Han Jing is right. If it goes on like this, one day, she will not be able to stand it.
When she can't stand it, she doesn't know what she will do.
There's no way she's going to stay sane.
Feng Peining closed her eyes. The past scenes flashed in her mind. Fortunately, most of them were very happy. As for those melancholy, if they were just memories, they were not so sad.
On the contrary, if she really continues to do so, one day, these happy times that she thought will gradually deteriorate, her eyes will be completely blinded, and she will never see the beautiful again.
She likes him. It should be a happy thing. She really doesn't want to end up in mutual torture.
Feng Peining covers her face and tears fall from the corner of her eyes. Her heart is shaking. It seems that there are two villains arguing crazily in her mind. One told her to stay so that she could see him and be with him at least every day. And the other, is coldly said to her, if you don't let go, eventually one day, the end is your end, you will collapse to lose your mind, and then life and death do not know, will completely destroy all the good between you.
After a long time, Feng Peining wiped away her tears, took a deep breath, released her hand and opened her eyes.
"Xiao Qi, Miss mirror, thank you for telling me that. I'll ask someone to arrange for you to have a rest. I'd like to be alone and tell you my decision in two days, OK? " Feng Peining is still a little out of her mind. Even though she is struggling to be crazy, she still has no way to make such a decision.
After all, it's the person she's loved for ten years. How can she just let it go?
Xiao Qi saw her struggle, but she didn't force her: "you have a good rest, little aunt. Sister Jing and I won't stay here. When you decide, tell me that I've been in the garden outside the city these two days. Oh, by the way, don't tell shuijingmo that ningxu is dead. This is ningxu's wish before he dies. "
Feng Peining nodded. Xiao Qi and Han Jing didn't eat either. He said goodbye to Feng Peining and left.
Leave Feng Peining a person, she originally planned to go back to the room, somehow, suddenly turned back to the table to sit down.
The food had been a little cold, but she didn't feel it. She ate it silently.
It is said that emotional things, such as people drinking water, warm and cold self-knowledge.
It suddenly occurred to her that in the past ten years, she and Jing Mo had been sitting on the same table and eating dinner countless times, but in fact, having dinner together was the thing she was most looking forward to, but most afraid of.
Because he would often accompany her to dinner, and after dinner, he would leave without hesitation.
No matter how much she expected him to stay, he never made an exception.
Feng Peining eats without knowing what to eat. She suddenly finds out that in the past ten years, she has never really tasted the taste of dinner sitting on the same table with him. No matter whether she is happy or melancholy, what is the taste of this meal, she has never seriously felt.
Because she only has Jing Mo in her eyes, she likes him so much, it's so happy to see him, but it's so nervous and lost to think that he will leave soon.
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