"It's OK. I'll take care of myself. Everything will pass." Ye Shuimo holds his hand, saying this to the person in front of him and to herself,

everything will pass, there is nothing in the world that can't pass, she will certainly cross it.

Ye Miao didn't go to work until his mother came.

Her mother-in-law was very gentle. She decided not to talk about Jinbao. She just took her to talk about her family routine. Ye Shuimo didn't want to worry about her elders, so she followed her up without a word.

"Going to the flower show? It's said that this year's orchid show has very rare flowers, and it's not the weekend now, so there shouldn't be too many people. " Ding Yiyi wants her to go out more.

Ye Shuimo insists on living at home, but there is Jinbao's shadow everywhere. Although all the toys have been cleaned up and Jinbao's room has been closed, people always stay here, which is not a matter.

Ye Shuimo nods. She doesn't want to worry her elders.

There are not many people at the flower show, but the orchids are either gorgeous or cool, plus the warm wind, which is very comfortable. Looking at Ye Shuimo's eyebrows stretching slightly, Ding Yiyi is relieved.

She quietly sent a text message to her son, "come out for a walk at the flower show, people are very good, don't worry."

Almost as soon as she sent it out, she received a reply. Ding Yiyi thought that the silly boy probably didn't pay attention to work at all, and he was absorbed in thinking about home, so she would send a text message to each other.

The men in Ye's family are all affectionate and special. As soon as they look up, she finds that ye's ink is gone.

Today, she came out, because she estimated Ye Shuimo's mood, so she didn't even let her bodyguard take her. She thought that her mother-in-law and daughter-in-law could easily watch the flower show. Now she lost her daughter-in-law!

Calm down! Today people do not hide, daughter-in-law should be lost when watching flowers.

Ding Yiyi comforts himself repeatedly and searches around quickly. Finally, he sees Ye Shuimo standing in front of a sculpture made of orchids.

"Ink." She called out, but the other side stood upright all the time, as if she didn't hear the voice behind her, and seemed to be independent of the crowd.

"Ink, are you ok?" Ding Yiyi took her hand.

"Granny." Ye Shuimo wakes up like a dream, "sorry, I stand here to see the flowers, suddenly lost my mind."

This where is absent-minded, just that appearance is like the soul out of the body, Ding Yiyi nodded, pulled her not to put, "nothing is good."

Ye Shuimo nodded stupidly. Just now, the feeling of confusion in her mind came again, but this time, she caught one of the voices.

"Why do you have the face to come to the exhibition?"

"Why do you have the face to come to the exhibition?"

"Why do you have the face to come to the exhibition?"

"Why do you have the face to come to the exhibition?"

“……”

This passage has been played in my mind for countless times, and other sounds seem to be constantly weakening, and then weakening, and finally this sentence is left.

It's because of you that the child has a car accident. How can you still have the face to come to the auto show? When you watch the auto show here, the child is lying in the coffin coldly.

In front of me, the pot planted orchids looks like the soil on the coffin, so is it really a coffin under the soil?

"Ink." Ding Yiyi is worried that the child is always in a daze today.

"Sorry." Ye Shuimo looks back.

Ding Yiyi has been accompanying her around the whole flower show, then nothing happened, her heart is finally safe back to the stomach.

When he went home, Wang Qi got out of the car.

"I rang the doorbell just now and there was no response, so I waited for a while."

"Who is this?"

Ding Yiyi looks at Wang Qi suspiciously.

"Mother in law, this is Wang Qi, a subordinate of the foundation. His family is in the tea set business."

"Hello." Wang Qi is also secretly looking at the person in front of him. He thought it was his cousin, but it turned out to be ye Miao's mother. She looks very young.

"Come in and sit down." Ding Yiyi invited people into the room, after all, many people to dilute the atmosphere, also can let the daughter-in-law's attention will not always be on the child.

Wang Qi feels a little strange when he comes here again. He thinks that ye Shuimo should move away from this sad place, but it's not his turn to say that.

"Sit down and I'll make tea." All the nannies have been sent away. When Ding Yiyi came, he only brought a driver, but no servants or bodyguards. Of course, someone has to do these things.

"Granny, how can you come? I'll come." Ye Shuimo immediately got up.

"I'll do it. Mr. Ye is still my boss." Wang Qi also got up.

"Sit down!" Ding Yiyi said: "I don't have the degree that the old Taoist needs you young people to raise me."

As soon as they said this, they were embarrassed to argue again, so they had to sit down.

"Mr. Ye..." Wang Qi a mouth and don't know what to say, looking at each other's ferocious thin wrist, only feel the heart in dripping blood.

"I'll be fine." Ye Shuimo said.This made Wang Qi hate to come here without permission today. Even at this time, the other party had to estimate his mood and say such words to comfort himself, but he couldn't say anything.

