She cooperated with the empress and finally left the palace on the day of Qin Feng's death.
When she got to the woods in the suburb of Beijing, she had endured the pain for two hours and finally gave birth to the thin child. She only looked at her once.
Thin and small, there is a big birthmark on the left face.
What a ridiculous irony, that birthmark grows on the child's face, but it seems to hit her face.
Is this the end of her life she wants?
She knew that brother Fengxi would come to her and take her away. But if, if three years ago, she knew it would be like this, what would she do if she stubbornly stayed in the Qin palace?
Even in the last year, when she was gnawed by hatred and lost herself, she had to forget the taste of her love with Jiuge.
She destroys Qin Feng, takes revenge, and she destroys herself.
She couldn't pity the child.
She doesn't want to live any more. What's the meaning of that child's life and death for her?
Did she look at her and tell herself the humiliation she suffered in the Qin palace?
Enough, really enough, she's had enough.
So she didn't want to look at her any more.
Throw it clean, die clean.
I forgot to clean it.
It's funny that brother Fengxi took her back, and the first thing he asked her was the child.
Oh, she's dead.
When she answered him, there were no waves in her heart.
She didn't even regret it.
Because she doesn't want to live anymore.
When brother Fengxi heard her words, he looked at her with an incredible look she had never seen before, and then went back to find the child without saying a word.
Does he think she's cruel, too?
But who can dissolve and erase the cruelty of fate on her?
She's tired. She's really tired.
She left him a letter, entrusted him to take care of qingjue and yingniang, and then chose to commit suicide.
At the moment of complete loss of consciousness, she felt free at last.
But she didn't die. When she opened her eyes again, she saw brother Fengxi's pale face.
He told her with a smile,
Tong Tong, you need to live well. Qingjue needs your care.
Tong Tong, it's not your fault that you don't love me. I never wanted you to love me. I just want you to be happy.
Tong Tong, I will exchange my life for your life, so that what I owe you can be paid off at last.
Tong Tong, if there is an afterlife, let's not meet again.
When he finished these words, he never spoke to her again. He ordered people to invite yunzidu, and entrusted him to take care of Xichen and Beihan palace.
And then just like that, no nostalgia, died in front of her.
It was not until that moment that she found out what kind of position the man who had been behind her and guarding her silently had in her heart.
She always thought that what she loved was the nine elder brother who was in love with her. It was not until the moment of Fengxi's death that she realized that the person she had always loved was the one she had hurt the most. Because he loved her, she never had any fear. She thought she would never lose him even if she lost everything.
But she just lost him, his life, including his love for her.
He said, if there is an afterlife, let's not meet again.
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