"I'll think about it." Ding Yiyi to her smile, but the heart is more and more tangled.
Du Ya nodded, "this evening, the other party invites you to dinner, and discusses this matter by the way. Is it OK to set it at six in the afternoon?"
Ding Yiyi nodded, "OK, please."
The European customer she agreed with was half a China expert. He chose the restaurant of Sichuan cuisine. "You have so many delicious things in China that I don't want to go back to England anymore."
"I've been in England for nearly a year. It's a beautiful country." Ding Yiyi just walked into the door of the restaurant and smelled a pungent smell of pepper. She held her breath slightly, worried that she would regurgitate and vomit.
When they chose their place, foreigners from big head and big horse came to eat authentic Sichuan food, which inevitably became the focus of the public. The waiter asked them in a funny way, "do you want mild spicy, medium spicy or heavy spicy?"
Foreign customers looking at Ding Yiyi, blue eyes with a trace of excitement, "Miss Ding, can you eat spicy ma?"
Ding Yiyi thought funny, "of course, it's hot."
After a while, the hot pot was on the shelf. The foreign customer put a chopstick and a tripe into the pot. His eyes were almost shining. He said, "don't mention it, Miss Ding. It's my treat today. You Chinese call it hospitality."
Ding Yiyi picked up a piece of radish and put it into the soup. He said with a smile, "I can't eat so good things when I go back to England."
She just finished, the other side has put the chopsticks back, with a little bit of material in the hot tripe, "so I want to invite you to go to England together, it only takes half a year."
"Are you married?" He suddenly asked, looking serious. "I know Chinese women don't want to go far after they have husbands."
Ding Yiyi has been laughing, she thinks the other party is very interesting, will radish to the mouth, just chewed two, nausea feeling came again.
She felt that something was rolling in her stomach all the time, and the radish she had just eaten became the culprit of her pain.
She stood up abruptly, covered her mouth and rushed to the bathroom. On the way, she bumped into someone else. It seemed that the foreign customer had come forward to say something. But her head was dizzy, and she felt the sour gas in her throat. She pushed him away and ran away.
She vomited in the bathroom and vomited the contents of her stomach. Finally, she felt better. She washed her hands and looked at the pale figure in the mirror in a daze.
Back to the seat, she saw that the other party did not move chopsticks again, but stayed in the same place and waited for herself. She felt guilty. "I'm sorry, because of my reasons, you're disappointed. Let's continue."
"I should be sorry. You're pregnant." The man stood up and put a cup of watermelon juice in front of her. "My wife was like this when she was pregnant. She was in pain and I was in pain at that time."
Ding Yiyi hesitated for a while, "you're right. I'm pregnant, so I went to Europe..."
"Don't rush to promise me." The man said, "I'm a businessman, so I can't say any words of persuasion, but I respect your idea. You can reply to me tomorrow."
He said, got up, "I think we'd better change a light diet better."
In the end, two people still did not eat, he put Ding Yiyi to the door, this just left.
Ding Yiyi stands at the door. He looks at the door and hesitates. These days, in order to hide ye nianmo's pregnancy, she deliberately staggers her time with him. Often when he is still working, she deliberately runs to bed. The next day, she gets up after he goes to work, so she hides for a few days.
Back home, ye nianmo is at home for the first time. When he sees her coming back, he picks his eyebrows and says, "after so many days of escaping, are you ready psychologically?"
Her heart a Deng, subconsciously want to escape, wrist chant each other seize, "what is so difficult to say?"
See her bow not language, lips almost bite rotten, ye nianmo also distressed, don't want to ask so much, so nothing.
At night, when Ding Yiyi's mobile phone rings, it turns out that tomorrow is the day for ye nianmo to give awards.
Say it or not? Her heart tangled, simply turned up and went to the study.
Turning on her computer, she logged into a social networking site and posted a message, "pregnant, but there is an opportunity to expand her career. Do you want to have a baby or stick to your career?"
She just released it and got a reply soon. She watched it carefully.
"Of course, it's a career. It's not feudal times now. There are still people who give up their career for their children. There may be only one chance for their career, and children can still have it."
"Children are more important. After all, it's a life. It's a pity to give up your career."
"You should think, since you ask questions, which is more important to you
Ding Yiyi was shocked by the last sentence, her heart was pulled up, looking at the last sentence, for a long time did not dare to move.
Steady footsteps came from outside. She quickly wiped the tears off her face and turned off the screen. As soon as she got up, ye nianmo pushed the door in.He saw her tears, heart in pain, recently Ding Yiyi abnormal he see in the eyes, but the other party's escape he also see in the eyes, comprehensive measure, he chose silence.
