Tea scalded her tongue, she frowned, looked a bit painful, with a trace of urgency, put down the quilt, took out a silk handkerchief to cover her mouth.

Ding Yiyi remembered that the tea was hot and quickly stood up, "Mom, are you ok? Wait a minute, I'll get you a bottle of ice water."

There is a simple small kitchen on the second floor. Ding Yiyi takes out a can of distilled water from the small kitchen and runs back to the balcony of the reception room in a hurry.

Xia Yihan drank the water, his face looked much better, his eyebrows gradually spread, and he waved to her to show that he was OK.

"I'm sorry, mom. I should have reminded you in time. It's all my fault." Ding Yiyi looks at her uneasily.

Xia Yihan shook his head, "I can't blame you. It's because I didn't pay attention."

She calmed down, took the initiative to re lead the topic back, "child, tell your mother, why do you want to beat the child, is there any hard to hide?"

"No, I just don't want to have children so early. My career has just started, so I want to spend more time on my career, and my children will have them in the future."

Xia Yihan sighed, in front of the woman and his original idea how similar, but she was not willing to do so, and the other party did it.

"Do you know why nianmo is so angry?" Xia Yihan eased his tone, "it's not easy for you to get married. For a long time after marriage, you didn't have any children. At that time, you wanted to have children all the time, and even felt very guilty because you couldn't have children. You wanted to divorce nianmo, but in the end you survived."

After a pause, she continued: "it may be a slow thing for other ordinary families to have a child, but at the beginning, you really wanted to have a child and suffered a lot for it."

"You said that at the beginning, we wanted to have children, but we couldn't conceive them all the time. Now we have children, but I beat her out?" Ding Yiyi looks a little dazed.

She didn't remember these things. Naturally, she couldn't understand the feeling of wanting children, so she naturally felt that it was very easy to have children again.

"Sorry, sorry, I don't know." Ding Yiyi is incoherent. He thinks of Ye nianmo's back on the sofa, so lonely and sad.

Xia Yihan found that she wanted to sigh again. She got up and patted her on the shoulder. "If you have this idea, mom can understand. You'd better have a good talk with nianmo."

She is also very sad, after all, there is no good grandson, but see Ding Yiyi disappointed look, and ruthless not to blame her.

Downstairs, ye nianmo sees Xia Yihan go downstairs and help him consciously.

"Nianmo, mom wants to talk to you." Xia Yihan took ye nianmo to the garden, "mom knows."

Ye nianmo frowned, "Mom, I can handle this matter myself."

"I'm sure you can handle it, and I know you're sad, but that's already the case. If you hurt her, it's like hurting yourself." Xia Yihan is worried.

Ye nianmo's calm expression slowly opened a gap, and finally opened his heart to the people he loved and respected. His painful expression gradually appeared, "how I look forward to it, how sad I am. When I see her, I will think of the lost life."

His fist was clenched tightly, and his strong back was stained with a trace of vulnerability. But soon, he drove the vulnerability out of his body.

The original look of pain has become the usual indifference, even with a trace of cold, "Mom, don't mention this matter, let it go."

Seeing off Xia Yihan, he got up and went upstairs. As soon as he opened the door of the reception room, a figure rushed over and held him.

"Sorry, I didn't know that children are so important to you. I can't remember the past, so I didn't know that it was so difficult for us to have children. I'm really sorry."

Ding Yiyi's tears soaked his shirt, her chagrin and regret, apologies are all toward him.

Ye nianmo's body stood in the same place, listening to her cry and apology. For a long time, he slowly raised his hand on her back and said softly, "it's all over. Don't mention it again."

He really did not mention this matter, all day, Ding Yiyi has been with him, her heart sorry, want to atone.

But the other party seems really reluctant to mention it again. He cares about her as usual, with a gentle look, but she thinks there is something different.

At night, she went outside the study. The people in the study were still tapping the keyboard, and the clock on the wall showed that it was eleven o'clock.

She knocked on the door and went in with the supper. "Have a rest."

"Why don't you sleep?" Ye nianmo stops his work, stands up and pinches the bridge of his nose, then goes to her and takes the tray.

Ding Yiyi smile, "can't sleep, so come to see what you are doing."

Ye nianmo said: "there is just some work to be finished. It's still very late today. Go to bed first. I may sleep in my study.""So busy." Ding Yiyi looked at him with some embarrassment. The two sides were quiet for a while, and the atmosphere of embarrassment spread.

