Suddenly Joshua became agitated.
He sipped his lips and looked at the front. He didn't know where the resentment came from or who it was aimed at, until Jiang Xiu whispered, "don't you go?"
Joshua responded that this resentment was directed at Jiang Xiu.
He didn't like the submissive Jiang Xu, but he couldn't tell why, so he had to start the car without saying a word.
Jiang Xu quietly held the car in his arms and looked out of the window without saying a word.
About half an hour later, the car stopped. It was a villa on the outskirts of the city. Joshua said, "here we are."
Jiang Xu got out of the car. She looked up at the villa in front of her. It was ordinary, nothing special. After she walked in, she planted a Schisandra tree in the garden of the villa. At this time, the tree was full of red Schisandra chinensis, which looked like a string of small lanterns, which was extremely happy.
The woman in the white dress raised her hand and picked off a bunch of red fruits. Her fingers were even more white and slender, almost dead white. The woman turned around and looked at her face like a picture, and her pear blossom was gloomy.
It overlaps with Jiang Xu's childhood memory.
When she was very young, LAN Jinxi was like this. For so many years, she did not seem to have any change. Time especially favored her, as if her time had been frozen ten years ago.
Jiang Xiu stood in place, some shaking God, LAN Jin Xi way: "ginger, see mother, not happy?"
Jiang Xiu regained consciousness, she looked at LAN Jin Xi, pulled out a cold smile: "I can't see you, just happy."
LAN brocade Xi sighed gently, with some helpless way: "you just can't understand it." She put the string of Schisandra in Joshua's hand and said to Jiang, "follow me."
Jiang Xiu goes in with her box.
The decoration in the living room is simple but exquisite. LAN Jinxi asked her to sit down and then poured her a cup of tea. The cool air of the air conditioner dissipated the heat outside. LAN Jinxi's voice was peaceful: "ginger, we'd better talk openly. What you want, I can help you, but you know what I want, don't you?"
Jiang Xu lowered his eyes and said for a long time, "what do you want me to do?"
LAN Jinxi stood up, held her finger on the back of the sofa and said, "demoneye is my lifelong effort. It's like my second child. Although there are still many people who don't understand demoneye, Jiang Jiang, you have to know that what demoneye brings is never destruction, but rebirth." She looked at the black box beside Jiang Xiu and said, "you agree with this, don't you?"
"What about the dead?" Jiang asked softly.
LAN Jinxi chuckled: "since ancient times, it has become a great event. How can there be one who does not bleed or die? This is the inevitability of history, and I can't avoid it. "
Jiang Xiu bit her lower lip, but she didn't know whether she agreed or not. She said, "I've always wanted to ask you a question."
LAN Jin Xi said softly, "you say. "
JIANG Xu raised his eyes and looked into her eyes and said," in the end, was my mother when I was a child really you, or is this the real you? "
The smile on LAN Jin Xi's face was restrained, and then he said, "that's all me."
Jiang Xiu laughed: "no, now this is the real you. What I recognized in my childhood was just your disguise."
After a long time, LAN Jinxi said, "Jiang Jiang, I was born unknown. Before I knew the meaning of life and death, I had killed my mother's life. When I was young, my father took me around with me. I saw the ugliness of human nature. They are like poison through the intestines, corroding everyone silently. My father said, I want to learn to go Forgive them, they are stupid, they do not understand the main meaning, I have always thought so, why should I argue with a group of fools? Until - "
she closed her eyes and said," I became a lamb for sin until I won the medical grand prix. I only knew that in the eyes of my beloved, I was just a chess piece and a tool. He could abandon me without hesitation and make use of me to build a bridge to the sky. Even if I stepped on my bones, there was no guilt. ”
"in that short time, I witnessed the ugliest human nature. You can't imagine how I survived."
What Jiang Xiu wanted to say, but she couldn't say anything. The turning point of LAN Jinxi's life was when she was 20 years old. Whether she became a political prisoner from a talented person in heaven, or betrayed by her lover, or there were many disputes unknown to outsiders, they were enough to make anyone crazy.
LAN Jin Xi suddenly gave a very light smile and said, "but it is also beneficial. At that time, I finally understood what the thing that I have been extremely disgusted with is human nature. I have been thinking that if this thing is erased, will the world be as clean as a piece of white paper?"
Jiang Xu said: "at that time, the world was just a puppet in your hand. What's the meaning of living?"
LAN Jin Xi shook her head, did not continue to explain, but said: "you will understand."She looked down at Jiang Xiu and said, "Jiang Jiang, I've been waiting for you for so many years. My position will be yours and only yours." She was like a snake that bewitched Adam and Eve to eat the fruit of wisdom. Her voice was soft: "you and I are the same people. As long as you promise me, you will be the successor of demoneye. You can see your dead lover, stay with him forever, and grow old with him. Isn't that what you want?"
“……” Jiang Xun's eyes trembled.
LAN Jinxi sat down beside her, took her hand and said, "Jiang Jiang, when you were still in my stomach, I thought about what kind of child you would be, be more like me, or a little more responsible for Jiang. You didn't live up to my expectations. You are more talented than me. I believe you will take demoneye to higher and farther places."
"Demoneye is the salvation of mankind, not killing. The world is short-sighted and can only see sacrifice, but ignore the discovery that can shock the world later. You are my child and my blood. Can you see it?" Her voice became softer: "you want to see the new life behind the blood and death, ginger."
Jiang Xiu's fingers trembled: "Mom I... "
LAN Jinxi held her in her arms and whispered, "darling, don't be afraid. I'm right by your side. You don't need to be afraid of anything."
Jiang Xiu smelled a light smell of medicine, which was often found in her mother's body when she was a child. Her tears suddenly fell down without warning and wet her skirt.