Ding Yiyi listened in silence and saw that he looked miserable. He couldn't bear to say, "I heard that day."
His eyes suddenly widened, his body trembled uncontrollably, and he hurriedly wanted to explain, "no It's not what she said, I just because you have nianmo with me, but Xiaoxue doesn't, so I will... "
She took the initiative to hold his hand, felt his hand on behalf of aging clear lines, sighed: "I don't mind you love snow a little more." After saying that, she paused and said with a bitter smile, "in fact, it's just self deception. I mind. I mind why you love her more."
Seeing that he wanted to explain, she sped up again and grabbed in front of him, "but it's nothing. She's gone. I don't know when she'll come back. I'll take care of you."
Xu Haoran stood up and said, "I'll have a rest."
He walked upstairs, slowly, with his head slightly down, and his broad shirt seemed to fit him badly and empty. It's not hard to imagine how thin he was inside.
Ding Yiyi sat for a while, listening to the movement of the upstairs, until no sound was heard, then he went back to the corridor and put on his rubber shoes.
All the soil in Huatian has been watered. She moved the seeds and sowed them according to her previous memory. This busy work lasted for several hours.
In the afternoon, Xu Haoran still didn't show up. He stayed upstairs and never made any sound. He was as quiet as a sleeping lion.
Ding Yiyi went upstairs several times, but the door was always closed. She went down the stairs again, cooked the food for him and put it on the table. Then she left Xu Haoran's house.
When she got home, she was almost exhausted. She fell asleep on the sofa without waiting for ye nianmo to come back. Finally, after ye nianmo came back, she carried her to the room.
Many past, Ding Yiyi but more and more no confidence, that night, she sat on the sofa, in front of a thick book of Botany.
When the book was taken away, she looked up and saw ye nianmo standing in front of her, pointing to the clock on the wall.
She hugged his waist, worried: "why do I plant flowers are no signs of germination, I read a lot of books, are useless."
"Is it the wrong way?" He let her hold, a hand gently patted her back to comfort, while giving her advice.
Ding Yiyi thought about it and released his hand. "I'll have a look."
In spite of Ye nianmo's opposition, she took out a book again and made notes beside it.
In the evening, when ye nianmo took her to bed again, he didn't go to bed immediately. Instead, he went downstairs and opened the page she annotated and looked at it carefully.
The next day, Ding Yiyi bought the flower fertilizer according to the way he saw in the book, scattered it in the flower field according to the proportion, praying that it would work.
Xu Haoran still stayed in the room, and even did not want to go downstairs for dinner. He was only willing to talk to Ding Yiyi when she sent the food upstairs.
"Leave me alone, child. I'll have a baby sitter later." He was very thin, because there was no sunlight, and the blue veins on the back of his hands were very obvious.
Ding Yiyi put the food into his room and helped him open the curtains to let the light in. "It doesn't matter. Anyway, I have nothing to do."
After she left, Xu Haoran pulled up the curtain again. I went back to the desk, picked up my pen and continued to write.
"In the first half of my life, I was romantic, pursued my favorite career and made some achievements. I fell in love with one woman and got involved with another woman. Two children are the best gifts God has given me, but I lost them. "
Outside the room, there was the sound of shovels in the soil. He got up and left the chair, leaned forward slightly, reached out to lift the heavy curtain, and looked down.
Ding Yiyi is squatting in the flower field, digging a hole, and then put a pile of brown powder like things in. He looked at it for a while, then drew back, picked up his pen and continued to write, "I love them, but I've been hurting them. I don't know where she is, but I miss her all the time. "
Writing here, he held up his pen and pondered over the words in his mind. After a while, he continued to write, "my second daughter finally called me dad, but it made me feel even more guilty. If she remembered the excessive things I had done to her before, maybe she would not think so. I'm a coward. It's meaningless to live in the world. The sky is like gray cement, and my heart is sealed with cement. "
After writing this, he closed his notebook, got up, went to bed and lay down. A few minutes later, he struggled to get up again, went to the table, stuffed the book into the cupboard, and then went back to bed.
At night, when everything around is quiet, a car stops at the edge of Huatian. Ye nianmo gets out of the car, goes to the edge of Huatian and looks at Huatian.
"Mr. Ye, may I begin?" A gentle looking man with black glasses said to him.
Ye nianmo nodded, "thank you."
He walked into the flower field, took a look at a pit, and said, "who planted the flower? This seed is rotten when put in this way. Is it to cultivate overlord flower when put so much fertilizer?"Ye Bo followed ye nianmo all the time. Looking at his young master's face, he broke in quietly and said, "excuse me."
