I've been having panic attack after panic attacks and my usual distractions (aka my writing and drawing) aren't working anymore. I've been feeling sad and empty inside but I can't seem to pinpoint the reason. I'm afraid I might relapse so I've been trying to relax and destress, for now, all the projects be damned. This quarantine time is really dangerous for my mental health, so much so that I've almost considered self-harm. If anyone of you readers is experiencing the same things, don't be afraid to speak out and ask for help, please. No matter how strong you are, the demons can come back so its best to have friends fight alongside you. I tried to fight alone and ended up almost making a mistake. I hope I (and you guys) would never resort to that mistake in the future.
Believe in the happiness that the future holds. :)
p.s. will update when I can today! I've been missing Inna too :'(