Chapter 119 - Insecurity

Kaisley stared at her naked body in the full mirror inside the bathroom. She's been sleeping with Caleb almost every night when she's in Lwazi. She was eager to have him fully and not just oral sex. Maybe she has to wait. Her OB told her that she has to wait after two weeks but two weeks was weeks ago and she wanted Caleb to have her. She suddenly felt insecure about her body. She was more slender than before and her breasts were a little bit saggy after losing weight. 

"Babe," Caleb entered the bathroom fully dressed. "The car is ready." 

"Just a moment," Kaisley said and put her robe on. 

"What's wrong?" he asked and approached her. 

"Nothing." She smiled. "I want to stay with you in your house. Tomorrow, I have to fly back to Westeria." 

"Okay," He kissed her lips and waited for her until she's fully dressed. Caleb took her overnight bag as they walked out of the penthouse while holding hands. They checked on Victoria first in the hospital nearby as Victoria teased them. 

Kaisley was happy with Caleb but she couldn't help but feel insecure about herself. It didn't take long since she had an early flight tomorrow. Caleb drives the car while two police escorts are escorting them to his house. Kaisley is now an important person and Caleb will do everything to protect her. 

"Babe, why are you quiet?" He asked and reached her hand while they were waiting for the green light. "Something wrong?" 

"No." She smiled at him and kissed his hand. 

They soon reached the subdivision and Kaisley saw few changes. And in Caleb's house, there's not much that changed yet she noticed the changes that he mentioned. He told her to wait as he parked the car inside and then opened the car door for her. 

"I'm going to cook tonight." He said and took her bag from the backseat. He approached the two escorts and thanked them as they saluted and left. He makes sure that the gate is locked. 

Kaisley helped him as they entered the house. It's clean and organized. 

"This is not what I expected," Kaisley said and turned on the lights. 

"I have to at least keep it organized for you." Caleb takes her upstairs to their room. He put her bag over the side table. She went to the wardrobe and checked his clothes that were carefully arranged by colors. There are also a few of her clothes in the other corner. 

"You didn't throw them?" She asked. 

"Why would I throw them?" He grinned and hugged her from behind. "I need them when I am sleeping and mostly thinking of you." He whispered that made her laugh. "I'm going to prepare our dinner." He kissed her neck. "You can look around and search for our nightly porn." 

She giggled and nudged him. 

"Were you still watching those stuff?" 

"Yeah, because I remember you." He kissed her temple and rushed out of the room. 

Kaisley looked around and their photos together were still there. He never burned it or threw it. The frames were also the old ones from two years ago. She wonders what she's insecure about when Caleb loves her dearly. She rummaged through Caleb's clothes and found the old T-Shirt from their college. She loved the shirt and she also has the same. She removed her dress and put it on. Wearing his clothes felt like home. 

"He's my only home." Kaisley realized that she's smiling like a teenage girl. 

She went downstairs to the kitchen and smiled at the organized tools for cooking. This is one thing she loved about him. Although he was always messy and disorganized with things because he's a multi-tasker. He always helped her with cooking, laundry, and cleaning. 

"I am making your favorite sweet and spicy chicken buffalo." He said as he fried the chicken thighs. "I'm also making salad as side dishes…" 

"And rice?" She looked at the new rice cooker. "What happened to the old one?" 

Caleb was silent for a while and he stared at the rice cooker. 

"That one is high-tech and it looked better." 

"So, what happened to the old one?" She asked again. 

"I threw it… it was broken." He mumbled. She crossed her arms. 

"Obviously, it will break if you throw it." 

He laughed and took two steps to close their pace and snuggled to her back with his arms around her waist. 

"That was our first wage." She mumbled. 

"Yeah. But I can't fix it, so I throw it away." 

"Hmm," She nodded her head. "How about we purchase a new property?" She suggested. 

"Sure, love." He kissed her cheeks down to her neck. "I love your shirt." 

She giggled and turned to him. 

"I love you." 

"Oh, baby… you are making me so… horny." 

"We can fill that up later." She teased him. 

Caleb set up their table as Kaisley helped them. The couple was having a normal dinner with the same sweetness that they have. They always talked about lots of things. Whatnots. But they still enjoyed each other's company. 

The time that Caleb was clearing up the table to wash it, the doorbell rang. 