"Then you're busy. I'll go first, and I won't disturb you." She said it in a hurry, almost as if on the run, and then walked towards the door.

Ye nianmo looked at her back, did not immediately return to the desk, gentle look gradually faded, replaced by a thick pain.

The next day, Ding Yiyou woke up. The weather outside the window was gray and bright. At this time, it was only more than five o'clock in the morning.

She opened her eyes and gradually adapted to everything in the dark. Her body didn't move and her consciousness gradually came to her senses.

At half past five, the people around her woke up on time. She turned and retracted into his arms and rubbed her warm body.

…… She smiles in the dark and raises herself up.

The blue sky outside the window is still decorated with moonlight. The wind rolls up the screen window, and the Chlorophytum hanging on the screen window is swaying, as if breathing in the listener's room.

Deep and shallow, like a symphony, and when the wonderful moment is coming, everything stops.

"What's the matter?" Ding Yiyi asked softly.

Ye nianmo gently let go of her hand, turned over and closed the quilt in time to keep the wind out of the quilt. "It's nothing. It's still early. You can go to sleep for a while."

He turned over and turned on the floor lamp next to him. The light projected on him and pulled his shadow very long.

Ding Yiyi watched him walk into the bathroom. After a while, the sound of water came from the bathroom. The sound of water lasted for a long time. When he came out, his suit was stiff.

"I'll wait for you at home." Ding Yiyi stands by the bed.

Ye nianmo walked up to her, reached out and hugged her for a while, but soon pulled away, "it's all over." His dark and shining eyes fixed on her, "you go to work."

He left, he said he was not angry, he said everything was over, but Ding Yiyi felt disappointed, she cleaned up, then drove to the company.

When she came to the company, everything was different. She stood at the door of the company and looked at everything inside through the glass door. The feeling of high flying in the past miraculously disappeared.

In order to go to Europe and beat the child, and this child may be a hard won opportunity in their life, she thought seize the career opportunity, but another real life opportunity to give up.

"Yiyi!" When sister Xu saw her, she welcomed her happily. "Manager Gao said," are you sick? How do you feel now? Are you better? "

"Manager Gao?" Ding Yiyi looks at her suspiciously.

Sister Xu nodded, "when you were sick and didn't come to the company, Manager Gao came back to arrange these matters temporarily. When did you have such a good relationship with Manager Gao?"

Ding Yiyi doesn't care about the others. After saying hello to sister Xu in a hurry, he goes to the office. As expected, he sees Manager Gao sitting in the office.

He didn't move everything in the office, even he didn't work in Ding Yiyi's position. He just chose to correct the documents on the coffee table next to the office. Seeing her, he was a little surprised, "Yiyi?"

"High manager," Ding Yiyi look complex, she felt very strange, "how do you know these days I did not come?"

Manager Gao said with a smile, "the company can't have no one in charge for a day. If you don't come, the leader will let me take your place temporarily. Now that you come back, I'm ready to retire."

"I'm not competent," Ding Yiyi said in a dejected voice. "I'll hand in my resignation and quit the job."

Manager Gao was surprised, "because of this leave event? I don't think it's necessary at all. Everyone will come across something. You've done a good job. You've got the company running again. "

Ding Yiyi shakes her head. She looks at everything in front of her and feels familiar and strange. "I did a wrong thing, which hurt my husband. I want to resign and stay at home to make up for my mistake."

She said it sincerely, with a sad face. Manager Gao didn't know what to say. "There is still one month to approve the resignation application. Take advantage of this month to think it over."

When Manager Gao leaves, Ding Yiyi returns again, which makes the whole office excited. Du Ya and Xiao Qiang specially order a cake to celebrate Ding Yiyi's return.

In front of people, she forced to smile, in the office, she can take off the camouflage, sitting in front of the desk, she looked at the computer, looked at the surrounding documents, did not want to work at all.

There is a pencil beside the desk. She takes it and draws on the paper unconsciously. When she comes back, a necklace on the paper has taken shape.

Necklace has thin ears of wheat, she looked at their results, more and more confused. What does she want to do? Is her present job meaningful? Did she really love jewelry design before?

She had a headache, so she opened the document and began to type the resignation report. After writing it, she sent it to the big boss's mailbox left by Manager Gao, which she didn't know.

Doing all this well, she took out her mobile phone and sent an email to ye nianmo, "can we have dinner together in the evening?"The message returned quickly, but only a few words, "meeting, late home."