Chapter 89 - Mending Things 4

'I'm not in heat.' As if Minwoo still didn't know about it, Wonho tries to hide his scent again. It is apparently too much for him to do so, his veins already popping from his neck.

'Wonho. Stop acting stupid and go back to your room.'

'I'll leave when you're gone.'

'WONHO!'

'I'M NOT IN HEAT! IT'S IMPOSSIBLE!' Minwoo glares at the omega, trying to hold in his anger. This is the time where he should use his authority over his mate, but he saw how it affected Wonho a few minutes ago. He doesn't want that to happen again. Clenching his jaws, he inhales deeply, closing his eyes as he asks about the reasoning for the ridiculous statement. Glaring back at him with his glassy eyes, Wonho responds, as calmly as he can manage, 'I took suppressant. I won't get my heat.'

'When?'

'Three weeks ago. My heat's over.'

Minwoo almost scoffed at the omega but tries to maintain his cool. He has to remind himself that most people taking suppressants are clueless about how it works either, that they just take it because that is the only choice they have. He has to remind himself that Wonho is not dumb, he is just desperate, because Minwoo tried use his heat against him the last time they were together. 

'Do you even know how suppressant work? They don't skip your heat, they delay it. Wonho.' He pauses, trying to arrange his words to not appear too offensive. 'Please don't take something you don't know how it works. Just stop with all these pills already. God.'

He didn't mean for the last part to be spoken out loud but it did, and the man heard it loud and clear. He is waiting for another fight which surprisingly, didn't come. Wonho just stares at the rocks as he starts to tear again. 'I'm not...' 

'It's already started right?' 

Self-lubrication. He knows Wonho hates it. He gets grumpy when his pants start to wet. 'Let's go. I'll walk you back.' 

He notices the slight discomfort on the man's face, 'Behind you. As far as I can.'

Wonho nods obediently, which is again, a surprise. Smiling inwardly, he waits as Wonho takes little steps forward, trying his best to understand the man's uncomfortable situation. He had been lectured greatly about it by Seungyun, so there is that, but he is also trying his hard not to scream again because he knows Wonho is finally trying to accept the situation for now. One wrong word and the omega may just hurt himself.

'We need to walk faster. You know how your heat affects me...' Minwoo isn't trying to threaten Wonho but he has to make it clear. Just as much as it pains Wonho to hold it in, it also hurts him to pretend his groin isn't starting to get aroused. He isn't expecting any response, in fact, he is hoping for Wonho to dash back out of fear but, the last thing he would expect is Wonho to stop walking and just stands there, biting his lips and clenching his fists. 

'Wonho?'

'Make it go away...'

'What?'

'MAKE IT GO AWAY!! MINWOO!!' It took him a second to process what he just heard, but that is all the time the omega needed to fall on his knees and cry, like a child. Not understanding anything, Minwoo stoops down in front of him, hands awkwardly in the air, trying to figure out where to place them. 

'I don't want to do it...'

'Urm, it's not hard!' Minwoo moves his eyes frantically around, trying to think of something to get Wonho back up again so they can reach his room as soon as possible. 'Just put the vibrator in and wait. Remember? Simp-'

'I don't have vibrators... I don't want to do it myself! Minwoo...' 

Owh damn. That deep voice crying his name, his body is reacting to it. And did Wonho just suggested for Minwoo to take care of it for him? Because...'I can't. I'm sorry. You need to do it yourself...'

'I don't want to! ' Still panicking with his omega bawling his eyes on the ground, the young alpha grabs both sides of his own head, scratching it to find an any idea to stop this. To his shock, he feels Wonho's hands on his shoulder and a few moments later, the man buries his face on his chest. 'I can't do it. Minwoo!' 

'This is... Wonho. Stop, you don't want this.'

'Minwoo.' He repeats again, as if merely calling his name calms his heat even the slightest, 'I don't wanna be alone...'

'Won, it's the heat talking. We need to get you ba-'

'No!!' He feels the hug on his neck tightens, bringing him down on his knees, right in front of the omega. 'I don't wanna go. I wanna stay.' 

'We can't stay here!' He tries to stand up with the omega, but the latter is holding onto him so hard, pulling him even closer, as if afraid that he might disappear. Which wouldn't be far from the truth. He will, disappear. After he makes sure Wonho is safe in his room, he will return to his own and never come back here again. 

'I wanna be with you! Please let me stay...' The exasperated man whines on his chest, voice unclear from all his sobs. Gritting his teeth, trying to control himself and his body, the alpha finds that his resolution is too weak against Wonho's begs. 'Don't leave me. Minwoo! Minwoo!!' 

Frowning, Minwoo returns the hug, knowing fully well what he is getting himself into. After this is all over, Wonho is going to regret it and will hate him for it. And there is no way that they can be fixed.

But he doesn't care.

Because they are already over the moment he claimed Wonho that night. Wonho is never planning to meet him had it not been for the heat. 

So, he will do it. 

He will do it because this is the last time.