"Today, I lost my memory for ten hours. I really want to thank Edward here. He is the best friend in the world. Without him, my end would be miserable. But how eager I am to come back to you when I recover my memory. I think we used to sit on the hillside together
"The moon and stars are above my head, and the grass behind me is timid and whispering. It's very strange that when I have memories, what I remember most is not how many banquets we attended or how luxurious life I had, but the little things that I was with you."
The sound of fingers turning on the paper becomes a unique tune in this room. Ding Yiyi moves the lamp on the table closer and continues to watch.
"I can obviously feel that my time of amnesia is getting longer and longer. I don't know what to do. I love you. I really love you. Even at the end of the world, I still love you. But how heavy this love is. If I go to see you now, you must be ecstatic, but you will not be the only one who will fall into grief later. I am like an ignorant child I have your love, but I don't remember you, I don't remember anyone. It's possible that you will spend your whole life in this kind of pain. I don't want to, just think you are dead. "
Outside the house came a crisp bicycle bell, which was the signal when the flower seller was ready to go home. As long as the flowers were sold out or new orders were added on that day, she would be so happy to ring more.
She turned another page, and the blank page swore that she had lost all her memory on that day, and then the book was collected by Edward.
She turned it over again from the beginning to the end, every page is about missing, every page has the name of Ye nianmo.
"I love him so much?" She gave herself a big question mark in her heart. Anyone in the world told her that she loved him, she had reason not to believe it. After all, they were not her. How could they know that she loved him.
But every sentence, every word and even every punctuation on the notebook reveals Ding Yiyi's deep love and despair. She didn't want to lose memory, even in the last day before the loss of memory, she wanted to come back to him, she really loved him.
He and she missed more than half a year? Do you want to continue to miss? The answer is No. She got up and collapsed in her chair because of her long sitting.
The hunger in her stomach and the paralysis in her calf were intertwined. She had to show her teeth and wait for the paralysis to disappear.
In the dining room, Ding Yiyi eats the food left by Edward, tears fall into the mashed potatoes, and soon disappear.
The phone rings suddenly, she can hear the voice, but she can't find her cell phone.
Every time the bell rang, she was very anxious. She frantically found it on the sofa and on the desk. When she found the mobile phone on the bookcase, the other party had already hung up.
She immediately dialed the past, the phone was soon connected, Edward seems to be talking to others, for a long time attention back to the receiver, "Emily?"
"Edward." Ding Yiyi calls him, and Mingming suppresses his cry, but there is still a cry leaking out.
The other side seems to be aware of, after a while around a lot of quiet, his voice is as calm as ever, "don't worry, speak slowly."
"I found your alarm clock. I found the key." Ding Yiyi calmed down and then continued: "I opened my notebook."
Edward was not too surprised. Instead, he said with a smile, "you've always been a smart girl. I knew when I rescued you from them."
"Sorry, I really feel like a jerk." Ding Yiyi has been apologizing, even if she thinks it's useless to apologize. She has occupied him for so long, openly and justly occupying him with her amnesia, imprisoning him to find his own happiness.
"Fool." Edward's voice with a smile, "you used to be my greatest happiness."
The signal on his side seemed very bad. The line was suddenly cut off. Her crying and her confession were all blocked thousands of miles away.
Edward took away his cell phone, looked at the fading screen of the phone, touched the name on the address book, and whispered, "it's the same now."
Britain.
Because of the sudden disconnection, Ding Yiyi has time to calm her mood. Until her fingers no longer tremble, she picks up her mobile phone again. Just as she wants to call again, a short message is transmitted.
"Yiyi? Now I can call you that. The reason why I changed your name was so dirty that it was hard for me to say, but I still want to say it. The reason why I changed your name is because I want you to get rid of the past forever, and I don't want to let the people related to you have the chance to find you. However, the power of God is irreversible. "
"You and he are destined to be a couple blessed by God. God gave me the mission to protect you. Now that my mission has been completed, it's time to pursue what I want to pursue. Promise me to go to sleep now, and then start to find your destiny when the sun rises tomorrow. Besides, you don't need to call me any more. This number will be activated again at an appropriate time. "The content of the message is neat, with the meaning of saying goodbye at last. Ding Yiyi holds the mobile phone in his hand and doesn't put it down until it gets hot.
