Joanna internalizes the internal contradictions of the palace family, and the superficial peace is intensified. Gong Xun helps Gong Chen and resolutely wants to leave the palace family. He finally decides to stay in the palace family to guard Gong Moli. He is also busy, especially Gong Chen's trust brings great pressure to Gong Xun, Gong Xun, such a playful boy, is really forced out of his career.
He gives himself countless pressures. He forces himself to be strong. He wants to make himself a supporter of Gong Moli, at least to make her not always bullied. He knows too well what Xu Zhimin means to Gong Moli, and he knows too well Gong Moli's cowardice to Xu Zhimin. Only when he is strong enough can Xu Zhimin be restrained.
Gong Xun is not only rational but also perceptual. He will be grateful to the Gong family for their adoption and adore Gong Chen. However, his feelings towards Xu Zhimin are very complicated. Because of Xu Zhimin, he and Gong Moli came to the Gong family. But also because of Xu Zhimin, Gong Xun never felt that he and Gong Moli had been respected. No matter how much he tried to convince himself, Gong Xun can't really treat Xu Zhimin as a mother like Gong Moli.
After Joanna was sent back by the special bus arranged by Xu Zhimin, Xu Zhimin gave Gong Moli a light look, said a word to let her remember what she said today and went upstairs.
Even if Xu Zhimin took the future, joked about her marriage and made an outsider of the palace happy, Gong Moli could not complain at all.
Until Xu Jingnan finished watching the play, patting Gong Xun on the shoulder, persuading him to say something well, he left the hall, leaving the hall empty for the "brothers and sisters".
No words can describe Gong Xun's current mood. He feels that his heart seems to be gripped by something and pinched with pain. For the first time, he is so angry. Looking at Gong Molly, he is only angry!
He gave everything he wanted to give her. When he exhausted his freedom, he wanted to get her sympathy. He even thought about how to take his time and how to convince himself that Molly was still young. It was so good to be protected by the palace family. He had to take his time step by step. Don't be too anxious. Don't scare the people he was thinking about. Take his time, there is always a chance.
However, Gong Moli's compromise with Xu Zhimin destroyed Gong Xun's yearning for the future.
"You all go down." Gong Xun pointed directly at the servant who was waiting beside him, "go back after you've packed up. You don't have to come back. Do you hear me?"
Feeling Gong Xun's repressed anger and faint signs of anger, the servants of the palace are also human spirits. They immediately accept things and leave the palace hall without raising their heads.
Gong Moli suddenly looks up at Gong Xun. She is frightened by the edge of Gong Xun's sudden rage. Gong Xun's anger is completely exposed without another outsider in the hall. With extremely low air pressure and extremely high anger, Gong Moli subconsciously stands up and wants to go back to her room. She doesn't realize that Gong Xun presses her on the sofa as soon as she stands up.
"Gong Xun, what do you want to do? You're not afraid to be seen when mom just goes up? " Gong Moli looks at Gong Xun in panic. She doesn't expect that Gong Xun will be so angry. When she stares at her, her eyes are all covetous, just like eating her.
Gong Xun seldom does this to her. The last time she got so angry was when she ran to stay with her little sister-in-law for one night to hide from him. She thought she would never see Gong Xun again. She didn't expect that she would be scared by Gong Xun's anger again.
"Afraid to be seen? You're so scared, mom? Afraid that she asked you to jump into the sea, you did not hesitate to jump down? " Gong Xun's tone was gloomy, and he laughed angrily: "you are so afraid that your mother is not obedient. Why don't you just follow her to persuade me to marry Joanna? Why don't you just refuse when my brother asks you to go to Jiangyang to find Tang Lixin? How can you dare not admit it? You should be filial if you are so filial, What the hell did you do before, and now you're coming to show me how scared you are? If she asks you to go on a blind date, you can go on a blind date. Can she ask you to jump off a building so that you can just jump off the building? Ah? Gong Moli
Gong Xun is so angry. How can he be so angry? Of course he is angry. He is so angry that he is burning all over the body. But where can he compare with the pain in the heart? What does he really know about her? Does Gong Molly really don't know or pretend not to know?
"How could ma do such a thing? Ma let others see me just, just..." Gong Moli trembled fiercely, covered her face with her hands, even she couldn't pretend to go on.
How can Xu Zhimin really care about her? How can Xu Zhimin really treat her as a daughter? She even has her own son, let alone her.
Why?
Why?
How could Gong Moli not know that she had learned to live under the yoke of others when she was so young? How could she not see anything? But she could only deceive herself. She just wanted to deceive herself. It was better to anesthetize herself with self deception than to panic that she was the only one in the orphanage. When Xu Zhimin adopted her, she was at the age of being sensible, No matter what reason Xu Zhimin adopted her for, she only knew that at that time when she was already sensible, she was very unlikely to be adopted by other couples.
Except for Xu Zhimin and the Gong family, every couple who wants to adopt a child doesn't choose a child who is just born and doesn't know who her parents are. How can it be gong Moli's turn? It's terrible to feel that she's alone. So no matter what happens to Gong Moli, whether she grows up or not, she still doesn't want to go back to her own time, She's afraid that Xu Zhimin won't want her. She's afraid that the Palace won't want her. She's too afraid of being alone. This kind of subconscious loneliness makes her hold on as long as she finds someone who can give her a little warmth.
So when Gong Moli knew that Tang Lixin really regarded her as a friend and a sister, she would help her so boldly, even against Xu Zhimin's meaning.
She was afraid that Xu Zhimin would abandon her, and she was afraid that the palace family would abandon her, so she tried to be obedient as much as possible, but it was too little to get Xu Zhimin's nod several times and the same tenderness as charity by being obedient and obedient. Therefore, when Gong Moli saw Tang Lixin, such a warm person, she would break her principles again and again, and do things she always thought she could not do.
Tang Lixin may only think that Gong Moli is against Xu Zhimin, but only Gong Moli knows how hard it is for her to disobey Xu Zhimin.
Gong Moli bit her lip, but she didn't dare to break down. She was so nervous that she was afraid that Gong Xun would do something extraordinary to attract others. When she was seen, she only dared to take a deep breath and apologize in a low voice, "I'm sorry, Gong Xun, I know you're unfair for me, but I can't do it, I..."
"So?" Gong Xun sneered, "so if Joanna really finds you a man, or even a joke makes Xu Zhimin ask you to marry that man, will you agree? No matter how bad that man is, no matter how mean Joanna is, right? "
Gong Moli's eyelashes trembled and said nothing, which was the default of Gong Xun's words.
Gong Xun is so angry that the whole person trembles. He wants to say something ugly, but he stifles it when he sees Gong Moli's pale face. Gong Xun throws his coat and tie on the sofa, bends down and bites his teeth and asks: "Gong Moli, do you know what you are doing! What's so good about Tang Lixin that you have the courage to do what you never dare to do? What's so good about the palace family that you don't even dare to resist! "