Ning Shiqi roughly explained the matter to Su Yu: "I didn't expect that I would come to this step in the end, but I think it's worth it after all. It's my choice."
At the beginning, he did not think so much, did not think to the end, or to this step, but a lot of things, are thought to happen just know, and did not happen, no matter how smart you are, there will be you can not imagine the accident.
However, he never regretted leaving shengshengzhuang. When he was alone, he often thought about the meaning of his life. Ning family has long been annihilated in the long river of history. He is disabled and can't bear the responsibility of rejuvenation and inheritance. So he has lived alone for thousands of years. What's the significance? Why should he live like that.
It was not until he met Hanjing and they came to the world of putu with them, until all things pushed him to this step in the accident, that he seemed to understand that to let him live, to let him live to this day, to let him carry those forgotten memories, is for the final completion.
A success without regret.
There are some things that someone has to do, and he is the most suitable person.
"I understand what you think, and you can think I'm selfish, but I don't want her to be upset." Knowing what happened, Su Yu was able to understand Ning's choice and understand it.
But from an outsider's point of view, just like now from his point of view, he can actually understand that in Ning Shiqi's heart, what really matters is not the common people in the world, nor the problem of whether to choose or not, but what he cares about is the cold mirror, the group of friends they are, the group of people who have accompanied him all the way to today. So this choice can be made on their own, but from their point of view, they would not like him to make such a choice.
They would rather live and die together than for whom. Since they decided to face it together from the beginning, they would never agree to choose who to sacrifice in order to let them live.
Especially jing'er, at the beginning, jing'er persuaded Ning Shiqi to leave. She really appreciated him at that time and hoped that he could have a new beginning. She didn't want to be trapped in a place where life is not like death because of the so-called past, waiting silently and wasting the time of life. Her starting point is for his good, but in the end, if she knew that he died for them, she would not accept the result.
No matter how clear she thinks, even if it's her turn, she will not hesitate to make such a choice. But they are all the same people, seemingly heartless, but the most important thing is the family and friends around them. They can't and can't accept such a result.
Ning Shiqi must know that.
"Then tell her for me that if she feels sorry for me, how about giving me a chance in the next life?" Ning Shiqi doesn't shy away from Su Yu, because it's Su Yu who is probably standing next to Hanjing, so those people who appreciate and like Hanjing very much, and even have some heart or more ideas, will lose so convinced.
Of course, they did not lose to him, but to Hanjing.
She always understood her position and let them lose completely in the beginning.
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