Outside the window, the neighbor's eight year old child was talking to his partner loudly. Clear laughter came out through the air.
There is a smell of roast chicken in the nose. It should be baked by the wife of the owner of the bookstore next door. She always likes to put special spices when baking. Although it's a bit irritating, it's always memorable.
Ding Yiyi stood at the window, where she could see the figures in the opposite house, but she didn't feel lonely at all.
Early in the morning, wake her up is the crisp bicycle bell, sound again and again, like a lark in spring.
She got up as usual, first looked around, and then tied up her loose hair.
"Miss Emily!" She heard a clear call.
When she went downstairs to open the door, the flower seller, today, her basket was full of big purple flowers, and there were a few drops of dew on the flowers, which looked very delicate.
"What is this?" Attracted by the purple, she asked.
The child took the initiative to give her a bunch, "Acorus calamus, a symbol of good news."
"Good news?" Ding Yiyi lowers his head and sniffs the flowers. The corners of his mouth unconsciously raise a happy arc.
The child seemed to be on his way. "Mr. Edward asked me to give it to you. I've paid for it. I'll go."
She didn't take a few steps to get on the bus, and then she suddenly braked, "by the way, Miss Emily, I'm going to school, and I won't come out to sell flowers in the future."
The clear bicycle bell gradually goes away, Ding Yiyi holds the bouquet to watch her go away. There was a sudden peace in my heart. All people are on the way to the future, no matter good or bad, no one stops.
She went back to her room with a bouquet of flowers and found the most beautiful vase in the room to place the calamus. All this didn't accelerate deliberately. It was as if it happened naturally. By the time she went out, it was almost nine o'clock in the morning.
When she arrived at the hotel, she went to ye nianmo's room and stood outside the wooden door. Her hand just raised was shaking slightly.
All kinds of emotions in her heart gathered together and forced her to press the doorbell. She pressed the doorbell three times at a time, then straightened her collar and cuffs and stood in the same place waiting.
A few minutes later, there was no movement in the room. She pressed again, but there was no response.
All the surging emotions were suppressed by his absence. She went to the elevator in frustration and left the hotel lobby, but she was stopped by the front desk.
"Are you Miss Emily?" A white girl with ponytail looked at her and said with a smile, her face relaxed a lot after she got the nod. "A guest asked us to give you this key if we see you, so that you can go to the room in person."
Back at the door again, Ding Yiyi opens the door with the room card. The room is empty. Although people come to clean it every day, it is still a little less popular.
In the corner of the room, there were dozens of beautifully packaged gifts from first base.
She saw a piece of paper on the table, on which the handwriting was strong. "Take a gift every day, and when all the gifts are used up, I'll come back."
Ye nianmo also left? Shocked, she went to the pile of gifts and counted them carefully. There were 23 in all.
She opened the first one she held in her hand. It was a Book of jewelry design. There were many illustrations in the book, and her eyes stayed on every picture of jewelry for a long time, because the designer's name was Ding Yiyi.
"Did I design all these?" She shivered and stroked the smooth paper, feeling more and more wonderful in her heart. It was not until the afternoon that she read all the contents of the book.
She took the book with her and went home. After a few free meals, she continued to read it from the beginning to the end. The deadline fell on the last picture.
It's easy to see from the picture that this is a wedding ring. In the blue velvet box, two simple pairs of rings are nestled together, and there is a candy beside the box.
She immediately thought of the scene described in her diary. At the time of marriage, a child took the gift box by mistake. The box opened at the wedding site contained a candy instead of a ring.
"Ha ha." How lucky would she be to meet these people?
early in the morning, she went to the hotel early in the morning. Today's gift is the latest perfume. The faint fragrance of flowers makes people seem to indulge in the fragrance of flowers.
She returned home with a gift of satisfaction, first watering the plants at home, and then picked up the pen and paper to the study.
In the study, everything was left intact. The history of western philosophy that Edward read before he left was still on the desk. She spread the pen and paper on the desk and began to write letters.
"Edward, you must be surprised to know that I am writing to you. You are willing to tell me where you are, but it does not hinder our communication. From today on, I will write you a letter every day, even if it will never reach you."