As soon as the man started to work, he finally closed his mouth, picked out all the seeds neatly, and replaced them with new seeds, which had already been mixed with chemical fertilizer.
"It's like playing with these flowers in our agricultural college. I can do it with my eyes closed." The man seemed to be busy, muttering and working neatly.
A person's speed is limited, ye Bo see young master personally rolled up sleeve to go to flower field, quickly followed up.
"Ye Shao, who are you?" The man straightened up and looked at him for a while, "are you coming, too?"
Ye nianmo rolled up his sleeve on his arm and stared at his pit for a while. Then he took the seed and put it into the pit. He took up the fertilizer and scattered it in the pit. "Is that so?"
"That's right." The other side looked at the young man of the same age in front of him with a serious look, sowing seeds, and could not help laughing.
A sharp vision swung over, is the assistant of the president, he also came to the flower field, learn two people's appearance, picked a flower field to play with.
He quickly raised up the corner of the mouth down well, and then continue to work, for a time the scene is only the voice of sisso.
When ye nianmo came home, it was early in the morning. His body was covered with mud and his hair was a little messy.
He went to the bathroom first and cleaned up before returning to the room. Ding Yiyi has fallen asleep with a flower encyclopedia at hand.
He put the book aside. As soon as he lay on the bed, people in his sleep would wake up. She shrank and took the initiative to hide in his arms. After rubbing, she fell asleep again.
After a week, early in the morning, Ding Yiyi drove his car to Huatian. From a distance, he saw that there was a light green in the position of Huatian.
Her heart move, even the car key did not pull down, walked to the flower field.
It's a bunch of little green leaves!
The leaves curled up together, swaying in the wind, like naughty children, and at this time her heart, and happy children are no different.
She ran upstairs and knocked on the door. "Dad? Did you wake up? "
When the door opened, Xu Haoran was still in low spirits. He was wearing a big dark blue dress, and his chest ribs were covered with thin skin.
"Boy, what's so happy about?" He raised his eyelids, seemed to be happy because of Ding Yiyi's happiness, and his tone was a little lively.
Ding Yiyi took the initiative to hold his wrist, "come on, I want to show you something."
She took him by the hand and knew that if he did, he would never refuse. Down the corridor, she cunningly winked at him, "this is a surprise, please close your eyes."
Xu Haoran smiles faintly. He knows that nothing can surprise him, but he doesn't want to disappoint his little daughter, so he closes his eyes and smiles.
Ding Yiyi led him to the corridor and whispered in his ear, "Dad, you can open your eyes."
He opened his eyes, pupil slightly enlarged, staring at the leaves swaying in the wind in a daze. It was the leaf of seven color pansy. He recognized it. In order to plant this kind of flower, he specially invited a professional agricultural expert.
Flower field, a green swing with the wind, as if to say something, as if to encourage something.
"Dad, you see, withered flowers also have a new day. As long as they are good, they will always meet a better day." Ding Yiyi looked at the green and said slowly.
Xu Haoran was staring at the green in the flower field. He suddenly put his hand over his cheek, and the back of his hand trembled.
"Thank you, thank you." He said chokingly, two lines of clear tears flowing down his fingers.
Ding Yiyi's eyes are moist, and she knows that she has done nothing wrong this time, whether it's Huatian's thing or choosing to forgive him.
After returning home, ye nianmo didn't come back. She couldn't wait to call his office immediately.
"Nianmo, I want to tell you." She said excitedly.
On the other end of the phone came Ye Bo's voice with a smile, "young lady, the young master is in a meeting. If there is something important, I can help you convey it."
"Mr. Ye, I'm sorry. I thought it was nianmo." Ding Yiyi was a little embarrassed and said a few words to the other party before hanging up.
She felt very happy, the whole heart has been beating with pleasure, eager to give themselves some things to do. She went upstairs and decided to tidy up her clothes. It's time for the season to change.
There are many new suits in ye nianmo's wardrobe, but many shirts have disappeared before, "strange, what about those shirts?"
She went to the laundry, found some clothes in the dry cleaning room, and a brand new shirt in the garbage can next to her. She picked it up and saw that there were traces of soil on the shirt.
"Where did he go, where did he get so much dirt?" She was a little puzzled, but she became curious again. She was curious about what ye nianmo had done.In the evening, after ye nianmo came back, she said it excitedly to him. The other party just touched her head, said a few words, and then went to the study to deal with the official business.