Bai Qingting is stunned. When she sees Mo Wen holding Zhang yunyun in her arms and walking towards her manor, she immediately reacts and walks in.
As Bai Qingting walked, she called out aunt Lan's name and asked not to ask what she needed.
Since Zhang yunyun fainted in LAN Xiaofeng's office last time, Mo Wen has always had this scruple in his heart. Seeing that Zhang yunyun's face is gradually turning pale, he is not a man with a heart of stone. He also has feelings. He is also a doctor, although he doesn't know how to face his mother who suddenly appears at this time, But Mo Wen still cares about the woman in front of him, who is his own mother.
"Brother mosquito, why don't you let my aunt have a rest in the room?" Just arrived in the hall of the manor, Bai Qingting said to Mo Wen.
But his words didn't get the answer of Mo Wen. Mo Wen didn't even look at Bai Qingting. He walked quickly towards the position of the room.
"Child... Do you blame your mother?" Zhang yunyun nestled in Mo Wen's arms, looked at Mo Wen with no expression on her face, cried and said: "I know... You blame your mother for losing you in those years, and you hate your mother in your heart! My child, my mother is wrong... Can you tell me that my mother is wrong? Mom doesn't want to... For so many years... Mom wants to find you earlier every moment... Break the man who took you into pieces... Wuwuwuwu... "
"Don't talk! Save your energy. Don't forget what I told you the other day. Stay quiet! I don't want to stimulate you. The depression accumulated for a long time makes me feel anxious. If you have any problems, I can't explain them to Yu... "Mo Wen said that after a pause, he suddenly realized what he had said. Then he found that his words pierced Zhang yunyun's heart like a sharp knife. He stopped and said to Bai Qingting unnaturally:" Qing'er, When you come to the room later, you can chat with him. You can't make her too emotional... In addition, let aunt LAN prepare some light porridge and salt for him... "
With that, Mo Wen holds Zhang yunyun into a guest room and gently puts Zhang yunyun on the bed.
Mo Wen knows why Zhang yunyun is like this today. Last time he was treating Zhang yunyun, Mo Wen still remembers the woman's physical condition. Looking at Zhang yunyun's excited appearance, Mo Wen really wanted to rush into Zhang yunyun's arms and shout: Mom
But don't ask why, just can't accept, just can't pass his heart.
Lying on the bed of Zhang yunyun, her heart can not be calm for a long time, the ups and downs of the mood will bring her into a corner.
And don't ask constantly self questioning himself, why hear Bai Qingting say Zhang yunyun's face is not good, he would be so nervous? Why can't you let go of the painful past that entangled you for more than 20 years? Why does Zhang yunyun appear at this time? Why does Zhang yunyun come into contact with herself as a cadre?
One by one, why do you keep questioning yourself in Mo Wen's heart? But Mo Wen just can't find the answer. It's said that the onlookers can see clearly, and Mo Wen, who is wise all his life, is defeated by himself. He can't figure out such a simple question. Maybe this is the feeling that Mo Wen can't find the direction in a dead corner. He has been completely lost, In the dark of the dead corner of thinking, it gets darker and darker until it can't find the direction.
As the saying goes: the greatest enemy of life is oneself.
At this time, Mo Wen's mind is very confused. It's like opening the gate of his mind. It's like a wisp of bitter spring pouring into Mo Wen's heart. It makes him feel that his liver and gall are splitting, and his face becomes unusually heavy. It's as cold as ice, as frozen as rock. It seems that there is infinite hatred in indifference, and there is a trace of strong family desire in hatred
Zhang yunyun's face becomes very ugly. Subconsciously, she looks at Bai Qingting who is sitting beside her. Her eyes with tears seem to beg Bai Qingting. She looks at Bai Qingting's helpless expression.
In this matter, Bai Qingting doesn't know how to help Zhang yunyun, and she doesn't know what to say in front of Mo Wen to ease the relationship between the mother and son. If she says something wrong, it will even make the relationship between Bai Qingting and Mo Wen fall into a state of estrangement, so Bai Qingting is helpless and confused
"Brother mosquito, don't do that. I know it's too sudden for you, and it's not easy for you to accept, but... She's also your biological mother! If you do that again! That let me too disappointed, you originally in my heart is a very just man, to the patient you so unselfish, but in the face of blood soluble in water biological mother, how can you be so indifferent? What is the cause of auntie's health today? You are a doctor who is known as a miracle doctor. You should know what's going on without my reminding, right? If my aunt was such a heartless woman, would she torture herself like this for so many years? " Bai Qingting looks at Zhang yunyun's pleading eyes, grits her teeth, and gives up. Even if you don't blame her for meddling in her business, Bai Qingting also wants to say what she has in mind.
