Chapter 165 - All I Ever Wanted

Megan's POV

I know what I am doing is called craziness because I couldn't control myself anymore, and I blame it on the alcohol I drink. And I wanted to blame my best friend for leaving me inside my car when she knew I could no longer walk inside the house, and when Ashton started kissing me, I felt like I was floating in the clouds, and I didn't want to go down on the ground anymore.

Being in his arms felt perfect, and I didn't want him to let go of my body. It felt like his hands were only made for me so that he could caress every part of my body, and I couldn't deny the longings that I felt, and no matter how I wanted to stop kissing him back, I couldn't control myself. And it feels like I lost the ability to control myself.

His kisses brought different sensations to my body, and as we continued to make out on the ground, I realized I wanted more. Yeah, it feels embarrassing, but it feels so wonderful at the moment that I don't care if I am going to regret everything tomorrow when I am sober.

And I know because of the influence of the alcohol, I didn't feel shy anymore when I begged Ashton to carry me inside my bedroom. I giggled when he pulled me up with him, and he carried me without a sweat; I hope we will not stumble on the stairs, and I was impressed when he successfully brought me to my room.

And he slowly put my feet on the floor after he closed my door with his feet, and I couldn't contain myself from undressing him, and it was his cue. I was giggling when he discarded his pants effortlessly. I swallowed my saliva as I darted a glance at the outline of his stiff manhood beneath his boxer briefs as I realized Ashton was so big. When I raised my head, I found him staring at me, and I felt shy as I realized he caught me drooling over his big erection.

"And I caressed his muscular chest with my hand while I could feel his hands all over my body, and every touch of Ashton's hands made me feel like I was dreaming, and I don't want to wake up. He looked so sexy as he pulled my dress up, and the way he worshipped my body with his eyes made me feel so thrilled, and I couldn't wait for him to take me to the place where I could see the stars.

Ashton was drinking me in, and I could see that he was staring at me for a long time before he picked me up off the floor and carried me on my bed, and I felt afraid if he would be having a second thought about us, and I couldn't think the humiliation.

"You are so damn perfect, Megan, and I couldn't wait to take you." He said in more than a whisper, and I was giggling, and my laughter died on my lips when Ashton nestled between my legs, and I could feel my entire body set on fire when he rubbed my outer labia, and I couldn't stop myself from moaning as I felt him ran his hands along my outer lips.

And I was holding my breath when he parted my thighs, and he leaned down and dragged his tongue on my slit, and I was gripping on the sheets when he found my clit, and Ashton sucked my clitoris with his sexy mouth, and I felt my toes curl as I felt him caressed my breast and flicked my nipple.

I could feel the orgasms building inside me as I felt Ashton continue to play with my pearl, and it felt so lovely that my moans echoed in my room as I was calling Ashton's name. I couldn't stop looking at him as he continued to devour me with his mouth.

And my eyes rolled at the back of my head when I felt the tip of his tongue flicked my clit back and forth. When he suckled my enlarged bud, I bucked my hips as I gripped his hair, and I arched my back and opened my thighs wider so he could have easy access, and I felt so horny and aroused as I heard him grunt under his breath while I came on his mouth.

"Megan, you are so beautiful!" He said as he continued to toy with my pearl and slurped my juices, and I couldn't take it anymore, I sat up, and I pushed his body on the bed, and he chuckled.

"Easy, Meg!" He said.

I lowered my head, and I could see precum on the tip of his engorged manhood, and I teased him by licking his mushroom head. I knew I was making Ashton crazy with desire, and I slowly took him into my mouth, and I sucked and teased him, and I knew he was at my mercy as I continued to jerk him with my hand while I licked his shaft.

I am aware that I couldn't take him all on my mouth because he is so big, and I giggled when he pulled me up, and he kissed me on my mouth while I was straddling him, and I could feel his shaft pulsated on my slit as I tried to ground on his stiff rod, and I couldn't wait for him to take me.

He slithered his tongue inside my mouth, and when he sucked my tongue, I moaned, and I gyrated my hips, and I heard him moan with pleasure, and Ashton cupped and caressed my breast; and I couldn't take it anymore.

"Please, take me now, Ashton," I begged, and he flipped me on the bed, and I giggled, and he positioned his manhood at my entrance. And I was looking at him with eyes wide open, and he looked so sexy as Ashton watched my face as he slowly entered me, and I could feel the sting, but since I was already wet with my own juices, Ashton joined me with ease, and we moaned together when he started pushing in and out of me.

"Your so right, Meg." He mumbled, and I moaned while I wrapped my legs around his waist. I could feel every inch of his cock as he slid inside me when he adjusted himself inside me, and Ashton started thrusting in and out of me, and it felt so wonderful that I couldn't explain in words how Ashton makes me feel every time he slammed me hard.

I could feel the desire building inside me when he continued to push in and out of me, and I could feel his hard cock is getting bigger. I could feel the gratification of our lovemaking as I watched him claim me with total abandon, and I take him every inch, and my toes curl with excitement. I could feel the pounding of my heart as I squealed, and I came for the second time.

Then Ashton rolled to his side while he pulled me with him, and I am now on top of him, and I could feel how big he was as I rode him. And it felt liberating as I took control, and I was bouncing up and down, and I could feel him hold my ass. It felt so wonderful as I watched him looking at me, filled with lust and affection, as I ground my hips on top of him, and I could feel his stiff cock inside my wall while my supple breasts were bouncing up and down.

And when I leaned down my body, he took my breast with his mouth. It feels terrific how he suckled my hard nipple while I could feel him drilling me with his stiff rod, and I could tell he was coming since I could feel him getting bigger as I continued to grind my hips, and the look on his face was telling me he is about to come.

And I came with Ashton, and I felt him spray his seed inside my womb, and I collapsed on top of him, and he hugged me while he was still inside me, and we were both panting. He was kissing my head while I was caressing his chiseled chest.

When I raised my head, he was looking at me with tenderness, and I slid away from him, but he pulled me closer to him. I smiled when I saw he was still hard even if he had already released his seed, and I know Ashton's endurance is excellent, and I couldn't wait to have another round.

We were cuddling each other, and I wished the night would never end, and I thanked the liquor that I drank since it made me feel confident to show what I wanted with Ashton, and I didn't care if it was me who took the initiative, for once I tried to follow what my heart yearns. 

I want to stop thinking about what is suitable for us anymore since it feels so good to be with him, and making love with Ashton will always make me feel alive, and I could feel I was in seventh heaven.

"Meg, does it mean we are good again?" He asked, and I nodded my head since I couldn't find my voice, and I didn't trust my mouth. I don't want to ruin the fun, and I wanted us to be together again, and I will talk about Claire later. We had a good time, and talking about his ex-fiancee will only make me feel bad.

"Thank you, Megan, for making me so happy tonight. I know we need to talk, but I know those things could wait. I want to say sorry that I didn't return right away." He said as he was caressing my back.

"To be honest, I was hurt, and I felt so jealous of Gael. And what is important right now is we have each other, and being with you and Axel is all I ever wanted. I want you back, Meg, and I hope you will give me another chance to be with you and Axel, and I promised, next time, I will never stay away again. I am sorry if I became a coward, Meg. I was terrified if I would lose you again.." Ashton added, and instead of answering him with words, I kissed him long enough to make him realize I wanted him more than he would ever know.