Ning Xu looks at him with a smile, but shuijingmo's heart is very restless. Xiao Xu hasn't come to him for so many years. Today, he suddenly appears in front of him. He doesn't know how to have a bad premonition. And that premonition becomes more and more intense when he sees Xiao Xu's smile.
He felt that he could not restrain himself. He had to find out, or he would not be able to be at ease.
"Little..." Shuijingmo opens his mouth, and as soon as he makes a sound, he is interrupted by Ning Xu.
"Ah Jing," Ning Xu looked at shuijingmo and said with a smile, "I'm here to say goodbye to you."
He said it easily and laughed naturally.
But in the eyes of landscape ink, there is an irrepressible impulse, which makes landscape ink suddenly upset.
"I've been to a lot of places all these years, and I haven't been back to Ningxi island. I..." Ning Xu said to shuijingmo, "I plan to go back to Ningxi Island, and then Maybe we won't leave again. "
With these words, Ning Xu's heart seemed suddenly relieved, and the whole person became bright and bright.
When Hanjing finally asked him if he was willing, he actually knew that he must be unwilling. Because he was not willing, he had been secretly paying attention to ah Jing all these years, so he would rather cheat himself with such a dream. He is not reconciled, not reconciled to this, not reconciled to their own love to the bone of the people, how really do not want him.
If you say no, you don't.
What is the relationship between them?
He once asked himself this question in countless nights, countless drunk to a mess, what is the relationship between them? How can he say that if he doesn't love, he won't love and let go?
What is he insisting on?
That countless times of watch, the kind of spiritual torture seems to be a little bit of AIDS generated a magic barrier, gnawing him to the body, full of holes.
He can't even feel that he's alive. He really suffocates to the point that he can't take this life for this life. No, no matter how short it is, he can love each other. Don't live a long life. Just like ordinary people, it's OK to live for decades, no matter how little.
Can we keep them together and not separate any more.
That kind of pain tormented him to a mental breakdown, so he finally couldn't bear all this, and then went astray. He would rather exhaust all his life and strength, but also want to change into an illusory dream, just for this life, and more tenderness.
Love to the heart ground into pieces, take this piece to piece together a false love dream.
It's his own love dream.
Now, when he wakes up, it's time for him to leave.
This love, this love, this life, this life.
He'd rather have a love with water scenery and ink painting. It's enough and worth it.
Suddenly, he didn't want any answer, and he didn't want to find out the reason and the ending. The ending was predestined, and he didn't have to look for the answer.
At the moment when he just hugged him, he suddenly let go. Maybe that's good.
It's good that he and his story come here.
Loving him is the best thing in the world.
"There is no complaint in this life, and there is no regret."
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