Yu.
After lunch break, he walked around the barracks as usual for a while and then went back to the barracks.
I wanted to take a Book of war to pass the time, but I thought that most of the books I brought to the barracks were lent to Mo wusheng.
So he went to their camp in Mo wusheng.
Shen Weijian and Mo wusheng went to train, and there was no one in the camp.
Of course, it is impossible for Song Yu to turn around and leave because they are not here.
Seeing that there was no one in the camp, he walked towards the desk with familiar steps, and then turned away with a military book in his hand.
When he passed by the place where Shen Weijian was training, he said to him casually, "I took a military book from Wu Sheng. If he can't find it later, please tell him."
Shen Weijian didn't care about it, just answered faintly, "OK."
After getting his response, Song Yu started to move on.
That night, after Mo wusheng returned to the camp, he found that a Book of war was missing.
This book of war is not his, but Shen Weijian's.
Don't ask him why Shen Weijian's book of war is missing. He knows it all.
He would not say that the book of war happened to be the one with the picture of chungong last night.
Since I saw the spring palace picture Shen Weijian gave him last night, the spring palace picture is still in his mind.
No matter when, where and what he does, he can skillfully associate with it.
When he returned to the Barracks at night, he inevitably looked at the military book with the picture of chungong.