In Zhang yunyun's heartbroken expression, Bai Qingting's heart is very painful! It's really painful. It's like there's a knife in her heart. Just now, at this time, Bai Qingting saw a mother's helpless eyes asking her son to forgive. She saw a woman trying to make up for what she had done wrong! Bai Qingting is moved and heartbroken. Even seeing Zhang yunyun's pleading eyes, Bai Qingting's heart is broken
It was Zhang yunyun's desperate efforts that moved Bai Qingting. It was Zhang yunyun's years of torture as a mother that made Bai Qingting heartbroken. It was Zhang yunyun's desire to be with her children that broke Bai Qingting's heart.
At the same time, Bai Qingting cries, and her tears instantly flow out of her eyes. She is also a woman, and she can't see the people around her. She lives in such pain. Bai Qingting knows how painful Zhang yunyun has been for so many years. Every time she goes to her home, she sees Zhang yunyun's red eyes
"You see, you see... I didn't say anything, you... What are you doing?" Mo Wen looks at Bai Qingting, who complains about herself. It doesn't matter. She suddenly makes Mo Wen nervous. Bai Qingting looks at herself with tears on her face. She seems to be threatening Mo Wen, blaming Mo Wen and criticizing Mo Wen's ruthlessness. If Mo Wen doesn't recognize her mother, she will make Mo Wen a heartless man. It's not just a threat, It's also a fact.
"Ah..." Mo Wen sighed, shook his head and said, "let me calm down... I'm in a mess now..."
Zhang yunyun looks at Mo Wen with a pale face and thinks back on his abnormal behavior. She knows that Mo Wen does not want to recognize him. At the thought of this, Zhang yunyun feels as if there are tens of thousands of insects biting him. He is full of pain, unspeakable bitterness and suffocation, which makes her suffer, Crystal tears can't stop clattering out of her eyes, so that she can't help throwing herself into Bai Qingting's arms and crying loudly: "Qing'er... Wu Wu Wu..."
When Bai Qingting saw Zhang yunyun crying out loud, she felt unprepared. A crazy idea suddenly came to her heart and held Zhang yunyun tightly. Bai Qingting also cried with Zhang yunyun and kept reaching out and patting Zhang yunyun on the shoulder. At the same time, she comforted her: "aunt, if he doesn't call your mother one day, Then I will not associate with him for one day... If he is such an asshole... I personally told my father that if I cancel the engagement between Bai family and Yu family, I will never marry a man who is so indifferent to his relatives. Such an asshole is not worth my love at all... "
"Ah... No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, Zhang yunyun really can't accept it. Besides, Zhang yunyun doesn't have any complaints about how much she suffered. As long as her son can recognize herself, she looks at Bai Qingting with excited eyes and says excitedly: "don't do this, child! So mosquitoes will not be happy! If you can let the child call me mom! Even if I die, it's worth it
"Auntie... Stop talking! I've decided that I'll stand on the same front with you... I'm a woman, too! I also know how much you have paid for him over the years. Besides, it was not your fault that year. Who could have expected that a mysterious man in black would appear in his home and secretly take away his child? So many years of torture, isn't it enough? If that bastard sees you in such pain and doesn't care, then i... then I feel that... This kind of bastard is not worth any woman to love him... Hum... "During the conversation, Bai Qingting looks at Mo Wen's expression from time to time, and these words are meant for Mo Wen.
"No... I'd rather be miserable than see my child unhappy because of me... Qing'er... Don't be like this... He's a good boy and a good man... You can't treat him like this... It's unfair to him..." Zhang yunyun's mood became more excited.
"Auntie, why don't you understand? How does this bastard know how much you've paid over the years? His disappearance, is an accident, even if you are at fault, so many years of looking for, so many years your eyes almost cry blind, isn't it enough? Even a man with a hard heart should be influenced by you, but he is good. He doesn't know how to love his own mother. Well, don't practice yourself like this... You should be good! If he doesn't recognize you! I'll wait on you all my life... "Although Bai Qingting said that, she also" clattered "in her heart. The next moment she glanced at Mo Wen, for fear that her words would really arouse Mo Wen's antipathy and lead to the result of separation from Mo Wen!
At this time, when Zhang yunyun heard Bai Qingting's words, her heart felt like a needle pricking pain. She lay on Bai Qingting's shoulder, crying and saying: "my child! More than 20 years... Looking for more than 20 years... In these 20 years, I want to walk away and die several times... But... I can't let go of this child... I have to find him... I have to make up for what I owe him as a mother for more than 20 years... Wuwu... I'm sorry for this child... "