22 Dilemma

Jordan can't take his eyes off from Raven right now. He was watching her enjoying the night, spinning around like a blissful kid on a play ground. However, he panicked and got up seeing Raven's dress was moving up whenever she swirls, showing a glimpse of her under wear.

He caught her to his embrace and whispered to her ear, "Stop that, do you want to catch more attention? Catching mine will be enough."

Jordan looked around and sighed. It was a good thing people were not that near to their spot. Then he shifted his gaze back to Raven. Her face was flushed already because of the beer.

'So pretty, she's like a doll.' He thought inwardly.

He then frowned seeing there were three cans of beers opened. 'That fast? Did she drink it like water?'

He did not even notice it because he was too busy with his own dilemma while looking at the sky.

He wanted to tell Raven what he truly feels towards her at this moment but he doesn't know where to start and he was having a second thought if it's the right time to do so.

He had set his mind before that he will wait until Raven finished her studies but when he had experienced spending time with Raven and doing things together, he felt that he can no longer wait.

His thought was interrupted by Raven's tap on his shoulder and sweet smile at him.

"I really enjoyed the night. Can we go out again tomorrow?" Raven asked pouting her lips while looking intently at him. Jordan nodded like a puppy in return.

Raven was so happy and suddenly pounced at him causing Jordan to lose his balance. They both fell with Raven on top of him.

He can no longer contain himself and rolled over to change their position. Raven was about to apologize while smiling at him.

"Hmm sorr..." Her words were cut off by Jordan's lips that quickly covered hers.

Raven eyes were opened, she can clearly saw Jordan and she was feeling his lips were moving on hers. She can feel her body got tense because of the heat running through her blood. She can't tell if it's because of the alcohol or Jordan's kissing.

His lips taste kind of sweet. Oh wait it's his tongue that was entangling with hers. Unconsciously, she wrapped her arms on his neck and answered his kisses with the same intensity.

Jordan left her lips to trail down his kisses to her neck down to her collarbone.

Raven let out a faltering moan when Jordan bit her shoulder and sucked it like a lollipop.

"Hey get a room guys, you're not allowed to do it here at the park." they heard a shout from a bystander who had walked passed them.

Jordan suddenly rose up and scratched his head. 'Ahh this is shameless.' He thought to himself.

Raven sat on the blanket and grabbed another beer.

"That's enough. We need to go back. Can you walk?" Jordan asked Raven.

But she narrowed her eyes at him and said, "You said drink all I can!"

"Okay but let's continue inside the house," he suggested while he started to clean up their things.

Then he went back to Raven offering his hand to help her get up on her knees.

Raven grabbed it then wrapped her arms on Jordan's left arm and embraced it like a pillow.

He gently pushed her right arm instead to grip her right palm with his left palm. Then he let Raven's other hand to hold on his arm for support.

Raven leaned her head to Jordan's shoulder while they walked hand in hand. Jordan was feeling contented right now having Raven just like this beside him.

"Will you still remember what happened tonight?" Jordan asked subconsciously.

"Maybe not or maybe yes? Maybe it was up to you or me?" Raven giggled like a crazy person.

Jordan inhaled and exhaled deeply. He won't be able to confess tonight seeing Raven was already out of herself.

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"Are you sure you don't want to tell the children about your condition? I think it would be best that they know." The doctor said looking at Senior Choi.

"No need to bother the kids' Doc. Besides, I know you will do your best to heal me." Senior Choi said jokingly and laughed.

"Of course we will do our best. We need to schedule your surgery and we have to condition your body first." Then the doctor had instructed the things he needs to follow before the surgery.

Senior Choi wanted to do the surgery after his big Raven's winter's break. He knew how stubborn she was. If she knew about it she will definitely stop going to school to take care of him herself. And he doesn't want that to happen.

His poor son might become a monk by that time.

It would be best that big Raven could at least finish her college and had a proper degree. In their kind of world one must be with strong foundation, both mentally and physically.

Anyway nothing matters, as long as Jordan and him were here with her. The he suddenly frowned because he knew that there will come a time that he soon will not be there for the children.

Senior Choi let out a long sighed.

With them backing big Raven up might not be enough. He also wanted Raven to establish herself. It will help her become stronger in the future so whatever may happens no one can step on her that easily.