Chapter 1138

Jiang Xu kneels on the ground dejectedly, looking at the fire all over the mountain. Her tears keep falling down, but her throat seems to be blocked, and she can't make a sound at all.

Joshua had no expression on his face, but his fingers were tightly clenched together. His nails pierced the skin and shed blood. He did not care at all. He looked at the mountain engulfed by the fire. For a long time, he half knelt in front of Jiang Xiu, pressed her shoulder and said, "don't cry."

But Jiang Shu couldn't stop her tears. She grabbed Joshua's hand and her voice was hoarse: "why did you take me away Why? "

" because she wants you to live. " Joshua said calmly, "this is her wish."

Jiang Xun choked: "why does she always make choices for me? Why?"

Joshua closed his eyes and said, "mother actually realized your idea. She wanted to use a more gentle way to make you give up. Until you found mephtal III, she realized that the estrangement between you was like a natural moat. She could not persuade you, nor could you persuade her. Her health was already very bad and could not hold on. If she died, Wei Ke and LAN Jinyu would never die Yes, she will attack you. She is afraid that you can't deal with them, so she acquiesced in your practice. "

"Since sooner or later, it happens when she is still alive, more or less, she will protect you. "

" and things are exactly what she expected. " Joshua said in a low voice, "she has removed all obstacles for you. "

the fire on the mountain is still burning. It is like the closing ceremony of a grand drama. It must be remembered at the last moment. At this moment, the heaven seems to mourn for this tragedy, and a rain comes down. However, the gentle rain, with the cool wind of early autumn, can not extinguish the overwhelming fire.

Jiang Xu's face and body were stained with blood. She looked like a beggar, kneeling on the ground begging who could save her mother. Even though she knew that the woman was full of blood and had countless sins on her back, she still wanted to see her again. She threw herself into her arms like a child, heard her gentle voice and saw her doting smile 。

Since the reunion with LAN Jinxi, Jiang Xu has always felt that she is quite different from her mother in memory. But now, no matter how long her age is wasted, LAN Jinxi's love for her has never declined, just changed a way.

In other people's eyes, LAN Jinxi naturally committed a heinous crime. She did human experiments, killed her mentor, and murdered many innocent people Of course, these people can spit and sneer at her for her good and clean death, or they still feel that she is not enough to breathe. She should be gouged out of her ashes and flogged again. However, Jiang Xu can not hate her, or even has no right to hate her.

LAN Jinxi was also young and naive, full of vigor and vitality. She was amazing in the years and brilliant in the deep dream. However, she fell in love with a person who was not worthy of her love and suffered a lot of harm. She tried her best to keep her own child, but in the end, she failed to protect her daughter.

So she went completely mad.

Now it's hard to say whether it was Jiang's responsibility that pushed LAN Jinxi to a desperate situation step by step, or whether LAN Jinxi had a crazy gene in her bones.

In the final analysis, it's Jiang Xu's fault.

It was her fault.

"If it wasn't for me If it wasn't for me, a lot of things would have changed. It was me... "

Joshua's voice was a little hard to detect: "Jiang Xiu, mother let you live, not let you blame yourself. "

JIANG Xu raised his face and looked at him:" but she never thought that she was dead. I couldn't live in peace of mind! "

Joshua was silent for a moment before he said, "how do you know she didn't think about it?"

"What she thought was that a lot of things had already developed to an extreme. What people can choose is only a bad result and a worse result."

Joshua reached out to wipe the tears from the corner of Jiang's eyes and said, "ginger, don't cry. Let others see it. What can I do?"

He took Jiang Xiu into his arms and murmured, "if you let others see you crying for her, your future situation will be more difficult, so don't cry for her in the future."

However, Jiang Xiu's cry became louder and louder. At last, she cried like a child who had lost her beloved toy. She leaned on Joshua's shoulder and cried hoarsely: "but she is my mother She's my mother Why can't I cry when she's dead? "

Joshua didn't answer. He just patted Jiang Xu on the back and said in a soft voice, "Fu Chenhan is still waiting for you. Go find him."

Jiang Xu grabbed his hand and said, "what about you Where are you going? "

Joshua laughed. "Me? You don't have to worry about me. "

He gently kisses Jiang Xiu's eyebrows, his fingers trembling against her eyebrows and eyes, and whispers, "honey, I'll always be there for you."

"No matter what happens, don't be afraid."

"From the first sight I saw, my fate was entangled with you. I am your knife, you are my life..." He said, "I love you."Jiang Xu opened his mouth and wanted to say something. Joshua had pinched her back neck. Jiang Xu's eyes were dark.

Her words were stuck in her throat and there was no exit.

You are free.

You don't have to keep me, you should have your own future.

But he didn't hear.

……

"Bang", the cup was hit on the ground, broken into a pile.

Plain white touched the nose, the other humanity in the room: "you go first."

The others had already wanted to go, and they couldn't wait to run.

Plain white way: "Ye, what temper do you lose, frighten little madam much bad."

Fu Shen said with a cold face: "who gave you the courage to take me away?"

Plain white way: "that is not young madam's order."

Fu Shen cold staring at him: "are you her people, or my people?"

"I am your man, but don't you also listen to the young lady?"

Fu Chenhan: "what's more..."

He turned his eyes and looked at Jiang Xu on the hospital bed. Jiang Xu's face was very pale. He looked at the light floating, as if the wind would disappear. He took Jiang Xu's hand and asked pingbai: "why haven't you woken up yet?"

Plain white way: "the doctor said is wasted too much, may want to sleep for a period of time."

To be honest, when he took Fu Chenhan away, he thought Jiang Xu would die. Especially when the explosion happened, he felt that he would be shot dead when Fu Chenhan woke up. However, no one thought that Jiang Xu was not dead. She was sent back in good faith, and she was put in front of the garrison camp of the imperial family. For a time, he thought she was a ghost.