Chapter 208 - A CONFESSION BREAKING HEARTS!

She knew that she was becoming extremely selfish at this point of thrashing every blame on him but she was not going to take it...she was not going to be the reason behind Tinsley's misery anymore.

"It's on you!"

John narrowed his eyes at her. How could it be only him? When she was equally involved in the action.

"You are just trying to make it look like it's all me because you started this problem, Madison Maria...you asked him to marry her and now she is trapped...you do not get an easy pass out every time...own it up!"

John exclaimed and it made Madi so so angry at him for poking her with that one mistake she had done.

She was trying to resolve it by keeping her safe and away from him and she was succeeding only for him to disrupt it in the meantime.

"You should own up! It's because of you that he is going to find her out and this time she would have no easy escaping from him..."

Madi busted out. John had never been angry at someone as he was at her for the time being.

"Well, I could only help you this much in your redemption path, madam!"

John mocked and she did not take it quite well any of it. Her right palm landed straight against his cheek.

And everyone in the room was astonished. Madi took a step backwards, realizing what she had done.

John remained in his place shocked and could not move at all. He had always been nice to her...he had always shown her unconditional favour not because he was into her...but because he respected her, admired her as a person.

But this time...this time he was beyond angry at her. Angry because she was not at all considering about him...in what circumstance that had led him into doing so...she was being inconsiderate.

Her chest was heaving up and down as she saw him...the anger in his eyes brewing up, the darkness in him getting darker.

He stepped forward and she was never the one to take a step backwards and remained static.

He bored his eyes into hers. She had to look up to match with his gaze, him being a foot taller than her entire frame.

"You are one selfish woman! "

He let out, and she gulped the saliva down her throat as he uttered those words with so much venom.

"You are no less!"

She retorted back. They were both breathing too high and from the corner, up the stairs, Lana was watching the entire scenario.

She had hung up on Tinsley the moment she heard screaming and shouting from downstairs.

She had understood the part where her brother had told that he had revealed Tin's location to Kian but did not get it the part where he told that Kian shows him and Madi...? It did not make sense to her.

Now looking at her brother and girlfriend so close to each other...breathing the same air almost...something was just not right the way both were staring at each other as if they had shared one history...the kin that was best to keep hidden.

"I only give and you only take! Selfish!"

John mumbled out the last part with so much furry that it hit Madi straight in her head.

How dare he pretend as if it only had been him...that it was only him who had given and she took??

Hell!! She had gave him her body and party a piece of her heart while choosing to betray the love of her life...and he dared say she only took from him?? And not gave him anything??

"Fuck you!!"

Madi hit him on his chest with both her fist and John did not budge. She went on with it, repeatedly.

"I fucking gave you my body..."

Hit!

"I fucking let you see my soul!"

Hit! Hit!

"I fucking chose to cheat on the woman that I love to have a moment with a piece of shit like you!"

Hit! Hit! Hit!

John did not stop her as she ranted out everything that she had been holding up for so long inside of her.

He could see at that moment that she was as disturbed as he had been. It made sense now why she chose to avoid him after their affair. And he had been thinking she was done with him.

Yet it was not just her??

He had given too...he had given her his heart when she chose his sister's, yet he let her take it, have a look and stomp over it, walking away...

She was not the only one hurt...not the only one confused...not the only one guilty for committing such a sin...cheating! Betrayal!

"I fucking can't...still do not know how I m breathing in the same room as her, every time this guilt... it's eating me away yet all I can think of is wanting to do it again...I just want to kill myself..."

And John held her fists, stopping her and pulling her close to his body, not letting her complete that word...he just could not let her...he could not imagine her dead...

He slammed her lips against hers, swallowing away her sobs of pain and ache that both their actions had caused her.

At first, she protested but then let in. She needed him...all she needed at that moment was his warm embrace, telling her that everything would be alright...to hide from that guilt trip...

A gasp left Lana's mouth. She enclosed her mouth with her hands from breaking loose on seeing what she was seeing.

Her brother...her own blood brother making out with the woman she loved...the woman who was her partner.

It did not seem one-sided at all. They were very much into each other...anyone could tell it from ten feet apart.

Their foreheads rested against each other as they breathed in the same air of despair together.

Somehow, somewhere both felt at peace for coming out clean about something both had been avoiding to talk about.

He felt a sudden calmness in his heart knowing that she felt it for him...if not all at least something...she wanted him the way he wanted her...

Madison felt at ease for letting out how truly she had been feeling about all these. He knew it now...it was out in the air...something she tried to keep it in herself for so long.

"I love you!"

She looked up at him, peeling her temple off from his. Her ears could not believe what she just heard.

He confessed...he could not hold it anymore in him. He would have done it long ago if in their first and only date, the unwanted truth of about his sister liking her would not have been out.

He always wanted her...he loved her. It was the truth. He would have proposed to her most probably in their second or third date if it only had happened...

She never saw that coming...she never thought that a man like him could ever love a woman like her...such an utter mess!

The silence was eerie...the silence was a killer one. Lana wanted to know what was next...what she would tell...what Madi would do??

"I have always loved you...I do! It always has been you and I can't control it anymore, Madison, not when you are dating my sister...you love her...I respect that...I love my sister's happiness but I just can't be like this...seeing the woman I love with anyone else, be it with my own sister...I just want you all to myself...and I can't, not anymore pretend if it's not the truth...its the truth...be it my sister's partner, I love you...and I want you!"

John declared, not holding himself one bit. Letting out his true feeling all out in the air for her to hear and breathe.

"I want you too...!"

Madison whispered, loud enough for him to hear and clear enough to break Lana's already broken heart into pieces and parts.

That was all she knew...that she wanted him. That everything about that she felt for him was lustrous yet when she let her ship sink into his, thinking that it would be over, she only craved more of him...

And lately, she had come to realize that it was more than lust...it had always been more than that. She wanted him more than his flesh...yet she loved Lana...she was confused, she still was.

Lana could not stand still as her hand knocked off the flower vase from the top, mistakenly when she tried to move out from there...not being able to breathe anymore.

John and Madi were broken up from their trance and looked up as the flower base fell, shattering to pieces...blown out to finally notice a tear strained Lana.

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