"I got it." She said as she went to the monitor to check it. She frowned seeing a familiar face wearing perfect make-up and the style of the hair was also perfect. She wondered how much it costs to make a beautiful night in front of Caleb. She also has a flower, a cake, and a wine. She pressed the speaker.  "What do you want?" She asked coldly. The frown in the woman's face drew her pretty face, looking a little distorted. 

"Who is this? Why are you in my boyfriend's house?" 

"Caleb is my lover. You can leave those gifts there." Kaisley doesn't want to act like a victim. Just as what her grandfather, Prince Philip said. She doesn't have to look down on herself. She's an Etrama. 

"Get out of there and face me. You slut." 

"Okay." She reached the door and opened the door on the big gate. She crossed her arms, raised her brows at Samara. 

"You." Samara gritted her teeth. 

"Yeah, it's me," Kaisley smirked. 

"You are married." 

"I was married." Kaisley corrected. "Now that I am divorced, I am taking back my man." 

"You gold digger." Samara nearly dropped the gifts that she was about to offer to Caleb but Caleb appeared behind Kaisley. 

"Love, come on. Let's go inside." Caleb said calmly. He looked at Samara who looked very much angry. 

"What is this?" Samara scolded him. 

"She's my girlfriend," Caleb said and wrapped his arms around Kaisley's waist and pulled her up taking her back inside. "Please leave, Samara. You know that I would never love anyone but Kaisley." 

"She's a dirty woman!" Samara exclaimed. 

"Aren't you a dirty woman yourself?" Kaisley asked. "While you are chasing Caleb, you were fucking few men. Weren't you?" Kaisley squinted her eyes at her. 

Samara was speechless and Caleb shut the door close and locked it. 

"Okay, let's stop right there." He sighed and carried her back inside. 

Kaisley was raging in anger but she slowly calmed down when Caleb took her to the sofa and kissed her forehead. 

"Okay, how about some soda?" He asked. 

"Did you ever make love to her?" 

"No." He creased his brows. "She's the reason why we were separated. Why would I even touch her?" 

"Good." 

She sighed as Caleb stood and patted her head. Caleb came back with a bottle of champagne in the bucket and two champagne flutes. He sat down beside her and kissed her lips. She pushed him and pointed to the champagne. He expertly opened it and poured it on the glasses. Then, he gave one to her as they clink their glasses. She sipped on it and leaned on him to take the time. 

"Why won't you make love to me?" She finally asked. "What we mostly do is kissing, touching, and oral sex. Nothing else." 

"I'm sorry, baby." He sighed. She put away her champagne and reached his hand. "You know that I am worried about your body. You looked so fragile to me." 

"I am not fragile." 

"Alright," He finished his champagne and put it on the coffee table. He grabbed her waist and kissed her forehead. "You know what?" He grinned. 

"What?" She sneered and pulled his tank top off. 

"I've been horny for you… for a long time." He reached her panties under her shirt and pulled it out. 

"Now, let's do it." She giggled as the couple kept kissing and touching each other. Caleb's hand was inside her shirt, massaging her breasts and unhooking her brassiere. He lifted her shirt and slid his head over it and started sucking her delicate pink nipples. She giggled and caressed his head over her shirt. She moaned and the scorching heat ran through her body. She never felt it for a very long time. Even the two years of her marriage with the bastard. It was always more painful than pleasant. 

"Caleb," She whispered. "I want you now." 

"I can see how wet you are." Caleb pushed her shirt to reveal his head. He grinned at her. "Condom?" he asked. She nodded at him as he quickly opened the drawer and checked the expiration date. "Next year." He mumbled. 

"You stock that there?" 

"It was there for a long time." He chuckled. "But I have new ones upstairs." 

She grinned at him and watched him push his shorts and his boxers. She bit her lips seeing his grown manhood. It seemed to be bigger than the last time that they had sex. She lay down and relaxed and waited for him to put it on. 

The doorbell rang like crazy. Then, someone smacking the gate could be heard. Caleb groaned and stared at his lower part. 

"Ignore it." She said. 

"Wait a minute." He pulled his pants on and went to the monitor to check it. He frowned.

Kaisley noticed his silence so she approached him and stared at the monitor.. His mother and Samara.