"Is black tea OK?" Ding Yiyi has brought tea and a dish of snacks.

After sitting for a while, Wang Qi ran away. He had a lot to say to Ye Shuimo, but he didn't expect that ye's elders were there, so he ran away without saying anything.

In the evening, ye Miao mentioned the move. Today, he has been thinking about it. It's just sad to live here again. No matter how to hide it, everything here is full of Jinbao.

He didn't want to completely expel Jinbao from memory. That child will always be a part of this family. Maybe one day, they will come back here again because of their memory, but it's definitely not now.

"Good." Ye Shuimo didn't think much. It's inevitable to leave here. She really doesn't have such a strong heart. Maybe one day she will come back here again.

However, is this a way to leave Jinbao behind? Does she blame herself?

"What's the matter? Not feeling well? " Ye Miao immediately noticed that she was not in the right mood.

"I have a headache." Ye Shuimo is whispering.

Ye Miao stands behind her and massages her. Her hand is suddenly caught, and her trembling fingertips are too tight to let go.

"I will not leave you."

This sentence makes Ye Miao's eyes hot with fear for so many days.

How afraid he was that the people he loved insisted on leaving him and refused to come out of grief.

His fear and fear are all well concealed by the calmness of the surface. He even has no time for fear and sadness, but he is also a person.

"Thank you." Encircling her delicate neck and burying her head in the cold neck socket, ye Miao's voice chokes.

The move will be implemented soon, which is also the meaning of the Ye family. Staying in a place full of painful memories is not conducive to getting out of sadness.

New home is not far from here, furniture and decoration style are re involved, in order to move in as soon as possible, retain the color of the wall, no major changes.

In order to avoid the style of the previous house, the style of the new house is more like the simple European and American style before they got married.

Ye Shuimo came once and said nothing.

On the day of moving, the weather is still very good. The next door neighbor is a star in China. He went abroad to shoot some time ago. He just came back today and said hello to them warmly.

"Where are your children?"

Ye Shuimo just nodded to her and said, "died."

A neighbor meal, some embarrassed, do not know what to say, after all, some days ago was still alive, but now died.

Looking at each other's embarrassed appearance, I don't know how, ye Shuimo was happy.

It's coming again. The noise in my mind broke in again. I can't hear anything clearly, but it affected my chest. I felt so sad that I wanted to explode. In a moment, I had the impulse to retract the house again.

Can't leave, don't want to leave, here is the child and her memories ah, left is not the child left here?

Looking at the self reproach of the child's death in front of her and the sadness of the child's death, these two emotions are like two sharp knives, stabbing her blood.

"Wife." Ye Miao came out of the house. They didn't take anything here. Only Ye Shuimo took one of Jinbao's favorite Barbie dolls.

Neighbors see ye Miao, relieved to say hello, desperate to drive away.

"What's the matter?" Ye Miao encircled her waist. "Is it so pale and uncomfortable?"

"Nothing. I'm just saying goodbye."

The couple are looking at the house where Jinbao has lived for several years. If there is no accident, maybe they will live in this house for many years. When Jinbao comes of age, they will have their own life and become a beautiful girl. However, life is changeable, and the heart that wants to be happy does not necessarily have the right to be happy.

Ye Shuimo didn't take the key away. She buried the key in the yard, but didn't mark it specially. What's the use of carrying the key.

Will this be a new start? Even ye Shui Mo didn't know.

To the new home, the first night, ye Shui Mo hit the wall, forehead from a big bag.

"I remember wrong." She covered her forehead, crying and laughing, in the old house, there should be a door here.

Ye Miao is also not used to it. When he takes the medicine box, he goes to the place where the medicine box is put in the old house. He suddenly wakes up and finds that he has changed the house.

The couple looked at each other, silent.

The past life, how much effort, will have to go out that day?

At night, looking at the frown of others who are going to sleep, ye Shuimo's eyes softened.

"Dong Dong Dong!"

It was the sound of the brain, knocking on the nerves in the skull again and again.

"Mom.""Mom."

"Mom."

"Mom."

One sound after another, so close, just like a child lying in his ear and calling softly, where did the sound come from? She tried to look for it with her eyes wide open, even in the corner of the curtain. Finally, she suddenly found that the sound came from her brain.

When she came back, she was standing in the former Jinbao room. Now it's a wall.

"I'm sorry, it's mom who doesn't care about you. Do you hate mom?" She is hoarse voice again and again Crusade oneself, hang forehead.

Crying and self blame turned into a strange feeling. She deeply felt that if she constantly condemned, those disordered voices in her mind would disappear without a trace, and the stagnant Qi blocking her heart would be much better.