Chapter 254

There are many taxis waiting beside the bar. At the end of summer, she chose one nearby, opened the door and went in. She felt really tired. She felt that she was going to be unable to stand.

She's going to find a place to sit down. She's going to be overwhelmed.

The taxi driver was a middle-aged uncle, wearing a yellow dress. He was bored waiting there. He lit up on time and smoked. When he saw someone coming up, he immediately put out the smoke.

The car is still full of smoke.

The middle-aged uncle turned back with a smile, "just bored, I smoked a cigarette. Miss, where are you going?"

He's also a real driver.

She had driven taxis before the end of summer, and she knew that many male taxi drivers smoked.

She is not so exclusive to the unacceptable kind, but maybe it's because she drives a taxi. She especially doesn't like the smell of smoke on the car.

But today is not the same, her heart tired, she looked at the driver's uncle, "can you give me a cigarette?"

The driver's uncle was stunned for a moment. It's not surprising that many women come out of the bar and smoke, but the girl behind seems to be the kind of sweet and clever little girl. Her facial features look quiet, soft and white Her delicate face is inlaid with a pair of clear and bright black eyes, and her white dress is very pure and charming. It doesn't look like the kind who can smoke at all.

But now she looks a little embarrassed, obviously there is such a big seat in the back seat, but she curled up in the corner by the door.

It looks like a stray kitten, lonely and desolate.

The driver nodded, gave her a cigarette and helped her light it by the way.

"Cough... Cough..."

it's really the first time to smoke, and I can't even smoke.

At the end of summer, I was choked. I coughed so much that my tears almost fell down. A mouthful of smoke came into my mouth. It was bitter, astringent and uncomfortable, but I wanted to take another mouthful.

"Little girl, forget it! Smoking is bad. It's hard to quit in the future. " The driver's uncle advised her.

It's really hard to get used to smoking.

At the end of summer, he shook his head. The water in his dark and bright eyes was sparkling. There was a drop of tears hanging on his long and thick eyelashes. He looked pitiful.

"It's OK, thank you. Go to Xinghewan community." At the end of summer, he took another puff.

This time, she didn't think that she had been coughing just now. She just coughed two times slightly. Her throat was very choking and her chest was very stuffy.

But her heart has long been as painful as a big hole in the explosion, before clearly want to try to leave him, now seems to be about to come true, but I feel flustered.

Yesterday, he was so disgusted that he wanted to strangle himself. He felt that his heart was like ashes. But when he was with others, his heart was really more painful.

Even in the end of summer, I feel ashamed of myself.

But you know, over the years, he was the first to give her a harbor to live in. Although she was afraid to get too close, she couldn't help but want to get close.

When he was kidnapped by Lao Xu, he saved himself like a God from the sky. He saw that he had brought the rice to the room.

He was also the first one to treat little nuomi like his own daughter, giving him a father and a family. He also promised himself that he would be good to little nuomi all his life.

The day he read the picture book to xiaonuomi was clumsy, but they were like a family. They were simply together. The warmth and happiness were beyond her reach.

And last time he was hospitalized, he stayed with her two days and nights in the hospital. How much she wanted to get close to her, but he never concealed that he just wanted to treat her as a lover.

It's just a lover.

She even thought of her lover as her lover. Anyway, there were no other women around him.

I am so afraid of being abandoned, but like thirsty land, I yearn for the rain. When I meet the rain, I will not hesitate to absorb it.

She never knew that when she saw other women around him, she would feel so painful! I don't know how many times more than the physical pain.

At the end of summer, I couldn't help taking another sip.

The pallor and desolation of life, once again reflected in her body so incisively and vividly, that deep sense of powerlessness, just like living in her heart, all things she can't help herself.

She can't leave when she wants to, and she can't leave when she wants to stay.

She took another puff of the cigarette. She smoked the whole cigarette, even the butt of the cigarette. Her hand was scalded inadvertently.

She didn't feel the pain.

She put out the cigarette butt and asked the driver, "can you sell me your pack of cigarettes?"

Uncle looked at her some helpless, behind the little girl is like his daughter general age, he handed the cigarette in the past, "little girl in the car to smoke a good, the rest back to me."At the end of summer, I smoked another cigarette, and then I started smoking.

That chest's tear pain only then once again slightly obtained the consolation.

Why does no one want her, all people have to abandon her, do not want her, what did she do wrong?

She hated God's unfairness at this moment.

Thinking of Mu Hanyu's intimacy with other women in the bar, the pain in his heart was like a flood of beasts almost devouring her.

While she was smoking the third cigarette, the taxi driver drove to Xinghewan community.

"Here we are, little girl." The driver's uncle said to her.

"Well," he nodded numbly at the end of summer, put out the smoke, paid and got off the car.

She went back to the room like a wandering soul. The broad room was even more empty. At the end of summer, she stared at the kitchen for a while. That day, Mu Hanyu took her to a banquet and almost gave her away. She asked her angrily, "are you not afraid that I will really go with him?"

Mu Hanyu threatened her, "if you want to leave the little glutinous rice to me, you will go with him!"

His family didn't know why he said that. He was afraid that he would hurt xiaonuomi and threatened him with a bowl of noodles. He vowed that he would never hurt xiaonuomi all his life.

Thinking of this, she suddenly thought of the sentence he said that day, "if you don't want others to hurt her, you have to strengthen yourself. What's the meaning of these useless verbal guarantees? Do you think God will really open his eyes?"

At the end of summer, she sat on the bar chair that Mu Hanyu had made before. She repeated this sentence again and again: "if you don't want others to hurt her, you have to strengthen yourself. What's the meaning of these useless verbal guarantees? Do you think God will really open your eyes?"

At the end of summer, he gave a wry smile. It seemed that God really couldn't open his eyes. He didn't really pity her. Mom and dad didn't use her. Even the grandfather who loved her the most took it away for her.

At the end of summer, she wiped the tears on her face. She is going to sleep. Maybe she will have a sleep tomorrow.