Chapter 1110

Love a person, is a very happy thing.

But from the day of separation, he didn't have a quarter of an hour without pain. He knew that as long as he was alive, no matter in what way, no matter when there was blood and flesh, or when he turned into a fierce ghost, or reincarnated into a human being, as long as he still existed in this world, he couldn't forget and let go.

So he didn't have a choice, and he didn't want to.

He didn't know what life would be like from the beginning, whether there would be something like what Hanjing said. When it was a new beginning, he had no time or energy to think about it.

He's tired. He's tired. He wants to finish.

Shuijingmo quietly looks at Ning Xu. He wants to open his mouth and say, of course, he is not ugly. Xiao Xu is the most beautiful in the world. How can he be ugly?

But those words, like stem in his throat, a word also can't come out.

He is so quietly staring at him, a thousand words, to the end, to now, nothing to say, do not have to say.

Finally, the only thing that can be exported is: "what's the matter? Come to me Can I help you? "

Just two short sentences, the export is like cutting his heart, knife by knife, each knife is painful, just as in those years, when Xiao Xu came to him, he cruelly told him that everything in the past when it did not happen, he knew that he had consumed all his own, and could love him.

He has no qualification to love him, from then on, he knew that his life, there is no way, there is no way to hug that he really love.

No matter what reasons he has to, no matter how much he wants to let himself forget the past, but in fact, over the years, or more, how can he forget it?

But there are too many things in life to resist, you choose one, you have to lose another.

There are not so many things waiting for you.

Shuijingmo is a gentle gentleman in the eyes of outsiders, but only he and his Xiao Xu know that he is not such a person. In fact, he is a man who loves to laugh, and has a little strength and hegemony. He used to have a lot of right to ask Xiao Xu to do for him and enjoy it.

He never likes to trouble others. The most troublesome thing in his life is his Xiao Xu.

But after all, he did not choose his Xiao Xu, did not give him a promise, he thought that they do not need that, he thought that time will prove his mind, he thought that between them there will be forever, forever to experience the true temperature of the feelings.

He never thought that he was the one who hurt Xiao Xu the most.

Just like in the past ten years, he didn't miss him for a day, but he didn't have the courage to see him. He was afraid that he would lose control, and he would want to leave everything behind, all that he could and couldn't do, just wanted to lead his hand and wander around the world.

All this is like a joke.

Just like his heart, no matter what the pain is like at this time, no matter how many surging thoughts he has at this time, at the moment when he finally meets him, in the face of him, and when he finally stands in front of his Xiao Xu, he can only ask cruelly and coldly, what's the matter? What's the matter with me?

What an ordinary greeting, ordinary to,

deep piercing.

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