"Do you want to use the study?" Ding Yiyi glances at the computer from the corner of his eye, with a guilty heart in his tone.
Suddenly, an arm passes through her neck. She retreats and is surrounded by a solid arm between the wall and his arms. The masculine air is warm and can't be ignored.
"Take the book." He drew close to her, then drew back his hand and shook the blue book in his hand.
Looking at him turning around, Ding Yiyi sighed for a long time. Before his body and mind relaxed, the other side stopped.
"I will wait for the day when you want to speak," the voice stopped, "but don't hurt yourself."
He left, the sound of slippers gradually disappeared outside the door, leaving Ding Yiyi alone in the room.
At night, nightmares are eroding Ding Yiyi. She walks in nothingness, with the changeable colorful lights at her feet. Suddenly, the babies around her cry.
The cry after cry made her feel unbearable, and she wanted to find the child, but the gray smoke gradually spread around, and even the child's cry became indistinct.
As she ran, her arms on both sides were swinging up and down with her breath. Suddenly, her speed became slower and slower, and her panting voice became weaker and weaker. Her arms were no longer plump and smooth, but full of wrinkles, with age spots on them.
Her brain seemed to be surrounded by smoke at this time, nothing left. Even if she beat her skull hard, she couldn't remember what she looked like when she was young.
Suddenly, a majestic and serious voice came from the distance, which overtook the baby's cry and went to the depth of the soul. "Looking back on you, you didn't struggle because of your career. In the end, you still come and go empty. When you are old, your memory is like a pool of stagnant water."
"It's not like that!" She was crying, patting her head, shouting that her life would never be mediocre.
A beam of warm light shining on her body, and then is anxious to call, "Yiyi? "Yiyi?"
The call is like a wonderful hymn to call her to heaven. Her consciousness gradually wakes up. She opens her eyes with dim tears and looks at ye nianmo holding herself.
Ye nianmo patted her shoulder and whispered in her ear, "it's OK to buy it. I'm here. It's OK."
As soon as she opened her mouth, tears slid into her mouth. "I had a nightmare."
"It's just a dream, it doesn't matter," he said softly, kissing her forehead and pushing away her sweaty hair
"I have one thing I really want to do, but when I do this thing, I have to give up another thing. I don't know how to do it." She said chokingly.
Ye nianmo's eyes are deep. He feels that Ding Yiyi's mood is fluctuating these days, which is related to the two things she said. Seeing her so painful, he is also uncomfortable. He sighs in a low voice, "if you want to do it, do it. If you get into trouble, I will do it."
Ding Yiyi beat him on the shoulder, with tears in his eyes, but his heart was firm.
The next day, ye Bo came to their home early in the morning. Today, ye nianmo is going to attend the ceremony of outstanding entrepreneurs. Although he doesn't care, he has to do his best.
Ding Yiyi helped him tie his tie. When he was ready to leave, he suddenly said, "wait a minute, wait a minute!"
She ran upstairs, grabbed the camera and ran down, "take a picture, this day needs a good memory."
Ye nianmo touched her soft hair and aimed at the camera according to what she said. In a few seconds, Ding Yiyi said, "you don't laugh."
He pointed solemnly at the corner of his mouth, "I have a smile."
"Where is it?" Ding Yiyi released a hand to press on the corner of his mouth, "you see, the corner of your mouth is not raised."
As she spoke, she raised the corner of her mouth to demonstrate to each other. Suddenly, the camera in her hand was taken away. Before she spoke, she came with a warm kiss.
This sudden kiss made her suddenly open her eyes and hear the sound of the shutter. Ye nianmo held the camera in one hand and pressed the shutter.
Seeing off ye nianmo, Ding Yiyi turns around and closes the door. Her smile has collapsed. She takes a good bath in silence, changes into loose clothes and opens the door.
Outside the door, the sun was shining on her body. She turned to close the door, but her body suddenly became uncomfortable.
There is a force stirring in her body, accompanied by vomiting and acid regurgitation, which prevents her from moving forward.
She knew it was all in her heart. She struggled to get to the garage, got in the car and tied up the safety bag.
Safety belt around her flat abdomen, she like an electric shock like spring eyes, stepping on the accelerator rushed out of the warehouse.
There are still many people in the hospital. There are women waiting for prenatal examination sitting on benches. Some of their bellies are very high, some are just a small hill, and others are flat, just like Ding Yiyi.
Ding Yiyi saw the woman again. This time, there was a man beside her. The man was thinner than her, holding her bag in one hand and her arm in the other.The woman also recognized Ding Yiyi. She gave her a little smile. There was helplessness and relief in her smile.