But even after more than 20 years, she can still remember the child's appearance. The child who just came out of the womb was not as warm as other children, but cold.
She cut the umbilical cord herself. She didn't even have the bedding to wrap her. She had to tear a piece from her coat to wrap her.
When the princess was weak, she just looked at the child and let her get out of the car and throw her away.
She didn't even cry. Her breath was so weak that she seemed to die at any time.
When she got out of the carriage and left her in the woods, she suddenly opened her eyes. Her black eyes were clean and her innocent heart was shaking.
She even ran back with her in her arms, knelt down in front of the carriage and asked the princess to keep the child. They had already left Yanjing City, and they could always start a new life in the future. Master Feng would take good care of them and take the child back, that is, to have more food.
She is not a charitable person. She has lived in the palace for half her life, and her hands are not without human life. But this child, after all, is the princess's own daughter. Like the eldest lady, she is the flesh that falls from the princess
She grew up with the princess when she was young. Although the princess was her master, they were already like relatives in the Qin palace.
She understood the pain and hatred in the princess's heart, but the child was innocent. If she was thrown down like this, she would die.
She has never held a child, as cold as this child, as if as soon as she let go, she would really die.
She is really hard hearted.
So she begged the princess to keep the child. She was still young and she didn't know anything. Even if she was taken back, she would never know anything. After all, they would never go back to Qin palace. That nightmare like place, they have really left.
But in response to her, there was only one sentence: "do you think it's not bad enough for me to be harmed by this evil? Throw her away. I don't want to see her. I don't want to see her at all
Ying Niang had no choice but to carry her child back to the forest and put her on the ground again.
She finally had a faint cry.
At this time, the weather in early summer, suddenly snow.
White boundless, like a dream, just a moment, then lost people's eyes.
Yingniang looked at the child strangely. Her small face turned red, and the birthmark on her left face was a little frightening. But her eyebrows and eyes looked like a princess. They were so delicate and beautiful.
She was weeping faintly, pitifully in the vast snow.
She even had a moment's impulse to carry her away.
But she has been with the princess for many years. She has followed her all the way. She can't turn her back at this time. The princess has just given birth. She is very weak. There is only a two-year-old lady qingjue in the carriage who is still asleep. If she leaves, the princess and them may not be able to hold on to him.
So she turned her head and left after all, but the snow of that day, the child's appearance and eyes, just like the brand and nightmares, were imprinted in her heart, which tortured her every night and reminded her how she had killed an innocent child.
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